7:02 PM 
this is my desktop wallpaper! hows it? nice right? teehee... i like it very much, you know. thanks to yvonne for the lovely winnie the pooh's border. i loike... =)
early in the morning, i saw a familiar girl doing something with her eyes in front of the toilet mirror. macam kenal jek pompan nie... i came closer, tinnng! its my ex classmate, sakhai. i approached her from behind n shes damn shocked. sorry girl, didnt mean to get you so shocked. *giggles* we talked for quite some time in the pasir ris mrt station's toilet till i was late for school. before we went separate ways, we took pictures together.
i missed her so much. ive known her back in primary school, n we were close when we're in the same class since sec 3, well, ever since i dropped to normal academic stream. we're insane, i tell you. whenever we're bored, we sneaked out of the class n roamed around the school, going to the canteen to buy something for our empty stomach, going in and out of the toilet, making so lame n pathetic yet addictive jokes, laughing like nobodies business while passing by each n every classes, sleeping in class, gossips here n there. *sigh* i really miss secondary school life actually. i had sucha great classmates n i even missed them too. hope theres some gathering being organised soon, ya.
pssst! sakhai, i mean, nisa, you're still as crazy as you are lah, sweets. one day we go out n be gila-gila-ing together-gether, ok? *winks* you rock, la myROCKERCHICK!
in school, we had our presentation n everything went on smoothly. here's the pictures i took while we're having the presentation ealier on.
presentations done. after that, since we were sort of having a so called free time, i camwhored for awhile with my friends. oohmydamn! the wether is so cold. ive been visiting the toilet every now and then. bluerghhh...
we were given a new assginment. edmund, why cant you give us at least a day break? we stressed out, you know. n now, its about mens shavers n razors. more stress, lehh... chet! but its ok la, im ok with it actually. can handle it pretty well. i guess. *giggles* this assignment is going to be the last time im doing it with meizhen. coming up assignments next week, edmund will swap us with others. i wonder who could be my new partner... hmmm..
meizhen, it been great working with you. you're sucha brilliant girl who comes up with alot of ideas. i do have fun n enjoys doing our projects together. *muacks* i tell edmund i dont wanna change partner can? chet!
ive been singing every now n then, humming to the songs thats been played on my phone. no wonder the weather is like this, so cold, raining so heavily. nasib baik tak hujan katak, tau! *lol*
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7:08 PM typography. a topic we studied in school earlier on. honestly, its kinda boring, n most of my classmates were falling asleep. but dont worry, i still survived, listening to edmunds explanation. its important to know, mah...
reached home, i was shocked. someone ive missed so much was in my room. my second nephew, danish. i miss you, myBOY! i miss your craziness, the times you always say to me, hello, baby. how are you, baby. you're pretty, baby. *lol* its been two weeks i didnt sleep over at his house, which is only right beside my block. ive been busy with my assignments, my dearies. i'll make it up to you guys one day, ok? hmm.. how about ice creams at ben n jerry's? *winks* ok, earlier on, we ate together, joke around with the stupidest joke ever thats been in our mind, laughing so loud n lastly, helped him with his homework. even though im so stressed up with my assignments n all, feeling tired, n you know me, die die must take picture one, even with those tired-fakey-forcey smile on my face.
mummy, why must i be so soft hearted n gives in too much to others? why must i have these two weaknesses just like you? n in the end, we're the ones getting hurt after what we've done so much, so badly n so sincerely towards other people. yes, i know life is so unfair. totally, totally! *sigh* looking back, peoples been taking advantage of me due to these weaknesses i have. they just dont do it directly right towards me. i know, its in an indirect way, its just that im keeping myself mum, not spitting out to others of how i feel after all these days, weeks, months, n years. just dont make trouble n hurt peoples feelings, let them be. one day, they'll realise they're in the wrong. just be good to them; these are the words that mummy has been telling me over n over again. but mummy, till when must i be this way n suffered so much deep in my heart?
i guess this is the time for me to be very firm. well, it is a humogous step for me to be very firm right on the spot. i need alot of time to fix this up. im so messed up. ive been flaunting to people with my smile n my happiness. but they dont know whats on the inside, the real me. im just glad to have my beloved ones who're always there for me. whenever im down, you guys cheered me up, making me smile n fill this sadness in me with laughters. i truly appreciate it, you guys; myMUM, myGIRL, myOLDbestfriend, broXP, cuzzyGIG, cuzzyDD, cuzzyACAP, cuzzySTARDOM n not forgetting a person whos just entered my life, arian.
im ending it.
i will, in silence...
goodBYE!
on the flip side, im missing someone so much. weird. chet! =S
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9:20 PM heres an update that has loads of pictures. *winks* yeah, it does. you dont believe me? well well well, check them out, ya.
heres the 2 artwork i did last saturday.
i spend the whole afternoon with myGIRL yesterday. oohmydamn! i do really miss her so much. n yeah, she kissed my cheek on the train n people were looking at us. im so blushed! we went to far east plaza to settle down our empty, grumbling n noisy stomach at cahaya. ooh yeah, as usual, we didnt finish up the food we ordered. teehee... its her treat. thanks, myGIRL! then, i bought an off white vintage babydoll top at ice lemon tee. hey, its only $10 n die die must buy one. grab it while you can! discount mah.. after that, myGIRL grabbed some surf stuffs at pacific plaza. she grabbed a pair of ripcurl flip flops, a baby green roxy bag n a blue roxy tee. so, we went down to bugis, our jokes n laughters filled up our surroundings, laughing out loud like nobodys business i tell you. *lol* checking out at bugis street, she bought 4 shirts for her boyfriend. wooow! at topshop, she bought for me the vibrant polka dots girl boxer. thanks again, myGIRL! *muacks* well, more topshop girl boxer for me soon. 2 is not enough. excuse me, im going crrrazy over topshop boxers. any of you out there wanna buy for me? *giggles* tired of using these legs roaming around n our mouths were dried up, we chilled at coffeebean n had our favourite pure chocolate ice blended. myGIRL, dont cry cry, ok. im here for you. i'll poke to whoever that hurts you....
once the private n confidential talkings were done, we headed home, taking up the fully-loaded-sardines-in-the-tin. i mean, mrt. before saying goodbyes, pictures were taken, hugs n kisses were given. i love her!
earlier on, our class had the preliminary round presentation. kinda fun actually. well, both meizhen n me needs to do something with our ideas n sketchings. new ideas needs to be done! bluerghhh... being a graphic designer has gotta have a think skin. really! before going off, the four of us, except zhing lu, took pictures together, taken by edmund. thanks!
so, once our butt got up from the chairs, i went to meet up my OLDbestfriend at city hall. kc joined us, well, since that my OLDbestfriend insisted to. ehemm, alwi, suka dia ekh! suke dia.. =D again, we ate our lunch at cahaya. this time, its my turn to try the nasi katil. not bad la, but, as per normal ya, i didnt finish it up. anybody who wanna be my tong sampah? i guess if i have a boyfriend, hes gotta be my tong sampah when it comes to food. chet! help me finish up my food, ok? thank you.
i took pictures while we're waiting for our food to arrive. we want food, we want food!
ok, foods here. time to fill up our angry stomachs!
ok, once we're done, we walked almost every corner of far east plaza. when we passed by 77th street, i saw a lovely vintage dress n i went, oohmygod! its so cute. i want it, i want it! n kc went laughing while i tried to grab that dress out of that patung. she gave me a hand by finding the same particular dress in the shop but cant find any. =( no fair! whatever la.. chet! then, we walked slowly to the heeren as my OLDbestfriend wanna check out any underground gangsta cds available. too bad, not even one that hes interested in cause theres not much variety to choose from. then, we walked back to takashimaya as kc wanna get some copic markers. done.
edmund: mas, do you have any sister named zila?
mas: err.. no. why?
edmund: i have a friend who looks exactly like you. the same hairstyle, the way you guys talk n all.
mas: dont have, la. really arh she look like me?
edmund: yes, she does.
mas: ayoyo... [ohmygod! i dont want a twin!]
edmund: you know at wisma atria, the surf shop?
mas: oh ya, surfbabe. why?
edmund: she works there. one day when you're free, why dont you go there and check her out.
mas: aik! i always buy my surf stuffs there but never see any twin of me before lehh..
edmund: issit? nevermind, one day u try n check out again n if you happen to spot her, say that edmund says hi to her n both of you guys look the same. haha!
mas: ok, ok i will. heheheheheh...
this was the conversation i had with edmund last week. hes been asking me like 3 times wether i have a sister named zila. dont have la, edmund. i got 2 sisters named jam n tya. but i look more like my sis tya. *winks* ok, back to the story. we went to the surfbabe shop at wisma atria just to capture any twin of me. hmm.. dont have liao!! i better inform edmund about this tomorrow, as soon as i step in the class. kc, you become my witness, ok? teehee...
time to go home. kc took a bus ride while my OLDbestfriend n i went to take the am-ma-ti. ok, so the sardine, you know. so packed!! my OLDbestfriend told me to take bus with him once we reached pasir ris mrt station. ok la, give chance la. take bus with him. only 2 bus stops passed n ive reached my homey. oohmy! i could have just walked home from the pasir ris mrt. *giggles*
in the bus, sempat take picture, you know. we're tired. hes complaining his legs were hurt while me, sleey eyes n lazy to smile. drenched!
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9:33 AM well, my partner n i changed plans. she did the ideas n finding some inspiration via internet n edit them using a photoshop software. me? i did the sketching right after meizhen sent me the edited ads she came up with. shes just brilliant. im just a dumbo when it comes to ideas. all i do is draw n draw n draw. bluerghh... anyways, im done with both of my sketchings by yesterday, took me a total of almost 5 hours to complete them. well, only sketchings are done for now, as tomorrow edmund wants to see them. so after that, we need to colour them with the oh-so-expensive copic markers n the deadline is on thursday. the presentation.
bro xp! thanks for the grades. hey, you're always the first one to view my artwork than anyone else, you know. *winks* thank you, thank you, thank you! =)
right now, im so addicted to one of my friends blog, dirah. i love visiting her blog. theres something excellent about her entries, i tell you. i can feel it. im glad that weve get to contact with each other back after years of separation. *giggles* besides, shes a very beautiful n sweet lady. i
im missing school already. i want to be back in school. badly! i love school. well,
i guess i better get my butt off from this chair as i need to do my spring cleaning. let me tell you again, im a part time maid in this house, mah. teehee... n in the afternoon later on, i'll be meeting up myGIRL. lets hit the town n burn our money on hot stuffs, baby!
n yeah, its great chatting on the phone with you, arian. laughing n smiling are the only things i do till stomachs gone cramp when talking to you. n now, im a much happier person than the first time you knew me. have fun with your marathon!
na, na na na, na na na, na na na, na na na na.. ok, stop! im totally insane!!
chalo beteh!
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9:28 PM these eyes were still abit steamy in the morning. before i went off to school, i had a teeny weeny argument with mummy. well, i was just over reacted, actually. shes just being so caring towards her daughter, asking her to have a small breakfast, but this daughter of hers snapped her with a high tone voice, "dont want, la! no appetite at all!".
im truly sorry for this mum, i was having my redflag days n you know that. no matter what, i love you so much n i just couldnt imagine me living without you. n im very glad that you're being so open with me nowadays - knows who im making friends with, especially guys, giving out your real opinions n we can talk things out easily compared from the past. i truly appreciate all your sacrifices, mum. i promise you that i'll not ever letting you down again. *sobx sobx* someone, pleassse pass me a tissue...
ok, lets stop with the emotional stuffs, n get back on track. in school, edmund explains further on our new assignment on magazine campaign, which needs to produce two pieces of artwork instead of one like the previous assignment. still glued to meizhen, weve come up with some ideas; the logo, theme, slogan n headlines of the specific brand. so we decided to divide our assignment into two. shes in charge on the sandals while i myself, on stilettos. everythings going on smoothly, well, i cant deny that im kinda stressed up. but, its ok, im fine n im coping with it. alhamdulillah.
before school ended, each of us got back our first assignment on sketching with visual reference. on my delibration sheet: good observation n presentation of light n shadows. excellent pencil n shading technique. vast improvement over first initial draft. student has shown a keen understanding of shape, form n light through referencing techniques. keep up the good work, mas. grade: distinction.
i just dont like the lips, its too tebal, right? but edmund likes it n it looks so kissable to him. hmm.. edmund? n yeah, man noticed something, the chin i drew was abit crooked. yes, true indeed. *blushed*
well, did you realised that eversince ive start schooling, ive been updating mostly on my designs n drawings? n if you think its boring, why dont you guys just click on your mouse n go to other blogs instead. cause afterall, this is MY blog, i can spill out whatever i want. hence, my future is about drawing n designing n these are my passion. of course, i will spice up this blog of mine with other parts of my life. if youve been visiting my blog n reading my entries time to time, you'll notice that.
ok, lets put aside with my design school n stuffs. now, im making a tribute to my OLDbestfriend. thinking of how bad i was, i just vanished from his life out of the blue. that was 3 years back. we were so close to each other, used to hang out n study together. he knew the reason why i vanished in the thin air; its all because of my ex. he even understood my situation. well, my mum likes him alot. 3 years is quite a long time, n alot of things happened. its been a year plus his mum passed away, i just got to know like a few weeks ago via his blog. sorry about this, alwi. we clicked so well n out of a sudden, i snipped it just like that. what a bad person i am. but last week, i saw him at tampines mrt station n i was so elated. weve got each others number n yeah, his number didnt change at all, of course, i still remembered it. n yeah, weve tha same mobile phone, V3i. teehee... ive apologised to him for leaving footprints without saying goodbye, n a promise, that i wont ever do that again. *sobx sobx* oohmydamn! why am i being so emotional during redflags? bluerghh.. people, both alwi n i are only friends n not more than that, n the maximum, is only bestfriend. right, alwi? *winks* alwi, if youre reading this, just wanna tell you that im happy to have you as a friend back in my life.
weekend starts. people enjoying it from bits to pieces, while me, stuck with assignments. i dont even know wether i could make it with myGIRL this sunday. hopefully i can make it.
alwis having a party later this night n the GOH is sheikh haikel. n dearest arian having a chalet tonight till sunday. hey, no fair, you guys having fun! bluerghhh.. teehee... its ok, hope you guys enjoy your weekend, ya.
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9:24 PM i was totally busy with my assignments n slept late at night for the past few days. but it really pays off very well. right, my meizhen? right now, im dead tired. even right now, my eyes are soo sleepy. *yawn*
here's the markers that we used for our marker rendering. before that, we did the testing 123 from other try out sketches. 
n this, is the final piece i did. we've done pretty good, says edmund.
right after school, i went straight to ubi driving centre, met up with my driving instructor, applied my provisional driving license n book the pratical test which will be held on 31st january next year. so, theres about 4 months for me to learn driving. so to make things easy, i book a day with my private instructor to start up the engine for the first time, n it'll be on 6th september, n 8am sharp, needs to wait for him under my block.
im weak right now, feeling so lethargic. once ive settled things with my private instructor, i went home. i was dragging my weak body n feet, eyes were so steamy i tell you. i even took my own sweet time to reach home, accompanied by the songs booming from my handphone. edmund gave us a new assignment. edmund, my minds so tired, i want a break can? well, this is how its gonna be when it comes to working life in two years time soon. ok, i got it. this is just the beginning n im catching up slowly as time passes by. insyaallah.
its the end of the month. its time for my emotional times. very! n it just started yesterday afternoon. in a weeks time, i'll be holding the redflags. bluerghhh... n i need time to be alone by the beach. wanna follow anyone? as if any of you out there cares for me.
im planning what im gonna do in the futures time n reach my goal. - our principal told us to.
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8:18 PM yesterday, we were given an assignment by the lecturer. well, just call him edmund since he told us to. no no to teacher, lecturer or even, cher! he prefers it to be informal, though. edmund tied me up with meizhen n thats great. im blessed to partner up with a brilliant girl.
right at 1230hours, i went straight to ubi driving centre, taking mrt n as per normal, dropped at eunos. unfortunately, since i was busy smsing with arian, i missed eunos n i had to drop at kembangan. bluerghhh.. but nevermind, its fine with me cause i was smiling n laughing smsing him n people around me with a look, "are you crazy?". thanks for brightening up my life, arian! back to the story please. looking right n left, looking for directions. ok, im totally lost! luckily i saw a taxi stand n, walah! "uncle, ubi driving centre, pleaseee..", i told to the taxi driver.
oohmydamn! the e trial questins were tough n i thought, thats the end of it. im gonna fail this ftt. i just dont get it when it comes to clutch, accelerator, brake n stuffs. took that from 1315hours till 1605hours, i was freezing to death! 1630hours, its time for the ftt. my hearts thumping n kinda shaky actually. feeling half-hearted, the usual comfidence i had was drained away from me. to my shocked, i passed, n it took me within 15 minutes to finish up the test. alhamdulillah.
once i reached home, i need some research for my assignment, finding some ideas. n man helped me finding it, too. via windows messenger, he send me this adicolor ad. its very nice, though. thank you, man! =) but after some discussions with meizhen, we just go for her idea, using photoshop software that she has. so, she sent me her ad via windows messenger. too bad, i dont have a printer to print it out. so ive to sketch it in a harder way. it took me about 7 hours to make it as my very own artpiece. well, i did edit half of the ad. you know me, i like to have my own originality. from hb pencil to 2b, n then to 4b n lastly to 6b pencil for me to satisfy my needs.
since bro xp was still online, sanggup he wait for me so that he could view my artwork. once im done, i took a pic of my artwork, transferred it to my computer n there you go, sent him via windows messenger. he graded it A*. aww.. thanks so much my new lecturer. teehee...
earlier on, each of the group were needed to present the piece of art they did. it was fun! when it comes down to me n meizhen, we did our presentation pretty quite well i should say. n edmund said i went abit overbroad by pointing out to panzhens question, that this shoe can be customised with the colours he wanted. *giggles n blushed* "wah mas, a very good salesgirl, trying to convince to your client. salegirl of the year", thats what edmund said. honestly, i dont like to be a salesgirl when it comes to working line. anyways, thanks for the comment, edmund! =)
at the end of the day, my artwork is the one that edmund likes n we nailed it. woohoo! looks like my sacrifising-7-hour sketching it pays off really well. meizhen, lets celebrate!
tomorrow is a research day for my class. well, every wednesday we dont have any classes. its a day where we can catch up with any assignments we need to do given by edmund, going to the library doing some research if the theory sessions start, coming soon.
as for tomorrow afternoon, i'll be meeting up meizhen somewhere around tampines, for us to finish up with the marker rendering on our artwork. n yeah, we made ammendments on the artwork just a little bit, since that edmund likes the idea. n thanks to panzhen for sharing his great idea. but then, its kinda difficult to make the effect that panchens pointed out. so i came up with my own. thanks, panzhen! i guess if you didnt pointed it out, i wont be thinking of an idea.
n before i went home just now, went to bras basah alone just to buy 4 copic markers, n they cost me to waste on them for $23. no fair! nevermind, for the sake of my sucha-loving-n-addictive-course that i love. ok, people has been asking me where i school n what course i took. i took up advanced diploma in graphic design at inspiration design school. never heard of this school before? yesh, you're correct. its a private school. just check it out at the internet if you wanna know more on my school, ok? *winks*
always look on the bright side of life.. ten, ten ten, ten ten, ten ten, ten ten.. ive been singing this song since morning. im crazy!!!
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6:45 PM when i was happily sound asleep, i felt somethings on my cheek. i woke up, its mum; gave a kiss on my cheek before she went off for her catering business. well, if im not wrong, she kissed me twice. thanks mum, i love you so much! i wanted to sleep back, but i just cant, my eyes were totally wide open. staring blankly right on the ceiling, wondering what should i do now. ok, let me just change a new skin for this lovely blog of mine. it took me about 5 hours to varnish everything up, from finding a perfect skin to re-editing it over n over again. at last, its done. what do you guys think? got pink colour! i loike...
right after that, i did my household chores. yeah, dont you know that im a part time maid? if any of you need one, im available. *lol* i would like to apologise to arian, kept him waiting for me to finish up with my stuffs. truly sorry, arian! =P
tomorrow im having my drivings final theory test, n yet, im still sitting right infront of this computer, updating my precious bloggy. school ends at 1230hours, so ive to rush my butt off to ubi driving center right after that, as my e trial test starts at 1315hours. i booked 3 sessions of e-trial test from 1315hours - 1605hours. at 1630hours, there goes my final thoery test. hopefully, i'll pass so i can give a ring to my private instructor n informs him that im ready to start the engine n hit the road. vroom, vroom! *giggles*
ive just realised that alot of people has been viewing my friendster profile, to be specific, 900 people views mine since 1st august. well, thanks to everyone out there. so if any of you bumped into me, dont forget to say hie to me, ya. *winks* yesterday, alwi went into my account to do some errands, n hes the one who informed me about this viewer profile thingy. so, thanks alot, alwi! see how squid-ish i am. so the blurrr queen... bluerghh!
to pi'e, sorry i didnt call you back cause im busy with my household chores. anyways, have fun with your work huh. on sunday also work horh? cian dia... *lol*
i knocked off quite early yesterday night, since ive promised arian that i'll sleep the same time as his. man messaged me while fazly n cuzzy nadgig called while i was already sleeping soundly. sorry, guys!
this is a shout out to arian. im happy to have a new good friend like you, even though our age gaps kinda far. like what you said, weve known only for a few days, but it seems as though we knew for a long time. n i thank god to have found you. when im down, you cheer me up, never fails to make me laugh n smile everytime. you lighten up my life, n i thank you so much for eveything. i hope you yourself cheer up, ya. nevermind, another 4 years k? *lol* tak habis habis dengan joke ni...
bro xp, how come today you not online arh? hmm...
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10:28 PM sorry for the inconvenience. well, ive been keeping you guys wait n wait for the chalet update. hmm, its been almost 2 weeks since the chalet ended, right? so, lets not waste time n here it goes..
8th august, the day ive been looking forward. we're ready for the chalet, mum brought alot of stuffs, specifically, food.! *lol* well, i guess i'll not be typing alot cause if i do, it'll be a composition, taking up about 2 hours to end this blog. teehee... the pictures tells everything, aites. *winks*
ive been bumming around with my nephews n nieces till night. waiting n waiting n waiting for my beloved cousins to arrive. *sigh* why you all come so late? tunggu macam buah tak jatuh, tau tak? nevermind, its worth waiting for you guys. while waiting for them, my nephew, niece n myself burnt time by playing twister. thank god sis tya brought it n her congkak. *giggles* tired of twisting here n there, the barbeque foods are ready. so what were we standing there for? eat!! ok, ok. my dads been doing the barbeque all this while. cian abah.. he got tired till he fell asleep while sitting down on a chair.
as time passed by, at last, my beloved cousins reached there. i was shocked that nadgig came cause earlier on, he informed me that he couldnt make it due to his exam in 2 days time. but too bad, stardom went home early, not joining us for the night. i guess shes tired as she worked before she came. luckily shes coming on the next day.
for the first few hours, didi, nadgig, acap n me chilled in one of the rooms. talking craps, gossips, real life situation n etc. *sigh* one of the topics, they discussed with me, made me realise im sucha fool for all these years. thanks for making me realise, guys. n thanks alot for your support! =)
at around 2am, we chilled next to the swimming pool. n now, talking about ghosts. bulu roma naik, oitt! theyve been bragging about this indonesian real videos called , capturing minah rock, ehemm, you know i know. while chit chatting, 3 dogs chased a cat near the pool. so bad, they bully a cutey cat. no fair! n we were extremely shocked, standing on the chairs in case the dogs passed by us. *lol* by 8am, we went back to the chalet n its dreamland time..
nadgigs girl came n shes part of us! waited for cuzzy stardom. had our lunch together n then, we hit the pool. its been a year i didnt lay hands on it. aww.. needs to brush up my skills! im the only girl playing it. stardom n yana didnt wanna try it either. no fair! next time we play, ok? cannot say no anymore. *lol*
earlier on, which was today, my class was supposed to end at 12.30pm, but i stayed till 2pm with kc just to finish up with our rendering. when i reached home, after doing all those household chores, ive got nothing to do. so, i drew this picture. what do you think? take note on the shadings. *lol*
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9:59 PM todays school was kinda fun. honestly, for me, yesterdays assignment i made was kinda sucks, very ugly i must say. but to my surprise, my lecturer gave a good comment on it. thank you so much, edmund!
yesterday, i spent about four hours to complete my drawing. n chat on the phone with pi'e while doing it. he kept on bugging me with his jokes. while im drawing, he himself was drawing some logo for his motorbike. n for the whole night i kept on laughing with his stupid cum funny jokes. pi'e, pi'e... you arh, very funny lah.. thanks for being there for me, never fails to make me laugh n smile when im down. really appreciate it.
ok, ok, back on what happened in school earlier on. we studied the importance on layout n stuffs. ok, this course is not as easy as i thought. alot of thinkings n creativity needs to be done. but hey, i like this course. hopefully, in the futures time i'll be an art director. *lol* just started schooling n i already dream of this n that. like what kc says, if you give up with what you want in your life, you're sucha fool! its true, its true.. its damn true..
during break time, kc n me took pictures together. while yvonnes busy drawing with her cute cartoon animes. while the rest were chit chatting, in chinese, so kc n me were totally blurr sotongs. *giggles* we
one of my homework is done, which is, trace a models sexy body for tomorrows lesson. n the other one, research about absolut vodka, this is the one im not done yet. well, half through only. since my eyes are sleepy while copying the facts of absolut vodka, its better for me to update my blog. teehee... dont get me wrong, ok? my lecturer told us to do a research on it, n we need to present it tomorrow. right, my designers? *winks*
i think its time for me to continue with my research. n ooh yah, for the next entry, i'll update you guys on the previous chalet i had on national day, ya?
chalo beteh!
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10:26 PM right after school, i was supposed to meet up myGIRL, but was needed to postpone till 1430 hours as something cropped up upon her. so i decided to go to bras basah with my classmates to buy the copic markers, markers pad n the calligraph black pen, n my $19.65 were burnt due to these stuffs. bluerghhh...
right at 1430 hours, we met up at bugis. fazzy, you so mafan lehh, ive 2 wait for you for 2 hours you know. lucky ive something to search n buy at bras basah. we thought of watching my super ex girlfriend but too bad, her guy pled her not to watch it with me as he wanted to watch it together with her. mawi tak baik arh, lokek sehh.. *lol* dont worry, understand understood when it comes to couples. *winks*
so we had our late lunch at this chicken rice coffeeshop behind bugis. while eating, we talked alot about our problems. life is so unfair, i tell you. *sigh* but what to do, this is life n one thing for sure, you cant runaway from problems n karma.ok, lets put aside our problems and have fun. later on, we roamed around bugis junction n bugis street. woow! we saw this vintage dress n we wanna own it. too bad, we dont have enough money. but myGIRL managed to grab 2 pairs of ripples flip flops n 2 pants.
theres nothing more for us to bum around at bugis, so we headed off to tampines. its been sucha long time i didnt step my feet at tampines. once we reached tampines, we saw our old friend, to be specific, my OLDbestfriend, alwi. i was kinda elated to see him n we exchanged numbers. alwi, if you read this, nice seeing you!
after that, we chilled at coffeebean, had shicago cheesecake n pure chilled chocolate blended. yummy-licious! laughing at our own stupid jokes, gossiping about some girls with thick makeups. oohmydamn! why must you guys touch up your faces with dozens of make ups? no natural beauty at all, you know. imagine you're perspiring n then, your make up went all cakey. eeewww! besides that, we listened to our reggaeton, dancehall n soca songs, moving our bodies to the tempo n snap pictures of course.
after hour and a half chilling at coffeebean, we decided to go home, taking bus 39. furthermore, more n more malays crowding up the coffeebean. we had sucha great fun together. you lightened up my day, myGIRL. dont worry, next sunday we shop shop n grab that vintage dress that we want, ya. *winks* in the bus, both of us were feeling lethargic. maybe due to our non stop laughters n stomachs filled with the cheesecake n pure chocolate blended. before saying goodbye, we kissed each others cheeks n gave a warm hug. ok, everyone around us was looking at us while hugging. *blushed* we're NOT a lesbian, ok.
this mid november, shes getting engaged with her boyfriend. congratulations, myGIRL! me? engaged? nah.. still a long way to go, la. furthermore, im still single mah! bluerghhh...
bottomline is, i love myGIRL. *muacksss*
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8:22 PM todays first day of school went smoothly. just as i thought, im the only malay out of 7 students in my class. let me be specific; 3 guys n 4 girls. the guys: a malaysian chinese guy n 2 china guys. the girls: 2 singaporean chinese girls, 1 china girl n a girl from the philippines. well, not forgetting me in the list too. i was welcomed by katerina n she gave me a huge portfolio bag filled with the stuffs i ordered from them. n the other problem for me is, its heavy. oohmydamn!
while we're introducing ourselves, a girl came into our class. my jaw dropped n my eyes bulged for a few seconds. what a sweet girl, she is. n i smiled alone while admiring her passed by me. when its her turn to introduce herself, awww... her voice is so the adorable, you know. ok, shes a philippino. woow! doesnt look like one, actually. she looks like some kinda caucasian sweet girl.
i guess right now, your mind is running wild n thinking, dont tell me mas is a lesbian. excuse me! hallo?? im straight, ok. its just that i like seeing pretty hotty sweety sexy girls n i would go, how come i not pretty like them, sehh.. no fair! teehee... remember, im straight, NOT a lesbo.
during the 5 minutes break, the sweety philippino girl approached me wether she could sit beside me. you're honoured to sit beside me. k.c, thats her nick. then, we're needed to draw these four objects; todays highlight is about how important the lights n the shadows are. woohoo! its drawing time. i love it, i love it, i love it! in the end, my drawing is too light. i mean, the shades i used are light, while the rest of my classmates used darker colours. *blushed* well, what do you expect? i used hb pencil all the way, didnt touch any 2b-8b pencil, you know.
tomorrow, each one of us need to bring a magazine article of a face. well, any face will do as long as its big enough. earlier on, i flip through my cleo magazines. too many to choose, too many pretty faces. *lol* i dont know wether im meeting up mygirl after school or not, cause this cheeky hotty fazzy of mine hasnt contact me yet. fazzy, where are you?
headed home right after school. thought of roaming around bugis, finding any hot stuffs but due to this heavy n big portfolio bag i received, made me cancelled my plan. bluerghhh...no fair! at home, i swept the floor n clean up the kitchen. after freshing up from taking a shower, i sorta vandalise my sketch book using a silver marker that dad just bought for me, n this is the result.
to man: some other time we play pool together, ya. im kinda busy with my school n stuff. maklum lah, baru aja start school.
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9:04 PM before i start off, i would like to make a shout out especially to my dearest cousin, didi. its his birthday today! turning a year older, of which, 18 years of age. aheemm, legally 18, lahhh. happy 18th birthday, my boy. all the best in anything you do. may you succeed in your studies n your floorball, ya. hopefully you'll make singapore proud by bringing home alot of trophies in the furtures time. insyaallah.
thought of lazying n bumming at the beach with my cousins, but no respond at all! bluerghh.. its alright, dearest cuzzies.. sampai hati korang buat aku macam ni, ye.. teehee.. its ok. some other time, ya. so, all the way im home alone, doing the household chores, chat via msn with bro xp, atai n izyan, re-editing my blogskin n read my friends blogs.
talking about skins, hows my new skin? nice? i edited the top part by putting up my pictures instead of the main boring picture. yet, so the purplish. i wanted to change to pink colour but i was a total dumbo. anybody out there can teach me on this? but look on the bright side, it looks ok, right. simple yet elegant. *winks*
tomorrow is a new beginning for me. i feel so excited with a pinch of nervousness. school starts tomorrow, 0930 hours - 1230 hours, but i was instructed to be there 15 minutes earlier. sure, no problem for me. everything has settled, even on what i wanna wear for tomorrow. earlier on, i stood infront of my ooh-so-full cupboards filled with my clothes, thinking of what i wanna wear. ok, ok. it took me about 15 minutes to make up my mind.
i'll update more tomorrow. tonight, the lights out will be early for me, for which, before 10pm. i need to feed my tortoises, clean their tanks n shower them. *lol*
n ooh, before i forget, thanks for the new songs, bro xp. truly appreciate it. thank you so much!!
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2:47 AM it took me a few hours to finish up this new skin. what the hack are you doing for hours just for this plain skin? well, yeah. its a long story n im not in the mood to mention any further. shuttup!
its been 2 days im not being myself after i walked away from him. it sound soo stupid, isnt it? what can i say? a soft hearted girl, indeed. i felt so heavy, im in no mood to do anything except bumming infront of this precious computer of mine; chatting with my lovely friends n cousins, checking out my friendster every now n then. anyways, i'd like to thank all of my friends who've given me the encouragement eg, bro xp, pi'e, mantaro, manipulator, fazzy n fazly. plus my unforgettable cousins! your words made me realise that im sucha fool. well, a big ass, i suppose. this would be the last time saying goodbye to him. honestly, deep in my heart, i missed him so much, but life has to move on. it takes time, ok? im not some kinda playgirl who can easily forgets a guy whom i loved so much n be with another guy so quickly. thats not so me. ive suffered enough being with him...
ive not updated you guys about the chalet i had on national day. truly sorry about that cause im waiting for my cuzzy stardom to upload the rest of the pictures to her multiply album. there are loads of pictures, so you guys just gotta wait, ya.
anyways, on 10th of august, its bro xp's 29th birthday. so, happy 29th birthday, bro! oopsy! belated, i mean. all the best n good luck in anything you do ya. may you be blessed with a good life. insyaallah.
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9:41 PM going off to my school, just to send back the agreement form, while my mum n my aunt from kl accompanied me. time flies very fast. countdown: 7 more days to school. woohoo! im so the excited. very! hope i'll do my very best in my graphic design course. insyaallah. as per normal, before i headed off, i snap pictures of the oh-so-sweety-face of mine. sweet, mah? well, i let you judge for now.
after dropping the agreement form at my school, we're kinda starving. well, you see, we havent had eaten our lunch n the time on my watch showed its already 1515 hours. we thought of eating at the turkey restaurant, sofra, nearby my school. but then, we saw an indonesian restaurant, ayam penyet prima ria. ok, we've changed our mind n set our late lunch at the ayan penyet prima ria. we ordered the ayam penyet set n it turned out tasty, the chicken was damn crispy, served with salad, fried tofu, fried 'tempe'(sorry, i dont know what its called in english. my english not good, horh..) n a must sambal belacan. yuckidee yucks! i dont eat sambal belacan, mind you. honestly, i hate it. bluerghhh...
once our stomach were full with the oh-damn-yummilicious food, we went to parco bugis junction. guess what? the topshop girl boxer ive been longing for has finally been owned by me. oohlikimiki! actually, ive been eyeing for the black printed skull, but no more stock unfortunately. luckily theres a pink one! oohmy, you saved my day, sexy pinky. there're loads of other new designs n im gonna own them one by one soon. *giggles* n ooh yeah, im soo in love with a vintage like dress in this one cutey store. oh well, i forget whats the stores name, but i know where its located though. i'll grab it once ive enough money for it.
hows that? very sexy n hot, right? teehee... anyways, the boxer cost $13. head out to any topshop outlets n see the price tag on you own if you dont believe me. my mum n aunt helped me by finding the smallest size that they could find. they kept on reminding me, buy the smallest one, you're not big like last time, you know. n the smallest we could find is euro size 10/38. thank god, once i reached home, i tried it on, n its so perfect on me.
tomorrow i'll be having the 3 days 2 nights chalet at nsrcc with my relatives. so this means,
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10:05 PM todays weekend is soo dull. my plan with penguinee drakon has been cancelled due to his 3 hour jamming today. anyways, his recordings will be on the next weekend. its ok, i understand. so all the best to exfernal execrator; may you guys produce a great record.
yesterday, once i reached my first sisters house, i saw a white honda car tumbling towards the opposite car. well, what can i say here... a p plate! but think back, how can you forget to lock the brake pedal? its like, the everydays routine, right? *sigh* this driver is soo the pathetic. after waiting for an hour, at last, the driver came. its a young chinese guy. tsktsk..
after chilling at starbucks, i decided to go to 7 eleven before im off to sisters house. guess what? im soo the shocked to see wonka's chocolate! i shrieked when i saw it, went goo goo gaa gaa, saliva's drooling. *lol* if you dont know any info about wonka, have you heard of a story or movie called charlie n the chocolate factory? yeah, bingo! it cost $2 for a bar. you guys better try it, its soo yummilicious, you know. *winks*
another 2 more days for the chalet. woohoo! i bet there are loads of pictures taken n i'll be uploading here soon, ya. if you guys wanna know where im having the chalet, check it out, simply just click on this -> national service resort n country club
p.s: im soo the addicted to the songs pi'e sent me. oohmydamn! the songs are totally addictive. extremely! thanks pi'e..
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10:51 PM 
n the title says so. yeah, soo the laid back. all i did in the afternoon just to kill the time was sleep, sleep n sleep, since my stomach cramps were soo the bad. very bad. in the evening, when i woke up, there's a kangaroo n a koala chilling with my tortoises. but looks like my tortoises were trying to run away from them. *giggles* actually, they're famished n once they saw me approaching them, they're running after me for food. awww... they're sucha cute ones afterall. *muacks* and ooh, my mum was the one who placed the kangaroo n koala there. she told me that my tortoises joined them by resting at the rock n log.
having these redflag days, i cant do my crunches, dancing n other kinds of exercise. ive to wait till the redflags ended. bluerghh.. i feel so empty without doing exercises, its like, my days arent complete. the only available thing i can do is to lie down on my bed n letting more fats accumulate on my stomach areas. oohbagga! i soo hate that...
to sis tya, thanks for all the free clothings you left them at my cupboard. since ive lost alot of weight, they truly fit me perfectly. at least your shirts, blouses, jeans n pants are
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9:35 PM oohbagga! early in the morning, my day welcomed me with the redflag days. *waving the redflag vigorously* for a week, ive to partner up with my monthly bestfriend, well, i mean, the panadol menstrual. without this, my days are dull, only lying down in my bed, stomachs in a great pain. now i know behind the reasons why i was feeling down a few days back, its due to my pms. full stop. to my friends n cousins who's been so caring towards me, im thanking you guys a zillion times n i really appreciate it. really! thanks once again. may you guys be blessed with a good future. insyaallah.
todays the mummy n daughter's outing day. as per normal, we went to geylang to do our weekly routines. if you guys have been keeping track with my blog, you should know what are the routines. *winks* i managed to grab a neckermanns sandal from tanjong katong complex, resulting my mum to pay up $30 for me. *muacks* you know me, im an extreme shopaholic, there must be at least one thing for me to buy whenever i go out.
lets talk about friendster. im thanking to the people out there for the request n adding me as your friend. but to guys, i would like to thank you to you people but i dont entertain to any messages you send me, asking for my number n my e-mail address so you could chat with me via the windows messenger. take note: im already taken, my heart has been away with my precious penguinee drakon. i cant afford to break his heart cause i love him so deeply. im very sorry, guys. n thanks alot for all the compliments you gave me. soo sweet of you guys plus the girls too. teehee... hoping you guys are leading a good life.
let me close this entry with a picture of myself i took once i reached home from geylang earlier on. im a cameramental friendly, die die will take one, even if im soo the lethargic. *lol*
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10:16 PM well, well, well... now im back with smiles, happiness, laughters, sweetness n craziness. throw all those sorrows at the rubbish dump. bluerghhh... once again, i truly thank god for giving back the strength to me.
since im soo freshed up, the camwhore virus hits me. hmm, let me try a new word, cameramental friendly? *giggles* ok, ok. it sound soo stupid. but who gives a damn? as long as im happy, man. *winks*
hows that? alot isnt it?
here's another shot i took 2 days ago, when im still down with my problem. its too exposed, i suppose. but sexy, huh. n so the sorry, no make ups on actually. ok, theres a weighing scale behind. im weight conscious, you know. i must make sure that my weight shouldnt exceed 46kg n above.
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