9:52 PM ive been MIA for these few days. *chuckles* not exactly, actually. its just that im busy with my life, the real world out there. im juggling my time with school, projects, work, driving lessons n inserting some time hanging out with my loved ones. well, besides sleeping, eating n stuffs of course!
on tuesday, right after school, pan chen, myYvonne n myself chilled at citylink mall's tcc. had our lunch n once we're full, we brainstormed together (even though its an individual project) on the logos that were needed to be sketched. our school will be opening a cafe by next year, thats meant for the ids designers as well as the rest of the designers from lasalle n nafa, interact with one another, chilling out n stuffs. so, my class was given a project by the principal - create a logo for the cafe. for you guys it may sound sooo the chicken feet. you're wrong! its not easy, i tell you. the deadline for this particular project is next friday. again, presentation day. oh well, my life is going to be filled with presentations for the clients n all.
here's the pictures taken at tcc.
this is pan chen. the chubby boy. *winks*
myYvonne n me giving each other a warm hug
on the following day, there's no school for us since wedesdays are known for the research day for us. so myClassmates n i went to the national library, hunting down the history of design books - surrealism, realism, fauvism, de-stilj, pop art, cubism n all the yism yism lah! for this project, ignatius partner me up with pan chen. =) luckily that pan chen is very close to me. so, we dont have any problems communicating with each other. err.. sometimes i dont understand his english. ahax! both of us have decided to choose surrealism. ive found 2 big heavy books of them. sheesh.. mataku boleh kero kalau menghadap kedua-dua buku tu!
us at the library's toilet. cheese!!
later then, we went to clarke quay to snap some buildings for our other individual project. i told you, we've 3 projects concurrently n there'll be more to come, soon. we not only took the pictures of the buildings, but we camhored! *lol* i'll upload the pictures when ive got the whole of them from myYvonne, aye.
tired of camwhoring n strolling, we went to liang court's starbucks. we chilled n drank my all time favourite caramel frappucino. so, we get down to business (ceh! macam mafia plak!) n started sketching for the logo project.
the yummy caramel frap, with the free flow of milk.
nerdyBonkerz n myYvonne
at around 6pm, my mind was switched off automatically. i cant think. my mood n inspiration was gone out of a sudden. i left myYvonne all alone n i went strolling at clarke quay. maybe im just fatigue. maybe im stresed up. maybe, ... *sigh* ive been keeping alot of stuffs to myself, not expressing the real feelings to you. as the matter of fact, im not being myself. i just couldnt bring myself to it. i still need time to settle this problem. everyday ive been smiling n laughing away, doesnt mean im happy. what about the inside? inside of me?? my true feelings??? only time will tell.
by 7.15pm, the both of us went home. but i went to my 1st sister's house since i really missed my nephews n nieces so much. catch things up with them n viewed all the pictures of them taken at brisbane that they went for a holiday last week. they always make me laugh n smile even though there are times they make my darah mengirap. afterall, i still love them.
my 1sy nephew, irsyad. i had him when i was only 7 years old, you know. chet!
me with my 2nd niece, nini. shes getting more louder n naughtier. terlalu dimanjakan sangat!
danish, me, hanis n dini.
nini wore my nerdy specs. mau jadi cik bedah kah?
earlier on, i had driving lesson after school. i was suppose to be at work right now, but i informed the clerk that im not feeling well. *sigh* the truth is, im not in the mood. im having mood swings, n i always get frustrated easily. furthermore, my days are filled with weirdness nowadays. i dont know you but you know my name. huh... goggle..~! everywhere i go, teet-teet here, teet-teet there. ermmm...okayyy...~~
this saturday CuteeBOY will be coming over to my crib. yeah, hes gonna be my hair dresser. heehs! he's highlighting my hair for me. b, highlight my hair nice-nice like your hair k... *muackyz&huggyz*
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11:36 PM hello hello! im back from the sentosa trip! welcome me back! heehs..! ermmm, okayyy... so, of course, pixies are up! but i havent yet received the pictures taken from yana's digital camera. no worries, i'll upload them once they're in my hands, aye.
DAY 1 - friday, 24th november
pictures of me n myYvonne before im off to serangoon
i love herrr!! she's my lesbian partner. ooops!
but before im off to serangoon, i met up haikal since he's passing me his n CuteeBOY's ipod to me. haikal will becoming down to join us on the following day cause his classes ended at 5.30pm. later then, met up yana at ang mo kio mrt station n headed to serangoon together, meeting up the rest of the guys there. it was raining cats n dogs, though. i was wondering what would happen to us if its rains all day long. sheesh! choy arh..
once each n every one of us were there, we took the mrt to harbourfront, then took the bus to sentosa. on the first night, i forgot to take pictures. but i managed to snap 1. only 1. well, at least there's something; better than nothing, right? =)
us setting up the tent
DAY 2 - saturday, 25th november
wakey wakey, rise n shine! at about 7.30am, we woke up, one by one. satu bangun, semua kena bangun. mesti mau J mah. here are the pictures of us. honestly, all of us havent bathe yet, you know. *lol* muka busuk!
me n yana
CuteeBOY took this pic without informing me. chet!
ok, this one is better. shades on, bebeh..
CuteeBOY, me n cuzzyAcap
CuteeBOY n cuzzyAcap
cuzzyNadgig n his girl - yana; inside their tent. well, duhh!
dil lepaking in zaidi's tent
i tied CuteeBOYs fringe
me n myCuteeBOY
c'mon, lets chill under the shades
the rest of the guys playing taidee in taufik's tent. his tent is soo the bigg..
the guys playing soccer before we rendam ourselves in the sea under the scorching sun.
we didnt take pictures when we were having fun in the sea. we played captain's ball. yeah, in the seawater, mind you. *winks* it was tiring but fun indeed. after having hours of fun in the sea, we decided to chill in our own tents.
CuteeBOY in our tent, wearing only his boxers. my sexy back!
us in our tent. well, ok la. im lying. its not ours. we borrowed this tent from myYvonne. thanks, dear!
cuzzyNadgig n yana. he's feeling sick n was needed to swallow a couple of panadols. *sobz sobz*
the guys reading the fhm magazine. haikal bought it. suker korang eh..
dil, haikal n taufik were drooling over this hotty sexy girl
at night, all of us cramped together in taufik's tent, chilling out n played taidee n police n thief. it was funny, specially when they were playing the police n thief game using poker cards. a non stop laughing moment for me. laughing gas!! then, one thing truly made us pissed off. we were under attack by the ants! soldiers of ants were in front of our tents n we had no choice but to shift our tents. grrrr.... pathetic! once everything were settled, acap joined me n CuteeBOY, lying down in our tent together-gether, looking at the bright stars above us. its so beautiful n one thing that can be called great was that we saw shooting stars. or in this malay word, called tuju-tuju or something. by 1am, we knocked off. all of us were tired.
DAY 3 - sunday, 26th november
we were awaken by a group of thailand guys shouting here n there, playing soccer. shoots! i was sleeping soundly n they made such noises. n it was only 8.30am, you know. sooo the early!
the guys dimentling the tent. sadly, we have to say goodbye to the palawan beach.
us in the bus on the way to the harbourfront hawker centre for our brunch
CuteeBOY n cuzzyNadgig
yana n me
the rest of the horn devils
in the mrt on the way to serangoon
i chilled at serangoon till 7pm since i dont have the key to bring me into my home cause my parents had their catering business earlier on. CuteeBOY n cuzzyAcap, thanks for accompanying me for 5 long hours.
a tiring weekend but i did enjoy myself. so, our next outing will be a chalet at downtown east by this december.
im knocking off right now. my eyes are sooo the sleepy. n tired..
*yawn*
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12:00 AM yesterday, during ignatius's class, he brought us to the nearest old shophouses, as he wanted us to sketch those buildings. sucha hot day yet a fun activity. i commented that ignatius should engage us to more of these kinda activity. furthermore, it helps us to sketch better using single strokes n improve on our perspective, too. he told us that next time we've gotta sketch using a pen instead of a pencil. sheesh! quite a challenging thing for me. not! well, for the rest of myClassmates too, of course.
after class, i went for a slipper n sandal hunting. i wanted to grab the esprit slipper as i was attracted to it when i saw a pair at vivocity's outlet. but when i checked out the one at bugis junction, there was no slipper in sight. myYvonne asked the salesboy regarding the slipper n sadly, he said that they dont sell slippers here. chet! i was mad at that point of time. so ive no choice but went round n round of that bugis junction searching high n low for a pair of slipper, n lastly ive found the ripples ones instead. then, bought a pair of sandals for me too.
once im sorta satisfied with what i wanted, i went to myYvonnes house along with pan chen, chee kin, zhou bin n xiong peng.
zhou bin n chee kin enjoying the relaxation on the comfort sofa
xiong peng n pan chen busily watching a pool match
myself, while waiting for myYvonne to finish up with her stuffs
us in the bus before going off to work!
my work started at 6pm. CuteeBOY n cuzzyAcap dropped by my workplace just to take the tent from me that we borrowed from myYvonne. after work, when i reached home, two cute stuffs were displayed on my bed. it was a gift from my sister. basically, she n her family just came back from australia, touched down at 5.30am yesterday. its their 5th time going to australia this time round. so good, horh...
thanks alot, first sis!! love ya...! *muahmuahh*
i havent even pack up for the sentosa trip later on. i dont know what should i bring n im kinda lazy to think right now. ive to push myself to do this task. soon. pretty soon. hopefully everything goes well for this trip.
cuzyStardom, do come over to our headquarters at sentosa this saturday, aye. i miss you truckloads!!
*sigh*
im gonna miss my bloggg..
even my tortoises.
n also my parents.
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10:17 PM since today im so called free, i think its a good time for me to update my blog. tomorrow, myClassmates n i will be given the design brief. so, by tomorrow, shoots! cracking out this brain, thinking out of the box n more sleepless nights are the ones that have been eating up our time!
as i woke up, im feeling better than yesterday. good advises were given by pan chen n myYvonne yesterday night as we chatted via msn messenger. myYvonne, thanks alot for being there for me. as for pan chen, thanks for all the advises even though there are times that i dont understand your english language. heehs! but we do communicate well, right?
overall, i did smile n laugh in class. cause the day before, its real hard for me to smile n laugh even though i love smiling n laughing. ive to remember that, problems shouldn't affect my other parts of life. if its school or work or any other stuffs, ive to put my problems aside. time do heal this hurtful heart of mine. this doesnt mean im not hurtful anymore, you know. *sigh*
the embarrassing moment for the day is, ignatius saw me dancing. *blushhhed* haahaa! his grin was sooo the wide! okay ignatius, so now you know that i like dancing. n you knew one of my likings too, which is graffiti. when im free, i'll do a graffiti of your name, aye. =D
ive fallen for myClassmates n lecturers. god has given me a great gift, something that i shall treasure for the rest of my life even though most of myClassmtes are foreigners. i love y'all! <3
in class, for the project, a little bit of changes has been done. phew! thats a good change, actually. but on the other hand, another 2 more projects were given. let me count, concurrently, a total of 3 projects altogether. hokayyyy, the stress level is beyond the limit already. *sigh*but when it comes to the working industry, it'll be much more worse. all i have to do, is adapt to this kinda life.
she's my other girl - myYvonne. taken during our break time
after school, i had my driving lesson. its been quite a long time i didnt have driving lessons; should be about 1.5 months. so far, its going on smoothly. i drove from ubi to pasir ris park n then to serangoon. my instructor dropped me off at serangoon as he was needed to pick up his other student nearby. i was left alone, feeling cold n i urgently needed the toilet! imagine, from 3pm till 5.30pm you're driving in a car with a full blast aircon n its raining outside. chet! all i did was to die-die tahan my pee-pee till i reached home. sheesh... but i did have a great time during the lesson with my instructor. =)
ive planned to go for a jog in the evening, but i reached home around 6.30pm n i had a severe headache. so, it has got to be cancelled n push it to next week since tomorrow, i'll be working in the evening n a sentosa outing on the following day till this sunday.
i'll update once more tomorrow, well, before im off to sentosa with CuteeBOY dengan kuncu-kuncunya.
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3:00 PM this is the second entry for today.
the class was kinda sore to me. my eyes were so sleepy yet im trying my best to concentrate on what ignatius explained to us regarding the elements n principles of designs. i jotted down the important notes. no matter what, i still questioned ignatius on what i dont understand.
sorrow. eranged. sadness. a mixture of emotions. my classmates noticed the differences in me earlier on. asking wether im alright n was there anything that they could cheer me up. all i can do was smile. a weak smile. nonetheless, they do make me laugh n trying their best to make me feel better.
after class, celebrated xiong peng's 24th birthday. sorry, no pictures were taken as im in no mood. but i'll upload the pictures once ive received them from myYvonne as she snapped using her digital camera.
later then, they told me to go home straight n better not to work in the evening. saying that my face was as pale as a ghost. ooh guys, please dont exaggerate to that extend, hokayy... i took their advise n informed the sweety clerk that im not gonna go to work later this evening cause im not feeling well n only had 3 hours of sleep. i am not feeling well, though. having headaches since early in the morning. even now. i forced myself to sleep but i cant. my mind is filled with alot of negative thinking. too much that i just couldnt take it.
thanks for all the care n concern, my dearest classmates. i love you guys right from the bottom of my heart!!!
as for the project, right now, i have the confidence that i can manage to do it. there's a will, there's a way. my future is very important to me. ive already set my goals n im working damn hard to achieve it. a graphic designer/freelance designer n a photographer. if there's still space for me to slot in for another job, i will definitely go as a lecturer. i'll prove to people out there that even though i really had a bad past, it wont affect my future n that i am a better person indeed. look ahead, learn n innovate! this slogan was taken from my secondary school's motto.
tuesday, 3rd october 2006.
theBOY: tula... matair dgn i siang2 aksen kan.. haha
theGIRL: err. whatever. bt naseb baik i tk matair dgn u. if not, u cannot matair wit ur gf. so thank me! hahahh
theBOY: if u matair dgn i things will be diff wat...
theGIRL: what diff wld that be?
theBOY: i dunno... but i know its gona be diff wat...
theGIRL: hyak dush.wats the difference den? bt u shld b grateful tat we both never jadi apape
theBOY: y shld i?
what the hell?? what is this suppose to mean, huh!!?
craps? jokes?? just for fun??? a part of your games????
for as long as i can keep this to myself, i will. but definitely for sure one day, there's a time bomb thats ready to explode to you, cause furthermore, i dont care who you are related to me. if i manage to talk things out with you slow n steady, i would be glad enough.
now, the patience test has begun.
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4:33 AM time check: 3.03am
what am i doing at this wee hours? out of the blue, im in no mood. yeah, like totally NO mood at all. i paused on my newly research project. i cant continue with it, perhaps with anything! well, except for blogging. maybe i just need to express out through this precious bloggy. *sigh*
lets skip this for awhile n let me just update you guys on the previous day.
basically, its the monday blues n sam was 20 minutes late. he explained thoroughly to us about our new project. like, excuse me??? we only had 3 days of free-time n then, baaam!! a new project hits us. my minds whirling as he was explaining to us. i bombarded him this n that questions in order for me to understand well enough. ok, ive gotta be honest, my stress level is increasing. at that point of time, i was sure that i could do quite well on this. until... *sigh*
pan chen n me before the class ended. the MonsterBonkerz eating up the tart given by the monster's owner.
myYvonne, theBonkerz n pan chen
then around 11.15am, all of us went to the national library just to see the exhibition on FlipChallenge. for your info, my school won the gold award for this competition. as what ive heard, its been 3 consecutive years we've won 1st prize. so, a big congratz to the interior design students.
later, some of us had lunch together, surprisingly, sam tagged us along.
thats sam with his dont-know-what-kinda face
thats him, again, waving goodbye to my blog readers
after that, as ive mentioned before, im gonna drag myYvonne to f21 to grab some earrings. i even dragged pan chen with me too.
the 3 of us waiting for the bus to arrive
captionless??
lesbians caught in the act at cineleasure's toilet
us in the same changing room after trying out the U2's sleeveless top.
lets do the eric cantona's signature style, collars up!
lets do the eric cantona's signature style, collars up!
eating an early dinner together at kfc
at the end of the day, i bought 3 pairs of earrings from f21 n a sleeveless top from u2. then, pan chen n myself sent myYvonne to work n then, pan chen sent me to work. sucha gentleman. thanks, chen chen!
by 8.15pm, ive nothing else to do cause whatever task thats suppose to be done, were already done.
took a snap of the spacious room
n theBonkerz herself
*sigh* all i can do now, besides blogging, is sigh n sigh n sigh. felt like crying but i just cant do it.
read her blog, n somehow, i felt kinda guilty actually. its like, she knows you first but in the end, im the one who gets you. that kinda thingy stuffs. ni ming bai de mah? the worse part is, oh well. i just cant express it through here. stupid bonkerz. its like, .........erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! i wanted to express it out but i just dont know how to express it. as if my mouth's were sealed with a glue gajah. or maybe i just dont know how to put it in words. its like a sharp knife was stabbed through my heart. i know what you've been doing behind my back. ini lah satu-satunyer pantang aku.
but.... am i being too emotional? am i thinking too negatively? maybe the problem is me???
i dont know wether i can cope up with this current project im having right now. i cant do it, i cant do it, i cant do it! after school, i need some time to be alone. somewhere cooling. somewhere thats so silent. somewhere, a place that only belongs to me. on the other hand, maybe there are some people out there are laughing at me right now. maybe they are just waiting for this moment. they are those happy happy people who loves to see me this way. i may or may not know who are they but i know there are these kinda people of course. hey, must think out of the box!!
these kinda people should not be called as friends. better choose wisely. u wont know whats going on at the back of their minds.
i dont need anyone for the time being! i just wanna be on my own...
sucha useless bonkerz.
pathetic bonkerz.
idiotic bonkerz.
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got that?
no??
good.
better not to cause i purposely typed it this way, n i myself dont know whats the meaning of this..
purely 100% no mood.
im going totally bonkerz. to the extreme.
im not done with my homework thats supposedly to be handed in, in a few hours time.
shoooots!
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7:56 PM i was awaken by CuteeBOYs phone call, exactly at 1.30pm earlier on. i didn't expect i could sleep for 12 hours straight. well, i really need alot of sleeping hours since its been weeks im lack of it, though.
boredom strikes me for this whole day since i really have nothing to do. furthermore, im home alone. my lovely parents went for their catering business n will be back by tomorrow evening. going out is not my plan for today n even tomorrow because i really gotta save up my money for the 3 days sentosa outing next weekend. so, all i did was be a good daughter, cleaning up the house. well, this is my normal drills, mind you.
once its done, i've decided to go for a jog in the evening. somehow, i truly missed the active side of me; netball, track n field. *sigh* so, whenever im free in the evenings nowadays, i will go for a jog. let me tell you honestly, its been 2 years i didn't go for a jog. isn't that pathetic? sheesh! this bonkerz arh, soo the lazy like a pig.
took a snap before going a jog at 5.30pm
let's talk about yesterday - presentation day. i was extremely nervous. the bad news is, the interior design students were the audience, too. as for them, its a critique session. their presence made my presentation kinda cocked up. but overall, the principal n my lecturers gave a good comment. thankgawd! but still, im not happy with the way i present. i've gotta gain my confidence in order to cover up this nervousness in me. they knew how nervous i was till mei zhen n chee kin gave me a hug just to relax me abit.
let me present you with our new lecturers - sam n ignatius
sam n us after the presentation
ignatius n us
chee kin wore zhou bin's working uniform. so cute!
since my driving lesson was cancelled, myClassmates n i went for lunch together nearby our school to celebrate together. woohoo! no more stress for us! well, for the mean time only.
sweetyYvonne(assistant manager) n gorgeousKC(project manager)
chubbyPanChen n jokerCheeKin
manlyXiongPeng n cuteyZhouBin
basically, after that, myYvonne n i dropped by to vivo city together. roamed from one end to another. as usual, its a must for me to check out any hot stuffs at topshop, zara, f21, mango n esprit. eventually, there are some stuffs that set my eyes on fire, especially f21's accessories. im bonkerz over beautiful earrings these days. so, im going to drag myYvonne with me to grab those items next week. hence, i desperately need to buy a flip flop, sandal n high heels, too.
myYvonne trying the fluffy white dont-what-it-is-called shoe at topshop
snapp!!
si bonkerz ni dengan the so called lalat shades from f21
myYvonne with the strappidee hat
us chilling at macdonalds
this christmas tree is full with teddies!!! aww.. i want this teddy! i want that one! so many!!
myYvonne with Geoffrey giraffe at Toys R Us
n not forgetting the bonkerz
reached home n 10pm, sucha tiring day but all the burden on my shoulder is gone. before my lecturers give us dozens of homework soon, i better have a good rest. n one most important thing, enjoy-enjoy shake-shake!! *shakes butt*
i've decided to take up a photography course once i've graduated from this advanced diploma in graphic design. why? because i've made up my mind to be a graphic designer as well as a photographer too.
a quote from my principal: if you fail to plan, ur plan is to fail.
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12:21 AM yesterday, after school, met up CuteeBOY. we watched theCovenant at theCathay. the movie was pretty interesting for me. the reason: the main character is sucha heart throb! oohmygawd.. cair aku tengok dia tau!! *drools*
StevenStrait
ok la, ive gotta admit something. actually, ive been keeping a secret for sucha long time. yes yes indeed.. a LONG LONG time. i guess this is the right time for me to spill it out n let you guys know. *sigh* you guys really wanna know, right?? kaypohh!! *lol* aye aye. better get this to the point...
Steven Strait is my official boyfriend!!
hahahahahhhss! k, lame. *pathetic face*
im going goo goo ga ga over him, you know! *sashay*
no worries, b. you are still my number one hero la, b. yet, this steven strait will always be my scandal. goggle... kk, stop it. my minds going haywire right now. BonkerZ.
CuteeBOY & fareed(hopefully this is the correct spelling)
previously, CuteeBOY told me to help him by uploading this picture to his friendster profile. i just remembered that ive forgotten his password. chet! the last time i checked for him was like, one month ago or so..
n earlier on, i worked in the evening till night. even tomorrow, right after school.
im superrr drained!
nevertheless, by this weekend, this stressful life im having right now will end. well, not forever. at least, for the mean time. phew! gotta enjoy while you can. as for the next weekend, im having the sentosa trip for 3 days n 2 nights with CuteeBOY dengan kuncu-kuncunya, including cuzzyNadgig n cuzzyAcap. this is something im looking forward to at this moment.
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9:54 PM a very busy week, my free-time has been filled up with projects. sleeping late nights, a minimum of 3 hours per day. due to this, my eye bags are getting worse. a human panda i must say. the projects deadline is this friday. yet, on the following day is the real presentation. n sadly, it falls on a weekend. but who cares? as long as we're done with it; doing our very best.
for the past few days, i just realised i get agitated n enraged so easily. not to mention, i get hurt easily too. damn emotional. dont know whats with me actually. i cant answer this to myself either. pms? cant be. but maybe.
sometimes, im just clueless. thinking negatively about you is a problem that i couldnt stop. i guess this has got nothing to do with you, but ME. yeah, myself. maybe its due to my past. a fear that i truly cant cope up with. somehow, i want everything to move on smoothly without any obstacles. oohwell, this wish will only come true in my dreams. i wish i could sleep 24/7, having all those good dreams with me. ok, this is equals to fat hope!
anywhere n wherever, im trying my best to hide these feelings. undeniably, its a hard task for me.
im stressed up.
im so fatigue; phisically n mentally.
im feeling down. extremely.
expect the unexpected.
for the past few days, i just realised i get agitated n enraged so easily. not to mention, i get hurt easily too. damn emotional. dont know whats with me actually. i cant answer this to myself either. pms? cant be. but maybe.
sometimes, im just clueless. thinking negatively about you is a problem that i couldnt stop. i guess this has got nothing to do with you, but ME. yeah, myself. maybe its due to my past. a fear that i truly cant cope up with. somehow, i want everything to move on smoothly without any obstacles. oohwell, this wish will only come true in my dreams. i wish i could sleep 24/7, having all those good dreams with me. ok, this is equals to fat hope!
anywhere n wherever, im trying my best to hide these feelings. undeniably, its a hard task for me.
im stressed up.
im so fatigue; phisically n mentally.
im feeling down. extremely.
expect the unexpected.
patheticcc...
CuteeBOY, i hope you'll get well soon. missing you truckloads, myLove.
will meet you up tomorrow n catch the Covenant movie together if you're totally recovered.
CuteeBOY, i hope you'll get well soon. missing you truckloads, myLove.
will meet you up tomorrow n catch the Covenant movie together if you're totally recovered.
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8:38 PM this is the day i've been waiting IMpatiently for the past few months. its myGirl's engagement day. ehemm.. i've been mentioning it from my past entries. sheesshh.. simply because im soo excited n superrr elated! =)
i only had 3 hours of sleeping time - slept at 6am just to finish up with my researh. well, partly because i wanna finish up with my new blogskin layout. reached at myGirl's crib around 12.30pm. her brother's girlfriend already started with the make up n hair do. oohmygawd! myGirl is flawless, to the extreme. i love the natural make up alongside the nude lipstick. but in the end, she uses my lipgloss instead because her mum complained its a too pale looking lip colour. aunty, that's why its called nude. heehs!
last two weeks, myGirl asked a favour from me - be her photographer for the day. so, today i am the photographer. i straight away agreed earlier on as you know, ehemm.. i love snapping pictures. but i concentrated more by using her digital camera rather than mine. at least, i made some opportunities to snap pictures using my handphone. this photographer very the hard working, mah.. *lol* ermokay..
myGirl was nervous before the guy's family n friends came over. you know what? i myself was nervous, too. even stressed up! kita duakan sehati sejiwa. J arh.. *winks*
ok lah, ok lah. i better stop typing. let the pictures do the talking.. pictures can talk, mah? goggle.. ayo! the pixies says it all..
for HIM
the heart-shaped epok-epok truly attracts me
bestfriends for life
us with myGirl's cousin, kakSofia
myGirl n her hantarans
you love me right? smile for me!!
budak sesat nak feeling-feeling konon...
mas&faz
the chocolate fudge cake
mawi's family n friends
duit hantaran from HIM
the engagement ring
the 2 guys who insist me on taking pictures with them. n later, even asked for my number. sorry, im blissfully attached with CuteeBOY.
me n kakSofia
for HER
me n myGirl's younger sister, saleha
around 5.15pm, i really had to go as i was needed to visit my 2nd bro-in-law since he's sick. the normal hugs n kisses were exchanged from me n myGirl.
my 2nd sis served us some junk food n tea. take note: its not me! cause people keeps on saying that my face is a carbon copy of my 2nd sis. really mah???
before i end this entry, i would like to wish myGirl happy engagement day! may you be blessed with a great future. in 1.5 years time, you'll be a wife to your dearest mawi. time do flies very fast. both you n me have been together for 10 years now n gone through thick n thin all these years. i admit, there were times we quarrelled over small yet stupid stuffs back in secondary school. but those obstacles wont ever stop us from being my bestfriend. even people talking craps about you just cause you're the miss chatterbox n a used to be playgirl. so what? i dont care what the people say shits about you. i accept you for who you are n i love you for who you are. i remembered i stood up for you a couple of times when that pathetic people criticised you. i just couldn't stand if someone shoots out the untrue story about the one i love. i HATE it! just dont judge someone if you dont know him/her inside out. im always there for you when you're down n im always ready to lend you my shoulder if you need it. i hope our friendship will stay this way forever, we've been through together so much n i cant let all those deep memories going down the drain just like that. we're busy with our own stuffs but we're close at heart. ya ya, i know. you guys were thinking im too emotional. yes, for now, i am. cause all those reminiscense were flashed back when i typed out this section. n this is the prove on how i treasure our friendship sincerely. lastly, to both myGirl n mawi, happy 2 years anniversary!! i'll always pray for you guys. =)
i <3 myGirl. friendship were built since 1996 & still going strong
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10:36 PM kinda restless after all of my energy has been drained out at myGirl's crib; decorated her room, cleaned up the house n helped her mum in the kitchen. sadly, i can't sleepover due to the heavy research for my project as the presentation day is just around the corner.
the bunga telur for tomorrow
a puzzle given by mawi to myGirl. sucha sweeet thing. awww!
tomorrow is the big day. the engagement day. the excitement truly fills me up. hohoho... yes, im superrr excited!! =D
no worries, the camera will keep on rolling. wait for the pixies, aites.
ooh myGirl, i LOVELOVELOVE you so much...!
on the flip side, im missing myCuteeBOY to the max. badly. extremely.
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6:42 PM let's start with yesterday. the lesson with ignatius was fun; touched up on perspective n went into more depth on colours. but, homework this n project that. my mind has gone one way traffic; can't think out of the box. i guess i need to give myself some space before starting off with these homeworks n projects. the amount of stress im having right now is high. my sleeping period also becomes lesser n lesser. i do, really am! time management is the answer to my problems.
after school, went to myYvonne's crib. we just chilled around n watched high school musical - myYvonne's favourite movie. =) quite a nice movie though, no wonder my niece n nephew loves it.
later then, i went to work. updating the students data via microsoft excel. ended at 9pm n went home straight. a problem occured once i reached bugis mrt station. BIG problem. the left sandal just snapped on me. pai sey. chet! for the whole of 20 minutes i sat in the station, pretending to wait for someone/train to come. the actual thing was, i was thinking what should i do with the pathetic sandal, how was i going to get myself home, n do i really need to walk barefooted? at last, i had an idea. i messaged cuzzyNadgig wether he could help me. yes.. picked me up n gave me a ride home. he agreed. phew! i waited for him for almost an hour. people around me just gave me that what the hell is wrong with this girl being barefooted, ooh, her sandal snapped! look. luckily i had CuteeBOY with me on the phone, accompanied me till cuzzyNadgig reached bugis. one thing, cuzzyNadgig didn't know how to go to pasir ris from bugis. goggle... so he took the longer route. teehee.. as long as we get to pasir ris will be okay, la horh. both of us reached my house around 11.15pm. mum bought 2 packets of nasi lemak for us, each. we ate our late dinner together, ermm.. or should i say supper?? goggle... ok, whut-eva.
since cuzzyNadgig n CuteeBOY do visit my blog from time to time, i wanna make a shout out! here's a BIG thanks to the both of you. THANKS FOR THE SACRIFICES! i know both of you love me so much.. hahah! thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thank thanks so much! =D
enough about yesterday. let's move on to.. today. myYvonne brought her cute hoody. i tried it on n its nice. no matter what, im still aiming to get the adidas black n pink jacket. *sigh* i don't know when will i get to own it cause it's way too expensive for me. here's the digits: $129. hah.. amek kau! here's some pixies i snapped while i was wearing myYvonne's hoody.
oohmygawd.. my eyebag is getting from bad to worse! from an ugly face to the most worst ugly face!
after class, this is what happens to the whiteboard. i did a graffiti(the one i circled in pink) cause myYvonne told me to teach her on that. dear, practice makes perrrrfect, aites!
tomorrow evening gotta go to myGirl's crib to help her family out. in two days, time, its myGirl's engagement day! im so excited!! i can feel the heat, bebeh... sheesh! as if im the one who's getting engaged. hohoho... if she's happy, im happy too..
the bottomline is, i sincerely LOVELOVE my LOVEDones!!
i missed myCuteeBOY badly
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8:29 PM today's CheeKin's 21st birthday!! *jump jump* ok, when he opened the present we gave him, all the glitters were splashed all over him. even his hair! see, i told you it's a surprise in that gift. he thought it was just a normal chocolate biscuit in a box. but, inside it, i slot a wallet in one of the packets. he loves it, n we are happy that he does. *winks*
during the break, he belanja us chicken rice for brunch. thanks alot, birthday boy! after school, we went ka-ra-ok at cineleisure. wanna know how long? 5 hours! teeheehee... but it's cheap, i tell you. kan kan kan?? i sang quite alot of songs n dance to the tempo, too. hahahahh!
the bottomline is, i enjoyed my day today. i totally become bonkerz during the ka-ra-ok session.
before my handphone went off due to low battery, i managed to snap some pixies.
3 guys n a girl
me n myYvonne
me n the birthday boy!!
pan chen, me n xiong peng. my bodyguards?
while pan chen is sleeping soundly, it's the best time for me to be mischevious. come quick, let's disturb him!
tomorrow is my first day of work, that starts in the evening till night. im kinda excited, n not forgetting nervous, too. wish me luck, y'all! =)
wo hen lei... but there's homework n projects for me to catch up on right now. the pressure is already on.
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8:19 PM so, last saturday went hari raya outing with CuteeBOY dengan kuncu-kuncunya. i went out as early as 9.10am, took a cab n picked him up at kembangan mrt n we headed to serangoon. unfortunately, all of us didn't camwhored much as what we always do. hmm.. we ourselves do not know the reason why. anyways, here's the pictures that we took. thanks, photographer dil! =D
these are 2 of the pictures taken using haikal's laptop. cute, right?? *winks* i loike...
CuteeBOY & me posing for the camera. smile!!
the whitees. do i considered as one?
the redzz
the rest of the kuncu-kuncu's
in the bus on the way to pasir ris
reached home around 11.15pm. fatigue. yet a great day indeed. dozens of mepekkk jokes from them n laughters were spilled. huhgoggles... ermokayyy... hahahahh! difahamkan untuk orang-orang yang tertentu dan sewaktu dengannya. still don't understand? goggle...
yesterday, had lunch with some of my classmates at kfc right after school. later then, had the on job training for an hour. n i'll be working, starting from this thursday. i am looking forward to it.
tomorrow is chee kin's 21st birthday. i've wrapped up the birthday present. surprises are inside there n the girls hope you like it.
happy advanced 21st birthday, chee kin! its great to have you as a classmate, perhaps, a good friend indeed. all the best n good luck in everything you do. best wishes from me to you n may you be blessed with a good future... cause i know, you're a great designer! =) remember, think out of the box. right, my lovely designers? heehs! ok, lastly... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, MokCheeKin!!
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2:18 PM here's an update on cuzzyNadgig's celebration last thursday. before we start, i would like to thanks to the photographer, dil. thanks for all the pixies, dil! =) so, i've uploaded almost 96% of the pictures i've received from him. let's start the engine...
first of all, both liana n me were late. well, specifically, I was late. chet! since the guys already booked a table at swensen's at 5.30pm, they waited for us there n while waiting, they camwhored!
the couples
the birthday boy with his presents
while deciding of what we wanna have for dinner
while waiting for the food to be served
cuzzyAcap n dil berpasrah benor...
still waiting for the food...
jemput makan!
my tomato seafood chowder soup. ehemm.. diet, lah!
stomachs are full. muka semua kenyang..
the birthday boy with hisLiana alongside the birthday ice cream n the balloon
KARAOKE
we had a 3 hour session of karaoke-ing at the apollo centre, 8pm - 11pm. all jiwang songs. malay songs. but some are rock songs chosen by hilmi. hahahah!
us - singing "jujur" by radja
by 10.30pm, liana n me need to rush our butt off to go home. hui jia, lei. flagged taxi for almost 20minutes. so pathetic! reached home at about 11.20pm. undeniably, a very enjoyable night! oohyeah, before im off from the karaoke room, CuteeBOY sang my favourite song, Nadya by Khairil Yusoff, n he dedicated it to me. instead of Nadya, he changed it to Mastura. awww... so sweeeeet. love you, b.. muahmuahh!
here's the pics of the guys on the way home.
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2:14 PM 
happy 20th birthday, my cuzzyNadgig! all the best n good luck in anything you do. may you be blessed with a great future ahead of you. whatever you do, im always there to support you. remember, even though when we're little kiddos, you always bully me, bite me here n there, i still love you! hahaha! ehemm.. im serious, hokayy? thanks for listening to all of my problems n you are always there for me. take real good care of yourself n yourLiana too, aites. lastly, happy 20th birthday!! =D
i'll be meeting the birthday boy, CuteeBOY dengan kuncu-kuncunya later at about 5pm. having dinner at swensen's n go karaoke-ing. im not gonna sing! i'll just sit there n enjoy listening to each n everyone singing happily. my voice still so the sengaaau. im very bad when it comes to singing. boleh hujan batu kalau aku nyanyi, ooit! so please don't force me to sing can? im begging you guys.. pleasssssse...
i hope cuzzyNadgig haven't read my previous entries cause i 'wrote' what we bought for him on his birthday. see how squid-ish i am!!!!
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11:44 PM aites! here comes the pixies during the jalan raya with myRelatives last sunday..
before going off, let's take a pic of myself
me n my one n only parents who raise me up all these years n i heart them so much
sweety cuzzyStardom n the ugly me
nieceNini n myself
me n cuzzyNadgig
cuzzyAcap n me
me n cuzzyDidi
nephewIrsyad n me. his height is about the same as mine, hokay? its just that in this pic i was sitting while he was standing. got that?
cuzzyNas, cuzzyYan n me
cuzzyMimi n me
the lunatiques cuzzies
<3
<3
camat ali loyo!
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