3:34 AM okay, let me start with a reason why im updating my blog at this wee hours. the reason? i just cant get myself to sleep, even though my eyes do feel tired. on the other hand, this brain of mine has been thinking all the time for the past few days, wishing i could just press the 'stop' button n let my brains get away from all these problems. i was kinda deranged. but to think of it, why am i soo stupid thinking about those worthless people? why am i soo sensitive? oohmygod. freshpoison, you're not being yourself. dont let other people let you down just because of a problem. just remember that you're a girl who enjoys her life, leading with happiness. but this doesnt mean i dont encounter any problems, right? i cant bottle up all my feelings, its just hurts me too much if i do that for now.
from the previous entry, i admitted that im feeling weak at that moment, physically n mentally. now, i thank god that HEs given me the strength i need to carry on with my normal life. ive get back on my feet from the great fall n gain back the strong believe in myself. im so happy that ive been blessed with a supportive family, friends, cousins n my penguinee drakon too. alhamdulillah. but one thing for sure, whatever problems i'll be getting in the future's time, it has been arranged by the almighty god, n i will accept it whole heartedly. i totally believes in karma.
last saturday, i had dinner at sanur restaurant with my sisters family. at that particular moment, im in no mood to snap some pictures. this is the picture that my lovely niece took; i was looking away, trying my best to fight the sadness that hits me n putting up some smiles to enlighten up my pale face. but i managed to finish up my plate of rice, not leaving a single rice! yet, my weight still maintains at 45kg, still doing crunches everyday so that i wont have any buncitness, no more. honestly speaking, there is a little bit of fat. but im ok with it cause it doesnt expose to anyone. *giggles*
earlier on, my stomachs growled angrily. ok, im soo the hungy. its almost 2300 hours n you expect me to eat heavily? thats not soo me. got it? bro xp suggested me to bite on some biscuits but to me, its so boring to satisfy by tastebuds. im so fussy when it comes to food. sorrry, bro xp. teehee.. so i decided to hunt down for food at the fridge n there you go. a perfect meal for me - a glass of chilled chocolate milk with some strawberries to spice up my fussy tastebuds. so satisfying... *yumyum*
its a day before the month of august starts. oohmydamn! time do flies very fast. extremely. alot of hot upcoming events will be approaching too n i truly cant wait. hopefully everythings going on smoothly. insyaallah.
on the flip side, i missed my penguinee drakon so much. your tinkerbell loves you.
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7:48 PM my feelings were crushed to the extreme when it comes to Friends. who am i to you? am i just your spare tyre? ive been bottling up my feelings towards you, trying not to show how hurtful i am. ive made a few so called sacrifices for you but in the end, this is how you treat me. i can only see the outer side of you, but i may not know your feelings towards me deep in your heart. or does the problem actually lies on me? am i too sensitive n thinking all the negative stuffs? i do not know either.
whenever you're having problems, im always there to listen to you n tries my best to give my own opinions n advises to you because i love you as a friend. i do cherish you but are you sincere having this friendship with me? im trying my best to hold on to this some kinda fragile friendship, giving you lots of opportunities, hoping you could change for the better..
if my thinkings are true afterall, i'll accept it but then, still treating you as my friend. i'll pray to god hoping i could find a better friend. im the kind of person who forgive n forget, because i believe this leads me to a better life too, without having vengeance or grudges towards anyone. furthermore, like what ive mentioned, people makes mistakes n no one is perfect. but on the other hand, people keeps on saying that i give in too much. well, ok i admit that i give in too much in almost anything. my mum always advise me, "dont be ego, just give in n be good towards other people. sincerity counts too." ive been heeding this advise since i was in secondary school. thanks, mum. this advise you gave me will be with me till the day i catch my last breath.
one more thing, most of the time, im being too honest n some of them were hurt with the words i shoot at them. im very sorry for that but at least im being honest with you guys n not playing games to anyone. but the truth is, i care for you n wants you to know how i feel n as an adult, you should accept it. im sorry for any inconvenience, truly.
other topic: being a copycat. well, if any of you who follows me whatever ive been doing in whatever terms, honestly, im kinda pissed off. but im trying my best to calm down about this small matter. its like, stealing someones idea n all that sort of things, as if you dont have your own originality. stealing is a crime, you know that?
you know, im too sensitive but i dont show it to you guys. you dont know what lies behind these smiles, sometimes, that ive been putting up here. im weak right now, both physically n mentally. oh god, please give me the strength to let me go through all these problems im having right now n in the futures time too. tentu ada hikmah disebaliknya...
im happy to have my family, friends, cousins n my penguinee drakon for supporting me all the way from behind. thank you so much for the support, may you guys be blessed with a good life.
anyways, before i forget, thanks alot, again, to my sweet bro xp for the songs you gave me. all are damn hot! *giggles* i loike.. n thanks for being there for me n all the great advises you gave me.
leaving all these problems aside, im missing you so much, my penguinee drakon.
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9:22 PM my eyes are so sleepy. but whenever i tried to close my eyes n sleep after i came back from geylang with my mummy, they refused to. my hearts pumping damn fast, my minds whirling with loads of questions, hoping i could ask the rest of the people who still survives in this planet, "how would you feel if someone who's related to you e.g, your relative, is 'dengki' towards you or your family just because we're doing fine with our lives?". well how should i put this.. ok, ok. they wear masks infront of us n shows the good side of them as if they are some kind of a goody-goody. but behind us, they unleash their mask n start to bad mouth about us or in a worse case scenario, they're trying to corrupt us. *sigh* im superrr frustrated with these kinda people, like, cant euu guys get your own life?
if you want to get better with your lives, strive ahead in order to be a successful person n work hard so that you can earn money but once you own that precious money, dont be so extravagant. ok, i know im the kind of person who loves to shop n will die-die get the things that i want. what im referring to those who already has a job n a family. if you know you are not capable to pay a certain amount of money for certain things, dont try to borrow money from other people over n over again n in the end, you cant pay the debts. the bottomline is, dont swagger if you dont have enough money in the first place. ikutlah dengan rentak berkemampuan engkau, janganlah nak berlagak kalau tak cukup duit. *shaking head*
all i can say is, im very honourable to have a lovable family who's very supportive n now, surprisingly, they're quite understanding towards me. honestly, i admitted that im the blacksheep in the family, always making trouble here n there. almost hanyut. but right now, ive learnt all of those mistakes ive made in the past n im willing to be a better person n study hard so that i have a brighter future n something for my family to be proud of. insyaallah. well, no ones perfect. im totally imperfect but trying to be a better person.
lets drop that right now. *sigh* i keep on sighing since morning, kinda feeling low. well, yeah, im a girl who enjoys my life, leading with happiness. but there are times im in the low tide mood n yet, still survives with smiles on my face. when i look around in my room, i glared at my trophies n medals. flashback refreshes my memories n im starting to miss those hyperactive side of me - netball n track n field. since primary school i love sports n the sun itself. this answers to my not so fair skin. ok, abit tan, but i loike my skin tone, not too fair n not too tan. besides the agressive side of me, i took up malay dance only during primary school. you think its mooshy-mooshy? no, its not, ok. talk about track n field, i simply love 100m sprint, 4*100m relay n cross country; these threesome are the reason that got my hands full with trophies n medals.
im an attacker when it comes to netball, i dont like being a defender. honestly, when there's a time i need to defend my defender, i dont defend her. see how bad i was? *giggles* i miss those competition n friendly matches, n not forgetting the players. oohlikimiki! i miss euu guys soo much! let me tell you one bad thing about me, i dont have a sportmanship. when i get angry, i will shout here n there in the court like a tarzan's wife, showing temper to the opponents n play harsh towards them. right, my girls? i thought of re-activate myself with netball, but i dont know whether there's any people who tries to form a team. any of you guys who wants to form a team? inform me if theres any. pretty please..!
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10:16 PM 10am sharp, the whole family went to the changi airport, sending off the maid back to indonesia. the plane will take off at 1220 hours. once we reached the airport, i tagged along hakim to the toilet just to see him get cleaned up since he's done with his big business. *giggles* well, you know what, he's weight is 21kg. can you believe that? oohmydamn! my jaw dropped to the floor when i heard the news. but who cares? he's becoming very chubby n adorable n cute! just like his daddy. awww...
before we approached the departure gate, i took a picture of the maid n myself. honestly, im gonna miss her loads. well, there are times that i dont like her attitude, big attitude especially when she's in a bad mood. but deep in my heart, of course, i do like her. when she's happy, she'll only throw a big smile on her face n sometimes, she does make jokes. i bet i'll miss those times; the good n bad times as well. she's only 21 years old this year, anyways. i'm gonna miss euu, bibik..
minutes before she entered the departure gate, hugs n kisses were given. i burst into tears. oohbagga! i cant control the feelings anymore, i need to cry on the spot. when i hugged her, the more i cried. *sobs sobs* emotions came to me for a few minutes. after waving to her, i wiped off my tears n tried to cool down. then, snap pictures. *lol*
after those emotions, i followed my sister n her family to have our lunch at 3 monkey's cafe, while my parents went dating, as usual, at geylang, buying all those normal stuffs n all. too many scrumptious food for me to choose. *drool* i love the food; yummilicious n served piping hot! i loike.. here's the food we ordered. *yum yum*
wanna try them? go there n use your own money so that you can taste the heavenly foods. walah! living in luxurious.. teehee.. okay, i'll end my blog tonight with pictures of us when we're happily stuffing the foods in our mouth...
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11:02 PM the time showed 0845 hours. i dragged myself to the toilet n took a bath, my eyes were still sleepy, yawning all the way. i was forced to, by my mummy; wake up! quickly go n take a bath, we're following your first sis to ikea. bluerghhh... actually, she messaged me asking wether i wanna tag along. but since i went silence for fifteen minutes, didnt reply to her message, she decided to call up my house. well, i knew someone messaged me at about 0830 hours, while i was having my sweet dreams. but i didnt bother at all, not even a single second, that my handphone vibrated. thinking it was the usual good morning greetings from my drakon. i slept at about 0200 hours, mind you!
once we reached ikea, its only 1045 hours n there you go. alot of people were already there n the queue at the taxi stand was quite long. i managed to grab the floor lamp that ive been thinking of for the past 2 months. besides that, i grab the magazine/book holder - very vintage look with stripes of white maroon n pink; black box for my upcoming school books n a cutey mutey cactus. i kus fall for this cactus. so what else? i grab that thing n making it mine, larh..
after an hour of searching the stuffs that each of us wanted, we headed to secret recipe to have our early lunch at anchorpoint, located just opposite the ikea. i was damn hungry, my stomachs making the keroncong noises. oohbagga! well, thats the first time we stepped into a secret recipe restaurant. in the end, the food doesnt satisfy my tastebuds somehow. i prefer swensens; my mummy n sister agreed with it too. ohhhhailswensens.. *giggles*
anyways, i snap some pictures while we're at secret recipe. i ordered chicken kebab served with rice n salad.
then, my sister dropped us at bugis as i was needed to come down to my school to pay up for the stationeries which cost $244.50 in total. you see, only the stationeries, you know. i thought i'd be getting the stationeries on the spot but i'll be receiving it on the first day of school.
once everythings settled, we headed home but i went to my sisters house, which is just a block away from my house. watched mrs doubtfire at star movies with my sister n her kids. its a funny show indeed, i laughed till my stomachs went cramped n my eyes went to tears. after the show ended, i was damn bored. as usual, i took a snap of myself but before that, i took a picture of my pink panther's boxer that i was wearing. sensoredyetsexy. i simply love boxers, my drakon loves them too. sehati sejiwa. teehee.. the topshop boxers will be mine soon.
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12:01 AM you guys have been wondering why im absent for two straight days? yeah, im busy with my driving's final theory of night classes. at last it ended just two hours ago. i thought i would be sleeping for the whole stretch of 3.5 hours. but no. i concentrated every single second. i even took down notes on my notebook, highlighted the important notes on the textbook. im still kinda blurrrrr when it comes to half clutch, well, more to the manual transmisson cars. when it comes to automatic transmission cars, its very easy. teehee... honestly, i do have confidence for the final theory test. so earlier on i booked the test date, hoping it could be next week. unfortunately, the earliest is on 21st august at 1630 hours n i was like, huh? thats the earliest?! the customer service girl said yes because its fully booked already. then what to do? i have no other choice but to take that slot. the earlier the better so i can start with my driving practical. oohmydamn! this is not early. let me count, the gap is exactly a month. for me, one month is like one year, you know! bluerghhh... for these three days, guys have been disturbing every minute. whatthehell. you guys never seen such a sotong cum ugly faced girl before, is it? i'll wear a mask the next time i step out from my house. how about that, huh. arent you guys satisfied enough?
to my drakon, thanks alot for being there for me. he even bashed up a guy who's older than him just because he commented on me, alamak! lawa sial pempan nie. drakon, please control your anger. my drakons kinda sad that a guy can say that infront of him as if hes invisible. n he went, who do they think i am? not your boyfriend arh? cool down my drakon. what can i do? i just have to accept n be grateful to what god has given me. bersabar k sayang, dont worry, youve taken my heart away with euu n no ones gonna steal it from euu cause i love euu shoo muccch.
okay, lets just drop that topic cause it will be a never ending if i keep on bragging about guys who are mata keranjang.
what shall i think of right now? the upcoming events, yeah. on national day, im having chalet at national service country club for 3 days 2 nights. on the 14th august, my school starts. so, ahuh! let me enjoy these few weeks with loads of fun n joy. *dance dance*
anyways, i would like to say thank you to my dearest bro xp for the great songs. ilovethemtothemax! ive been thanking him umpteen times. im overjoyed with the songs he gave me till everyday i dance n grind to the songs. considered it as my exercise routine horh. lastly, thank euu bro xp!! *winks*
tomorrow, i need to come down to inspiration design school just to pay n collect my stationeries i ordered from the school.
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3:45 PM **7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME**
* ~people call me crazy. but who gives a damn? as long as i'm happy, man. *winks*
* ~my one n only drakon has taken away my heart with him. awww... i lurff hyym shoo muccch!!
* ~everyday i surf the internet just to kill the boredom that strikes me.
* ~i truly love my family alot; they are always there for me whenever im in trouble. thanks for all the sacrifices, im so touched n i really appreciate every single thing you guys do for me.
* ~im just an ordinary girl who enjoys her life, leading with happiness. but this doesnt mean i dont encounter any problems. i'll accept that problem n solve it by my own. i just set my mind that whatever happpens has its own reason, or it can be karma. tentu ada hikmah disebaliknya..
* ~i care alot for my scandals. well, i mean, my tortoises. my drakon calls them as my scandals. he's just feeling envious. *giggles* i feed my scandals 5 times per day. whenever im down or bored, i will talk to them n they would look at me with the look, "errm.. excuse me, dont euu know that i cant reply to whatever euu said to me?".
* ~im a part time maid at home. every morning, once i wake up, i clean up the house, never letting go any of the dust that's visible to my eyes. i dont like dirty stuffs. worst of all, i dont like my room to be filled with dust!!
**7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME**
* ~the black brownish thingy that crawls n fly. cockroaches!! yuckyyucks..
* ~friends who plays around with my feelings. look, if you're not sincere being friends with me, i simply end my friendship with you straight away. easy as 1 2 3..
* ~im kinda afraid of the dark. well, that time, i was in the toilet at peninsular plaza, 4th floor. i was alone in the toilet, though, feeling so freaky. while im clearing up my oily face, suddenly the lights went off n i screamed at the top of my lungs as if i saw a ghost. then, my drakon came in just to take me away from the toilet. i didnt talk for the whole of ten minutes.. oohbagga!
* ~when my drakon gets bugged with a flu. i dont like to see him gets sick, it just hurts me very much to see him that way.
* ~i cant live without my handphone. oohmydamn! i would go extremely crazy without it. my handphone is like my shadow, euu know? wherever i go, it must be with me..
* ~when i dont hear my drakon's voice for a day. i feel soo, bluerghhh..! i need to hear his voice everyday. teehee...
* ~my mika. i cant sleep without her. i really cant sleep without her.. really really!
**7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT**
* ~el tiburon by alexis fido featuring baby ranks
* ~back up by marvin
* ~no woman, no cry by bob marley
* ~me hace asi by the mosa project
* ~gallery by mario vasquez
* ~tu gatita by jmp
* ~el cabalito by h.o.m featuring la chika
**7 THINGS I LIKE THE MOST**
* ~my tortoises. they are the cutest thing in my life. sorry, my drakon, you consired as adorable. teehee..
* ~my mika. she's my cutey buncit bear.
* ~shopping of course. what can i say? im a shopaholic. i'll buy anything that really catches my eyes.
* ~my room. this is the place where i can have my own privacy, chill, surf the internet, etc. my room is so cosy n comfy. does your room is as damn cool as my room? think back.
* ~my handphone. like i told you earlier, its been my shadow all this while.
* ~dancing n grinding. they're just running in my thick bloody blood.
* ~lastly, my very own drakon. i just love him the way he is; im not compromising.
**7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST**
* ~siotttt
* ~ooh liki liki miki miki!
* ~ooh my damn!
* ~ooh bagga!
* ~huh? *with my signature blurrr face*
* ~ceh ceh ceh!
* ~who gives a shit? as long as im happy, man.
**7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS**
* ~my drakon... he simply wont do this cause he doesnt have a blog.
* ~my tortoises... they dont even know how to work on this computer.
* ~my handphone... its just as stiff as it is.
* ~my mum... she doesnt know how to work on any computer, just like my tortoises. teehee...
* ~my dad... same goes for my dad. all he know is smoke, smoke, smoke.. thats his bestfriend.
* ~my 1st sister... she's already busy with her household chores n her 4 kids, so no time to have a blog either.
* ~my 2nd sister... i think she's busy with her teaching n her students, so i dont think she would do this.
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okay, i'm done. i simply pick this 7 people plus animals n things as i know they cant even be bothered with this kinda stuffs.
in 2 hours time, im moving off to the comfort driving centre at ubi, having the final theory driving course. oohmydamn! its 3 hours n 40 minutes. how can it be so long? what am i going to do for those few hours? furthermore, the class will be held at night. n what do you think? of course, i'll feel sleepy. *yawn* it's not only for tonight. same goes for tomorrow n the following day itself. bluerghhh... nevermind. lets just look on the bright side. in a few months time, i'll be holding on to a qualified driving license. oohlikilikimikimiki! *dance dance* here are the two cars that makes me goo-goo gaa-gaa.
this is suzuki swift. very cutey cute, right?
while this one, nissan march. its extremely cute! but damn expensive.. oohbagga!
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7:15 PM today's a laid back day for me. i woke up at 11 in the morning, still, feeling damn sleepy. oohmydamn! my head's whirling; yesterday i slept almost at 5am because i edited the skin i chose from blogskin, likeduhhh! where else i could find skins besides blogskins, huh? actually, it's 90% done n out of the sudden, my computer hanged. oh well, of course i was extremely enraged. i went dsjkfnefgorhv. but what to do? tak kan lah nak hentak computer aku kan.. i cooled down within 5 minutes n i re-do them right from the start. bluerghhh...! okay then, forget it cause its already posted in my blog. so what do you guys think? i know, i know.. it's very simple. but hey, simplicity is elegance. *giggles*
i clean up my house once i woke up, this is my morning routine. don't you know that i'm a part time maid in this house? teehee... so any of you out there who needs a maid, i'm available till 6th august. *winks*
i took pictures of my room, out of boredom!
on the left, as you can see, is just some 'hiasan'; pictures of me n my close girlfriends, n my nephews n nieces. n ooh!, there you go. it's my tortoises home. then on the right, this is where i usually sit for hours - surfing the internet, chat with my friends, editing my blog n checking my friendster. that's all i do when i'm in.
okay, here's my adorable ones. as days passed, they're growing fatter n fatter. i feed them 5 times per day! of course, i grow them up with lots of love. i love them so much. awww... they're chilling for the moment, this means their stomachs are totally full.
after bathing n settle with my stuffs, i got nothing to do. totally! n it's only 1630 hours. hmm... i saw a foolscap paper n my pencilbox on my computer table. it's drawing time! *lol* i love drawing; i'll draw whenever i'm bored, besides day dreaming. for today, i felt like drawing the kampung days, yesterday i dreamt that i was living in a kampung. this is what that's been stored in my mind n i visualise it, just like what i dreamt.
this is the result. oohbagga!
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10:40 PM its been three days im absent. well, through here i mean; i didnt update my blog. so i bet this is going to be a long one. *winks* im truly sorry, guys. i'll make it up to you by updating this, a long journal indeed. okay, lets start. last friday, i catch a movie at tampines mall, watching my heart throb captain jack sparrow. oohlikilikimikimiki! i was going goo-goo gaa-gaa watching him in action n my drakon was like, " ek eh! your sayang is just beside you n yet, you're drooling over that sloppy pirate". awww... he's just jealous. this means he's so in love with me. *lol*
to my one n only drakon, please don't be jealous. you've taken away my heart with you n no one's gonna snatch me away from you. *lots of hugs n kisses from me to euuu*
it's a 2.5 hour movie n im loving it right from the start - the curse of the black pearl. even my nephews n niece loved it, n they thought of watching it again. well, not forgetting me n my drakon too! at the end of the story, my heart throb was 'taken away' by the kraken. i burst out, "oit! what the hell! don't grab him, go n get some other pirates lah, you farking tentacles!". i cant wait for the next pirates of the caribbean lll. oohbagga!
the following day, my drakon n i hit the mos. let me think, its been about two months we didnt have a night life. as usual, its packed with dozens of people of different ages n races. too bad my handphone camera's night mode is not that good. only if i own a digital camera, i would've flaunt you guys the pictures of us having fun! *giggles* but who gives a damn? as long as im happy! we enjoyed every second; dancing, grinding n gyrating with each other. thanks, my drakon. you really made my night. *muacks*
earlier on, my sister's family n myself went to harbourfront centre for our lunch, plus finding a discman for the maid, because she's going back to her country this coming sunday, n she's been wanting to own a discman. it's been a year plus i didnt step my feet to harbourfront centre n woow!, alot of interesting shops i could find right now. the last time i went here was the day i went to sentosa island with my drakon along with his clans. well, that was a year ago!
here's a picture of me n my nephew, taken by my niece. a snapshot, though. somehow, i like this picture. you go, my niece! afterall, she's my lovely photographer all this while. 
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9:24 PM todays my mummy n daughters day, an outing to geylang market for her usual ordering stuffs for her upcoming wedding catering bussiness this weekend. for today, we didnt need to buy dozens of stuffs as per normal, so we're done within 2 hours n then headed home. before hand, i told my mum that im kinda feeling down with the running nose, which i had since last week, not to dilly-dally at geylang nor haig road. once we're done at the market, mummy complained that her stomachs were in the 'keronchong' version. okay then, so we walked slowly under the scorching sun but luckily its damn windy, to haig road just to stuff our empty 'keronchong' stomachs. i truly dont know what to fill my stomach, looking here n there, searching for some food, hoping something could start me drooling over. it took me about ten minutes n there, the usual nasi ayam stall has added a new welcoming dish, laksa kerang. "mummy, i think i wanna try out the laksa kerang. you want?", i asked my lovely mummy. she agreed to it so i ordered to bowls of laksa kerang. the food searching is over but not the drink. i thought of bandung, but, suddenly i felt like vomiting. i guess my appetie doesnt want bandung. oohmydamn! i truly dont know what drink i want to order. minutes later, ive set my mind to have lychee drink instead. honestly, i dont eat like what i used to anymore. im getting more n more fussy when it comes to food n drinks.
n now, ive shed another kilo, weighing me only 46kg. let me count, ive lost 6kg. as much as you thought, i cant finish up my food, left with only half of what i ordered. then, we went to watsons because i want to buy the pink panthers boxers, again, because the last time i bought them were size m. now its all longgar already. so i thought of buying size s instead. too bad for me, i cant find any of the boxers. you see, all of the jeans that i used to wear were all very tight, now, they're damn loose when i tried them on. not only jeans, but shirts n blouses too. teehee...
okay, i saw todays newpaper. i grabbed n bought it straight away. the reason: i saw zidanes face on one of the pages. hey, there are five pages all about him, due to his head butting towards that materazzi tattoed guy. wahh.. he admitted that he insulted zidane. just as i thought, man. he must have used very harsh n sarcastic words towards zidane, if not, why did zidane let off his anger in the first place? dont worry zizou, you're still the best player. *winks*
right at the last page, there goes my lovely brazil. they're sorry for disappointing their fans. being the best doesnt mean you'll win everything. its true. there are ups n downs too. i accepted your apology, dearest brazil. *giggles* hope you guys will win the next world cup in four years time at south africa.
after spending about 40 minutes reading on the world cup post mortem, hakim came over. oooooohmydamn! hes getting fatter n fatter. just like his dad.. *giggles* hes very hyperactive; running back n forth, playing with my tortoises n hugging all of my bears. he's a motor mouth too, n very smart! macam aku tau, jangan main-main. you go, my boy! i loike...
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6:41 PM *sigh* till now im still frustrated that france lost by the hands of italy. at the very last minute, zidane was sent off from the field after slamming his head into materazzi's chest during the tense second period of extra time. i guess that materazzi tattooed guy really made zidane fumingly mad at that particular moment.
yeah, youre right. i watched the finals live from 1.50am till about 5.10am. i woke up at about 12 noon the next day, still, not enough sleep for me. so i decided to hit my bed on the evening for two hours. my bodys are not functioning well, feeling so damn lethargic. then later at night, i watched the match again, im truly not satisfied though. italy was damn brutal. main brengset! on the other hand, i supported my beloved brazil, but i dont know how the hell they couldnt even get to the semi finals. bluerghhh...
but despite given a red card, zidane won the golden ball award for the tournemants best player. well, anyways, last month he announced that hes retiring from soccer after the tournament. i'll definitely going to miss him.. *sobs sobs*
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1:04 AM a celebration to be made, just for the two of us. our 42nd anniversary. *giggles* before i went off, i camwhored in the toilet. well, it sounds crazy. but hey, just to kill the time, okay? i fixed myself up 15 minutes earlier than i thought. so, lets be a part time model cum photographer. teeheees..
im just being myself. applying only eyeliner n lipgloss, no concealer, no foundation, no compact, no powder because this is the way i doll up. natural is just perfect. got it??
firstly, we met up his band members at bedok interchange n straight away to megatherion via train. they're having their 1 hour jamming session. "goddamn! could you guys please stop whatever songs you're playing? its such a fucking pathetic loud banging noise n i dont understand what you're singing or playing!", my heart says uncontrollably. okay, okay. i tried to calm down n i did. *pheww* i took some time to appreciate their songs n fortunately, im okay with their so-not-my-type songs. but honestly speaking, i do like their songs though. well, only their songs. no other black metal or punkrock songs to be specific! that shoould be enough for me. by this september, they(infernal execrator) will be releasing their new album for 1000 copies worldwide, under pulverised records.
while they're jamming, i took a picture of my drakons pair of vans shoe that i bought for him last april. it cost $109. drakon, please take care of them properly! dont get them dirty. even if it is, im begging you to clean them with a wet cloth.
after the jamming session, they're discussing with their sponsor/manager about their recordings that will be held in 3 weeks time, then send them to sweden for enhancing. aik! there's suppose to be 4 people. where's the drummer?
chilled for awhile with his band members. they're so the up-to-date clowns afterall, cracking jokes n making me laugh till my eyes in tears n stomachs gone cramp. extremely! we're being the little kiddos. its okay to be a kid sometimes as long as you're happy, right? *winks* this is what you call indulging your life with lots of happiness n laughters.
ive been pestering my drakon to fill up our stomachs at pastamania. i was totally concentrated on my seafood mania pasta, banana dessert pizza, garlic bread n mushroom soup till i forgot to take pictures. what do you expect? its been like 2 months i didnt satisfy my tastebud on pastamania, you know. to my surprise, i finished everything up n my stomachs were bloating. normally, i cant finish up whatever i ordered n will ask my drakon to help me 'clean up' my leftovers. oohmydamn! *burrrrrrrp*
we chilled, once more, but this time round at starbucks because xxull craved for the cheesecake. so my drakon, syuk, syak n syah too bought a slice each. i cant stuff any food in my bloated stomach, so i just ordered my old time favourite, caramel frappucino. *yumyum* their jokes were beyond intoxicated till i forgot to snap some candids.
but at least, on our way home, i managed to snap pictures, just the two of us. we're already tired. well, you know me, mati-mati nak ambik gambar jugak! 
in a few minutes time, the world cup finals will be showing live, italy vs france. i hope france win this time since my beloved brazil cant even qualify for the semi finals. my shorty botak roberto carlos, what had happen to the team? *sobs sobs* anyways, i cant wait to catch the finals soon.
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12:05 PM a few minutes ago, katerina from my upcoming school gave me a call, just to inform that my course will be commencing from 14th of august instead of next week because theres some renovation going on for a month. and i was like, "are you serious? i cant wait to go to school, you know?" . she laughed out loud n apologise for the incovenience. its okay. at least i have a month to enjoy myself n my full time job for now is, shopping! whenever i go out with mummy, n theres something that truly attracts my attention, plus the urge of owing it, i will simply say, "mummy, i want that." then my mum will give me her usual look n nag - kau ni tak habis-habis ketuk duit aku. ingat eh, da banyak aku keluarkan duit untuk kau. belajar betul-betul nanti. yes, mummy. i promise! in the end, she bought for me the things i wanted. im a very pampered girl indeed. but dont worry mum, this time, im very serious with my studies. this, i promise you n i pledge that i'll do very well in my studies. i wont disappoint you again, lovely mum. thanks for everything youve sacrifised for me. i truly appreciate it. *muacks*
okay, okay. back to the story. next week, i need to come down to my school to settle with the stationaries i ordererd from them. anyways, if you guys are interested with the courses n want to know more about my school, you can check it out, simply click on to this -> inspiration design school
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3:49 PM whatthehell. im down with fever n running nose. how could i catch a cold? my bodys aching from top to bottom. since yesterday ive been sneezing non-stop. honestly, i like to sneeze. well, i love to sneeze! once when i sneeze, i felt so high. *lol* relieved, i mean. early in the morning, as early as 11am, my drakon called me up just to say good morning. your head lah, you're disturbing my sweet dreams! bluerghhh.. but look on the bright side, isnt he so sweet? i informed him that im temporarily under maintainence. am i some kind of a machine? *giggles*
at about 1pm, he messaged me over n over again asking how am i. i said that im okay after gulping some paracetamol tablets. i was all alone at home, my mum n my aunt went to tan tock seng hospital to visit some sick person. excuse me, im sick here. cant mummy just stay home n take care of me.. im so the very pampered, you know?
half hour later, someone rang the doorbell. my heart went thumping faster than usual. i tiptoed n took a peek on the hole, n to my worst shock of all, my drakon! i opened the door with my so called signature cheeky smile. "get well soon!!", said my lovely drakon. awww.. isnt he very very sweet? just dropping by to say that to me.. before i could say anything, he bombarded me with alot of questions - have you eaten your lunch? have you eaten your medicine? are you okay? whats your temperature? have you visit your family doctor yet? want me to accompany you? well, im fine here. its just that im quite drowsy after eating those drugs. since hes being so sweet to me, i gave him a kiss on his cheek. you see, hes late for his work, but still, he dropped by in front of my house gate just to check me out. myhearttrulymelts.
before he left, i took a pic of him. thanks yang yang. your such a sweet thing.
when he left, i looked at the time. oohmydamn! its time for me to gulp down those circular drugs. ihateit! but i have to because its 4 days to go for me to go to school. i dont want to attend school with such a paley-sickey face. first impression is very important.
im still alone at home, my stomachs growling with anger, showing that im totally famished. but i dont have any appetite to chew anything neither drink plain water. i remembered i bought a teens magazine a few days ago. so i read right from the first page. when it comes to the end, something strikes my full attention, very interesting indeed...
what do you do when your friend starts acting like your twin.. copycat friends!
while we all feel good when people want to behave or look like us in every way possible, there is a fine line between admiration and obsession.
one of the main reasons people choose to behave like others is when they feel the pressure to fit in. certain social situations, like when everyone in a group wears the same type of clothing, may encourage this sort of behaviour. close friends may also feel obliged to dress alike especially when they are the odd ones out. this type of behaviour is especially common in girls where closer friendships result in imitation which much may be seen as acceptance of one another.
but mimicry is not always a bad thing. however, like cheating on a test, copying someones look, trademark phrase or style of behaviour wholesale may lead to you coming off on other people as being fake or insecure. or maybe they are jealous of you that you're better than her.
copycat friends? tsk.. i wonder if i have any friends trying to follow everything i wear, the way i speak, etc. *shrugs* like what i said, have your own originality n never follow others. thats important! *winks*
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4:49 PM earlier on, i went to white sands, accompanied by my lovely drakon. its been 3 weeks we didnt meet up. yeah, its excruciatingly so long for me. hes been busy with his work while im busy with my driving course. at least, we get to hear each others voice everyday. ohthankgod!
we just went to popular bookstore to buy the stuffs that has been in my mind since a few days ago - foolscap paper, notebook, sharpener n my pencil lead. i thought of buying the stripes pencilbox but we couldnt find any of them. so we headed down to ice lemon tee cause i remembered the last time i went there, i saw a cute pink polka dots pencilbox. ooohmydamn! its only left with one piece. why am i standing stonelessly? grab it!
since im already satisfied with what ive got, i checked my wallet. great, $10 left for me to buy some munchies at old chang kee. i bought 2 squidheads n 2 curry o's; my all time favourites. *yumyum* while strolling at the park, we ate the old chang kee junks. we were too concentrating eating till we dont talk to each other. see how sinful the junkies are - damn dangerous. *giggles* they made me thirsty. "yang yang, i want ginger beer!", i said to my drakon. so we went to the shop nearby the fish pond. once the ginger beer is in my hands, i opened it n gulped them down, not leaving a single drop. then, we took pictures together. times up! its time for my drakon to go for work. goodbyes were said. hugs n kisses were given.
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11:15 PM we had our lunch at banquets parkway parade. ohmygod! we took a humid place for our seating. no aircon, n much more worse, no fan at all. im a puteri lilin, okay? please, im begging you guys to put at least some fans since its called an outdoor. im not the only one perspiring while loading our stomachs with the scrumptious food we ordered. i saw quite alot of people, their foreheads, as shining as a newly silvered pot that hasnt been used, covered with their sweats. gross!!
take a peek at us while we were trying our best to indulge the food we bought while perspiring!
after that, we went to the e-zone arcade. quite packed actually. but who cares, im trying to loosen up myself n have fun since im having my PMS days. bluerghhh! nini n danish were having a great time at the funmaze while me, irsyad n hanis took up challenges on the daytona racing n some others. daytona is the only favourite game since i was in primary school.
nini n danish at the funmaze. arent they sooo adorable??
once we reached home, we went down to play netball n basketball. well, the rojak of netball n basketball, all added together. but im still putting all the techniques of the netball rules, remember all the rules though. *sigh* i miss netball. really! its been my love since i was in primary three. but ive retired for the last two years. *sobs sobs*
lethargic has hit us, so we sat down for awhile n rest. soon, we went ahead to the mama shop n bought drinks to quench our thirst. something caught our attention - a cute cat sitting alone nearby a car. awwwwww... he was so manja towards us, well, this means hes hungry. i ordered hanis to buy a small can of cat food at the mama shop for him. she was as fast a cheetah, i was shocked that out of the blue, she was in front of me. i quickly open the particular can for him, n yeah, he ate everything up. *giggles* im glad that hes full. take care, deary kitty cat.
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1:52 PM at last ive edited my blog. before this, i chose two other skins but in the end, its not right at all. well, nice skins but they turned out not that perfect as i expected. *sigh* after searching through dozens of skins from BlogSkin, i chose this one - the first skin i used for the first time. honestly speaking, im in love with this skin afterall.
what do you guys think of this skin? dont you think its pretttty?
anyways, ive done quite a good job. thumbsup! it has nothing to do wtih my studies or something, its my weight. *lol* now, im weighing 47kg. last year, i weighed around 52kg. quite fat n fleshy right? i dont think last year i watched my diet. but this year, ive started to be extra careful. i dont eat at night(well, once in a blue moon when my craving season starts), i do 200 crunches per day(50 in the morning, 50 in the afternoon, 50 in the evening, 50 before i go to bed), a 45 minute session of dancing accompanied by hip hop, reggae n dancehall songs booming from my radio everyday. well, dancing is my exercise. n mum will interrupt me, "adik, kecikkan lagu lah. bising!". i just hack care n continue with my dancing. see how stubborn i am. thanks to my dad, im as hard headed as he is. likefather,likedaughtermahh..
"adik jangan nak diet lagi lah. muka dah cengkung tu. tak lawa," says mummy. but mummy, dont blame me. now i dont eat alot as i used to. blame my tummy n appetite...
todays plan cancelled, i didnt follow sinistergothic, buncit n tiff to sentosa. redflag. have fun, you guys. dont forget to wear your sunscreen, or else, you'll get burnt!
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