Saturday, December 30, 2006
6:20 PM
C.L.U.B
a massive attraction specially to young people.
a place for you to enjoy & have fun.
a place for you to basically release your stress.
a place for you to show the evil side of you.
a place for you to get drunk & get cranky on the dance floor with the huge crowd.
a place for you to find an opposite sex & have a one night stand.
these are just some of the possibilities. i've friends telling me the advantages & disadvantages of clubbing. once you're in, you'll get hooked. i've gotta admit that i myself have this burning sensation & the urge of going clubbing.
after seeing someone going in & out of the club every now & then, i was thinking, "you're enjoying yourself in there while i'm at home thinking of you." of course, i gave you the green light by going clubbing. without me, mind you. but that doesn't mean you can go to that particular place soo many times & as you like. excuse me, you should've think of my feelings too, you know. i'm a human being with feelings. even animals have feelings.
what if i go clubbing without you? i dance with guys, perhaps, strangers. & grinding. how would you feel? don't tell me you're okay with it. i'm sure your heart breaks even a little.
what if i'm totally drunk? i'm dancing & grinding aimlessly on the dancefloor, & i'm surrounded by guys. once you're drunk, you are not being yourself. you can't think & act properly.
you can claim that you don't dance with girls. but hey, girls will come to you out of the blue & wanna dance with you.
i may not experience this kinda night life but i know what's going on in there. i've friends, informing me all these so-called hot stuffs. i'm a right brainer, so i can imagine well enough. very well.
furthermore, you're turning a legal age to everything, which is 18. for sure you'll go club often. soon, i'm gonna highlight to you regarding this matter. i can't keep everything to myself anymore. if i keep all these to myself, one day i'll explode. big time. but i don't want it to happen, though.
this pain within has taken a toll; its killing me, its too much.
...but i still love you
let's change topic.
yesterday evening, i met up my deary cuzzyStardom. i was half hour late & i'm truly sorry for that, dear. reason: accompany my mum to geylang serai as she needs to order her catering stuffs earlier on.
oh well. both cuzzyStardom & myself roamed around Marina Square. most of the shops are having the end of year sales. unfortunately, i can't shop for myself. i've to grab the stuffs for his birthday even though i'm feeling low. cuzzyStardom managed to grab zara's clothes. she even bought for me a shirt from zara, too. thanks alot, pretty! so sweet of you. <3
she truly lightened me up. she showered me with dozens of jokes & laughters. i was laughing every now & then till my stomach went cramp for a short while. i'm loving it. on the other hand, as per normal, we shared our problems & sweet stuffs together. *winks* you know, i know.

us at mango

snap a pic of us after pee-ing!

this shows how much i enjoyed myself at the end of the night.
great company, great laughter, great shopping spree.
thanks, cuzzyStardom!
& i've been loving you since 18 years back, the day you were born.
on a lighter note, wishing the muslims all over the world, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDHILADHA

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Thursday, December 28, 2006
11:51 PM
oh well. im back from the KL trip yesterday evening.
here's the pictures of last saturday's outing with CuteeBOY dengan kuncu-kuncunya, taken at takashimaya.

everyone, lets do the
POSE KUNIK!

find me.

the pondokdevils26 guys; zabuza, cuzzyAcap & dil.
the extra one behind? err.. he's my boy la.
nyekk!! =P
& here's the pictures during the KL trip. well, i didn't snap alot like what i used to, actually. maybe i'm lazy. or let me put this, i'm totally busy with my 4 rascals. i mean, my 2 nieces & 2 nephews. heehs! i'll upload the rest of the pictures when i've got them from nephewIrsyad, aye.
these were the cartoons & animes that i drew on the first night.

drew using pencil
while these, i used pen.


this is the anime character, Kakashi, that i simply adore from Naruto.
on the 2nd day...



this lappy toppy saved us. when we're in the suite, watching Naruto at youtube is the answer.

while waiting for our food to be served. he's my 1st nephew. he's my other half. he's like my own younger brother. i had him when im only 7 years old. see!! i'm already an aunt when i was at that age, you know.
pfft!
on the 4th day...

earlier on, met up myGirl in the evening. basically we just roamed around Tampines Mall, Century Square plus the pasar malam beside that Tampines Mall. later than, we chilled at Pasir Ris, just catch things up between us. the last time we met was like, a month ago. & that was during her engagement day.


love her to bits&pieces.
bestfriends since 1996.
so, tomorrow evening i'll be having a date with my cuzzyStardom. it's not only a date, but we're gonna have a shopping spreeeeeee!! yippee yayy! *shakes butt* but, im on a tight budget, you see. so, practically i'll buy only the major stuffs - CuteeBOY's birthday presents. i already bought one, so another two up for grabs. you wanna know what are the stuffs? i can't tell you guys right now because he reads my blog! kaypo la you, b. ooops!! heehs! i'll reveal the stuffs next week, after celebrating his birthday prolly with his family, aye.*winks*

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
1:43 AM
here i am still in KL, using my brother-in-laws lappy toppy to surf the internet.
time check: 1.44am
yeah, i simply can't go to bed & close my eyes. maybe because my eyes are so used to sleeping late nights. i mean, very superrr late; can be up to 6am i tell you. looks like i'm a night person now. you bet, you can also call me a panda too, i don't mind. my eye bag are getting from bad to worse. any of you out there who has any ideas on how to reduce these eye bags? pfft!
oh well, the kl trip here so far is so the fine. did some shopping of course. oohh, it's a must for me, perhaps, for everyone. i'm sure you all agree with me on this, right.. =P
stayed over at PNB Darby Park executive suites & im loving this suite actually. its simple yet cosy. spend ample time with my family. much much love... <3
im loving this anime called Naruto. i've been watching it from YouTube ever since this KL trip. watched episodes after episodes especially when my butt is in this suite; only one word can describe: addicted. i like Kakashi - kewl uh!!
on the other hand, im missing myCuteeBOY so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much. like, totally! grrr... luckily there's this little thing called handphone. thank god, deary handphone. without you, i guess i will be darn craaaaazy by not contacting myCuteeBOY. chet!
anyways, my family & i were supposed to go back to Singapore today. but they wanted to extend another day instead. oh dear! i whined & whined. this time, i really am going to miss myCuteeBOY truckloads! *sigh* i just can't wait to get back home & meet him up.
& one more thing, i also miss my tortoises too. =(
i'll be back by wednesday night.
on a lighter note, CuteeBOY's birthday is just around the corner. & i truly can't wait for his birthday celebration. sheesh.. macam birthday aku pulak gituk ekh. heehs! let's do a countdown: 9 more days. weeeee....!!

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Sunday, December 24, 2006
2:09 AM
here are the pictures during the karaoke session last monday.
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yesterday evening, i went to town with CuteeBOY & the clan-26. sadly, cuzzyNadgig, yana & kuda didn't join us. we had our dinner over at puncak. i ordered seafood fried rice since i was craving for it a few weeks back.
town was filled with dozens & dozens of people; sooo darn crowded, i tell you. sheesh...! we need to squeeze ourselves here & there. ooohmy! being surrounded by alot of people did suffocate me. big time. furthermore, i'm not feeling well. i don't like to get hit by any slightest kinds of sickness, even cough & running nose. it totally brings down my mood, though.
after which, we walked down to takashimaya just to chill. basically, these are the only pictures taken using my handphone. more pictures will be uploaded soon once i received them from sweety feeya. i mean, feeya will send them to dil. & later on dil will send them to me. dil jadi orang tengah dah.. nyekk!! =P

zabuza, myself, CuteeBOY, cuzzyAcap & dil
feeya? she's the camera-girl
=)
well, the main reason i went out yesterday was to spend time with CuteeBOY since its our 3rd months anniversary. despite having fever, cough & migrain, i still wanted to meet him up. these pathetic sickness won't stop me from meeting him.
the other reason is, im off to kl later at 7am & i'll be back by tuesday night. of course, with my beloved family. so, he's gonna be missed by me when i'm away. *sigh* =(
btw syg... happi anniversary sweetie..
luv u lots n i hope dis relationship can
go on forever.. ur my heart... muacks!
that was the message CuteeBOY sent me. so sweet...
b, happy 3rd months anniversary to you, myLove. honestly, the very first time i get to know you through cuzzyNadgig, i was superr duperrr lazy to entertain you. you called me, i didnt answer. you messaged me, i didn't reply. see how cruel i am? pfft! giving you the all-time lame reason: i am very busy with my projects. but on the other hand, it is true that i was busy with my projects, lah. maybe because... because i had this bad 1st impression on you. but, after the sentosa outing last september with you & my cuzzies plus the clan-26, both of us were getting closer & closer as days passed by. & now, we've been together for 3 months. im so glad to have found you & be part of my life, baby. sucha bliss.
love you with all my heart
i better stop here since ive some stuffs to do like, editing zabuza-san's myspace layout for him, commenting on dil's myspace pictures, gotta finished up packing my bag for the kl trip which is due in a few hours time, spend time with my tortoises since i've no choice but to leave them alone at home(*sobs sobs*) while im away to kl, & lastly, wait for CuteeBOYs call once he's finished with enjoy-enjoy shake-shake. i guess by the time all these stuffs were done, i don't have any time to sleep. chet! it's okay lah, i can sleep the whole of the 5 hour journey to kl in the car later. nyekkk!! =D

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
11:19 PM
before i start, here's a picture of myClassmate plus ignatius & his cutey sons. they're loved...

last monday was not the normal monday blues that i, or perhaps, we face. basically, sam couldn't attend due to a high fever. so, the rest of us were tasting a much-much freedom for the whole period of 3 hours. all of us did our own things. as for me, i watched saw III over at pan chen's lap top since the dvd was in my bag. both ck & kc joined me watching that horribly bloody gruesome movie, the rest of them couldn't stand seeing those bloody scenes. eeeeee! eeeew! yucks! ohmygod! - these words were blurted out most of the time while our eyes were set on that particular movie.
during break time, had our brunch at shaw towers.

myYvonne took this while i was concentrating reading today's newspaper.

peace!
after school, i met up CuteeBOY with the clan26 at orchard road. we chilled for a while over at forum's coffeebean till 3.20pm, because we were having a 3 hour karaoke session opposite hrc. pictures will be uploaded soon once yana sent them to me via e-mail. so dearest yana, quickly pass them to me, aye. =)
anyways, here's a pic of me & myCuteeBOY during the karaoke session. sorry for the poor quality of the picture below. blame it on the N7610 phone of CuteeBOY's. nyekkk! =P
im with my sexy love
after which, we went to cahaya at far east plaza for our dinner. alot of pathetic yet sarcastic jokes were made n laughters spilled even when we were filling up our grumbling stomachs. a great day with a buncha people that i love.
yesterday after school, a meet up session with my best buddy, alwi. its been, err.. let me count, 3 months we didn't meet up. sheesh.. oh well, both of us are busy with our own lives, you see... so we went to vivo city since he really wanted to explore that massive shopping centre. so, i became the tour guide for the day. hey alwi! where's my pay huh? nyaaahaha! =D
settled ourselves at the crowded banquet for lunch. luckily there's a table for us. phew! later then, he introduced me this boost juice bar, which originated from aussie. all of you must try it! its sinful-licious yet a very healthy drink. just $6 for a small cup, but it doesn't seem small to me. its located on the 2nd floor, just beside b&j if im not wrong & opposite the everlast shop.

me & alwi promoting the booster juice drinks. thanks for the treat, buddy boy!
goodybyes to him by 5pm since i had work at 6pm. had a great catch up with the things we've missed for the past 3 months between us.

taken in the toilet after work. goodnight!

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Sunday, December 17, 2006
6:56 PM
laziness.
mood swings.
tummy cramps.
pimple break-outs.
P E R I O Ddue to this, the 2 events for today, i really had to pass. truly can't attend them. the cramp is extremely excruciating & i can't depend too much on panadols; its not good, though.
firstly, i would like to apologise to myClassmates. because of me, they cancelled the sentosa trip. somehow, you guys could just proceed with your plans, right. i know, i know, i was so eager to go to sentosa but in the end, i couldn't make it. i am truly
sorry. but, we will hit sentosa very soon, aye.
secondly, dirah invited me to tag along with the rest of the bloggers; shab, babysassy, aishah & sayuri, for dinner at lau pa sat. again, i have to pass this too. i hope you guys have fun, ya! i am very
sorry. i promise to join you guys on the next meet up, aye.
couldn't go out just because of the cramps.
all day sitting at home.
boredom strikes me.
surf net.
chill.
watch saw III again & again.
blogging away.
heavy downpour of rain.
so sooo cold.
brrr!home alone.
B U M M E Rthanks so much, period. im like a
couch potato here.
pfft! oh well, lets put this aside.

saw III movie is a total gore & violence. blood splattered here & there. darn gruesome! i watched it alone in my room with some potato chips(like i said, im a couch potato for this weekend). for the very first 5 minutes, i gave up eating those chips; seeing those bloody scenes made me feel nauseous. like, really! better off to watch it without munching anything or else, you'll puke. in the conclusion, its a great movie indeed. the game that jigsaw planned was superb. you have to fully concentrate in order for you to understand. there's a little bit of twisting your brains, you see.
last friday, there was an advanced christmas celebration in school. a spread of delicious food, laughters, exchanged gifts, fun & not forgetting, camwhoring. used xiong peng's slr camera, kc's & myYvonne's digital camera to snap those pretty-pretty shots. so far, i only received pictures from myYvonne & gorgeous kc. as from xiong peng, i have not received any from him yet. soon, aye. =)
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the presents from me, specially for my classmates, lecturers & ignatius's sons.


the buffet spread

lets eat!

the christmas tree & the presents

the chubbies.
heehs! this is pan chen with our lecturer, sam

the interior design students

errr... illegal gathering?

ck & kc got the same presents. yet, they wore pink shirts too!

myYvonne, gorgeous kc & me. i mean, presenting our sandals. nyaahaha!

our lecturer, igantius, with his 2 cutey sons!

me & the gorgeous kc, with the present that i gave her.

myYvonne & myself. i dont like the sight of that girl beside myYvonne cause shes superr ugly! huh~~goggle!

me with pan chen & ck

fivesome. any such words? who's your friend...

i like this picture. cool arh!

thats winnie! the principal's 2nd daughter.

the pinky girls! she calls me mushroom. chet! but i love her!! =D
after which, hit town with myYvonne just to window shop. in the end, i bought 2 tops from Topshop & Forever21 each. i can't resist, la. it's so tempting to own those 2 simple cute tops, you know. *winks* & ooh yarr, i managed to find the tinkerbell's necklace. yay-ness!! yippi yayyy!! im a happy-happy girl! woohhoo!! still, its not enough.i wanna buy more & more of tinkerbell's stuffs. im soo obsessed with tinkerbell. nyekkk! =P
later then, met up CuteeBOY along with his cousins & friends. basically, we just chilled at town for the whole night. much love.

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
6:07 PM
mas: hooray! at last i can tag-tag again!! yay-ness! miss yew! <3
dirah to mas: haha, yes! im soo bored without a taggy la! like so plain sae my blog.. and yes, you better start tagging again & dun go MIA again eh! missYOU! =)
teehee.. tagged dirah on her tagboard earlier on. dont worry, this i promise you that i'll start tagging you n i wont go MIA ever again, my love!!
previously. the presentation that was held last monday went on pretty smoothly. i was glad that im not as nervous as i thought i could be. after which, myYvonne, Pan Chen, Xiong Peng & myself played pool nearby our school. yeah, just to destress ourselves. enjoy-enjoy shake-shake lorh.
=) later then, i went to work.
sheesh... since i asked for a week leave just for the past week, ive had dozens of things to do.
chet!
myYvonne & me in class

taken after class
yesterday, CuteeBOY picked me up from school & we headed to vivo city. we settled ourselves at fig & olive restaurant for our lunch. the food was sooo scrumptious. yum-yum! *drools* once we were satisfied with our bloated stomachs, we roamed around vivo city, went to our usual stores n window shopped. i love the rooftop, as the view was fantabulous. you can see the sentosa! im missing that island already. so myClassmates, please decide when you all going to sentosa, aye. ASAP!! =P
okay, lets get back on track, shall we? in the evening, both of us went to town simply because we wanted to watch Open Season. secondly, the timings for it at vivo city is only till 2.45pm. actually, i wanted to watch Happy Feet but sadly, its not showing in the cinemas anymore. *sobs sobs* furthermore, Saw III is rated R21. luckily CuteeBOY's gal friend has the dvd & for sure im borrowing it soon. so, Open Season is the alternative. i did not regret watching it. it was darn funny! we laughed our ass out, i tell you.
a suggestion to all of you out there. if you're in a bad mood or stressful mode, do watch this movie. i bet you'll brighten up right after you watched it. its worth it! *winks*
the bottomline is, a whole day spent with the bf. a wonderful tuesday for me.
earlier on, i had driving lesson at 3pm. then i explored White Sands since cuzzyStardom told me there's gorgeous accessories at level 3. you see, i stayed near White Sands & ive yet to check it out even though there are many-many new stores. i bought sushis & hersheys chocolates as these are the yummy stuffs ive been craving for. i saw tinkerbell's ear rings. ive gotta grab it by next week. im totally broke right now. flat broke!
for the past few months ive been searching high & low for a tinkerbell's necklace. but i cant find it anywhere. i already had one but it was so small. you wont even know what was i wearing unless you take a closer look. so, any kind souls out there who can tell me where i can find it? pretty prrreeeaasssseeeee.... i love tinkerbell, you know. so help me...

anyways, i managed to grab a mini tortoise soft toy that cost only $2.50. its like, the ones that you can hang on your handphone. so, yeah. thats the one. i already had a name for that tortoise - mok. i easily selected this name as it reminds me of my long lost tortoise named mok, too. i missed him so much.. *sobs sobs*

the mini soft toy - mok. or shall i call mok junior?

my lovable long lost tortoise - mok. misses him many-many.

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Sunday, December 10, 2006
3:05 PM
hokay, hokayyy. im back! sorry for not updating. terribly sorry, & i really am. ive been busy with my projects. oohmygawd! these tonnes of projects are exremely eating up the whole lot of my free time. chet! but! im back with a new blogskin layout. i selected this one because im soo into down-to-earth colours. & i love black & white pictures! =)
but i managed to meet up CuteeBOY last tuesday, had dinner together. thanks for lightening me up after all those stressful times i had with my projects. *muackyz&huggyz*
last thursday, i didnt sleep the whole night, just to finish up the project. well, i took a nap only from 12.55am till 2.20am. sheesh.. in school, i drank two cups of capuccino in order for me to stay awake. i mean, real awake!
the presentation was supposedly to be on last friday, but unfortunately, it has been postponed to tomorrow. i havent even prepared on my speech. i dont feel like there's a necessary to do it, i guess all i need to say was to express my thoughts & feelings regarding the logos i did. mei zhen thought it, too. but its okay, because im the last person to present it. haha! BEEEST! but whenever i think about the presentation thats placed tomorrow, my heart beats so fast. yes, i am superrr nervous! furthermore, the rest of the students from other classes are the audience. ooh well, wish me luck, then.
anyways, this is the only picture taken this week. only two. yeah, sound sooo pathetic.

me & myYvonne after class

since he lost his slippers, i bought for him this.

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Thursday, December 07, 2006
11:12 PM
TERRIBLY SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. IM BUSY WITH MY PROJECTS & ALL. WILL BE BACK SOON WITH NEW LAYOUTS, HOPEFULLY.
MY TIME HAS BEEN EATEN UP BY THE PROJECTS!!
TO SISTYA: WE'VE TALKED THROUGH THE PHONE EARLIER ON. YOU KNOW I KNOW. THANKS FOR THE ADVISES, K. I'LL HEED THEM! LOVE U
anything just e-mail me at: fresh.poison@hotmail.com or fresh-poison@hotmail.com

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Sunday, December 03, 2006
2:45 AM
previously, cuzzyNadgig, cuzzyAcap, cuzzyStardom n CuteeBOY came over to my house. luckily i was awaken by cuzzyStardom's wake up message, if not, i would've dozed off all the way till noon.
by 12pm, CuteeBOY reached my house n he highlighted my hair using the bleaching cream n powder that he bought. well, i told him to add just a little bit more highlights on my hair since its already been done a month ago.
2 hours later, cuzzyNadgig n cuzzyAcap came. they're from the ica building, n was held up by a massive crowd. cian korang... anyways, CuteeBOY dyed n highlighted cuzzyAcap's hair. looks like my house can be called as a hair salon, while CuteeBOY is the hairdresser for the day. *chuckles*
then, cuzzyStardom reached my house with 4 packets of cavana's chicken rice for our lunch. thanks for the treat, sweetss! *muackies* bottomline: i had a great time with my loved ones earlier on. chilling. joking. crapping. laughing. ehemm.. these are just our stuffs. haha.. macam paham.. here's the pixies that i managed to snap.
CuteeBOY took a short nap.
awwww.... im in
love with this boy!

cuzzyNadgig is addicted to an anime called bleach
this is how you highlight your own hair - diy. cool arh!
CuteeBOY highlighting cuzzyAcaps hair after the colour base has been done. colour base? or base colour? correct me if im wrong.
thank you!
ta-daaa! after all the processes hes gone through. i like the colours. n yar, cuzzyAcap is
NOT a matrep, hokay!! dont judge the book by its cover
close up, prrreeaasseeeeeeee

cuzzyNadgig n CuteeBOY chilling on my bed. korang
korang sekalian berserak kan katil aku jek ye.. heehs!
cuzzyStardom surfing the internet

my newly-highlighted hair. new shades of highlight, a brighter colour

some overdue pics for this week.
zhou bin's 18th birthday
the birthday boy
our precious lecturers, sam n ignatius
hands up! bang bang??!
camwhoring session at clarke quay
taken during our lesson in class
CuteeBOY's birthday is coming soon, turning 18 by january. my head is spinning n thinking on what shall i buy for him. after so many days of buffering, ive made up my mind. i cant expose on what im having for CuteeBOY simply because he reads my blog. teehee... b, lets enjoy-enjoy shake-shake together, get cranky n hit the club. i superrr cant wait!

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