1:40 AM & oooh yeah. here's the picture. gotta give him a surprise by sending it to him via msn once he books out this thursday night. =D
Zikky, why your face like that? you look soo chubby in this pic. ahha! & ya, smile properly can? see, your besty smile so wide, you know.
& later, i browse through the pics on the night i went to MOS. grabbed this pic, though.
the Main Arena @ MOS
songs of hip hop & r&b
love the lightings
hate the smoky environment
quite a big crowd
thought of posting this picture we took at MOS, again. i sooo love this picture la!! my display picture in the msn has been this one all this while. *peace sign*
will see you once you book out from camp.
remember, just bare with it.
another 6 more months for you to end
this NS, my darlSergeant.
Zikky: "it's ok. just need to be alone now. thanks alot for being there for me. truly appreciate it. will meet you soon so i can thank you personally." remember? hehs. goodnight, baby.:)
yes i remembered that. i remembered i sent you that message last month, mid of january. & you still keep it? i was shocked enough. tears started to trickle down my cheeks upon reading it. so touching...
"never have i met someone like her" - a caption of a pic of us from Ipan's friendster. thanks & im happy enough to have a closefriend like you, my dearMartian.
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5:08 PM 
Zikky: must go to school & get that diploma. haha. do that for me. possible, darl?
an sms from Zikky. awww... don't worry, i am gonna get my advanced diploma in one & a half year's time, hokayy darl. =) miss you la, boy! hurhurhurr...
once i stepped into the class, i was given a warm welcome by my lecturer, Sam. ahha! thank you, thank you. i'm so honoured. hohoho! it's been 5 weeks i didn't see all of them. seeing their faces, makes me start to miss them so much. i got some hugs from them. i feel so loved. ahha! there's new students joining us, too. so, hello there my new classmates!! =D
i managed to take two snaps! i wanted to take pictures with KC as well as Mei Zhen but they went off already. hmmphh! nevermind, there's always tomorrow, aye. *winks*
right after school i went to the office & asked when is the next intake for diploma in graphic design. & so, the next intake will be this coming July. huuuhhh! so lateeee.
Jean: why you asked?
Mas: no. because my close friend from ITE will be graduating this March & he thought of taking up graphic design here.
Jean: ohh. so he's from ITE & he already knows the basics on Photoshop & Freehand software, horh?
Mas: yeah, yeah.. he knows.
Jean: if like that he can just join your class once he graduated from ITE, lorh.
Mas: serious?? serious???!!! *smiling sooo wide*
Jean: yahh cause he knows the skills already. but he needs to do the previous project you guys did last week.
Mas: ohh. ok, ok!!! *jumps around like a mad girl* yay, yay! Ipan will be my classmate, Ipan will be my classmate!!!!!
you know what this means? myMartian will be joining me this coming March! same class! ahhahha!!! i was supposed to wake him up at 2pm. but at that moment, it was 12.55pm. i just called him up.
Ipan: *the voice soooo the lemau*hellooooo
Mas: *shouted* IPANNNN!!!! wake up. wake up! IPANN!! i got something to tell you, laaa!!!!!
Ipan: what what? what...?
Mas: *telling him that great piece of news so hapcitedly*
Ipan: serious!!??
Mas: yes, i am laaa!! serious serious!
Ipan: eh can defer NS or not?
Mas: alermakk! i forgot to ask that one, lei. but nevermind, this thursday we meeting up, kan. we go down to my school first before proceeding with our plans and then you can ask ask whatever you wanna ask laaa.
Ipan: ak ah eh! ok, ok can!!! ahhahhahahahaaaa!!!!!
yeah, yeah. you bet! both of us were so excited talking on the phone regarding this matter. hopefully, there's a deferment for NS thingy. *cross fingers*
you sang to me this song right on my left ear while we're on the dancefloor. & this song has been in my head ever since that night...
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11:12 PM 
it's Cuzzies Photoshop-ing Outing. ahha!! cuzzyStardom came over to my crib since she wanted me to be her teacher. i mean, teach her on the Photoshop skills. hohoho! glad that you understood whatever that i taught you. ermm... did you? yes, right? uh huh! =D
after that, we basically camwhored! it was fun laa. trying to handle with the slim digital camera of the loved one, the laughters, the crappings, the madness. hohoho!! a great one, indeed la dear. see you next weekend & we'll hit town, aye. =)
ooh ya! this is the first picture that cuzzyStardom edited using photoshop. it is nice, seriously. you know, im the type of person who loves simple-simple stuffs. definitely, it's nice to me. keep up the good work!
at night, met up Zikky for awhile over at White Sands before he books in at 9.30pm. mentang-mentang sargeant, fall in degan pakaian relax jek eh - jeans n collared tee. chet! see you this weekend once you book out, darl.
school starts tomorrow & im sooo gonna drag myself to school. damn laaazy, man!
im sucha lazy pig after that Zikky's birthday celebration. body still aching, but, feeling better...
LAZY BUM BUM!
[click HERE for more photos during the Photoshop-ing Outing]
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2:11 PM 
it's Zikky's 20th birthday. yea, yea... my close friend's birthday. i surprised him with a Polar cake, Zippo & its lighter filter. glad you like them, my ArmyBoy. well, the birthday celebration was a BLAST!
we're not twenTY. we're twenTEEN!!
still sleepy.
still tired.
body still aching.
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10:24 PM 
later then, we roamed around Marina Square. honestly, there's nothing much actually. we went hunting. animals? no0o0o0o0. certainly not! dress? uh huh! yes, indeed. checked! it's pretty. =)
& so, we walked down to Bras Basah as i was needed to print something for my project. ahhahhahha!! humm humm humm...
then, we went to Far East Plaza via bus to have our dinner, settled ourselves at Ramen Ten. i had the Spicy Seafood Dry Ramen & Strawberry Soda while the lovely gf had Tom Yum Chicken Cutlet Dry Ramen & Blue Lime Soda. it's my treat, dear. enjoy!
much love
guess who's back. back again!! yes, Imeem is back! oweeeeee~~~ got the embed thingy already, laaaa. anyways, i've my own imeem. well, i upload songs there. ONLY. so, those who wants to embed songs to your Friendster, Myspace, Blog or anywhere yang sewaktu dengannya, check out my Imeem. buat macam rumah sendiri, yerr. more of my all time favourite songs will be uploaded soon. tune in weekly, ya. ahha! to check it out, click HERE
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11:46 PM one more thing, i was also fed up with Imeem. this is the only place where i can embed my current addicted songs on my blog, friendster, myspace & whosgoing. but today, no more. i couldnt find any embed or url's to be found in any of songs available in that particular website. lastly, i've found a new one - MyFlashFetish. so, welcome to my life, MyFlashFetish!! =D
so, i've uploaded my current addicted song at my friendster & myspace. check it out, people!! & ive been trying to go to whosgoing website since the past 3 days, but it keeps on showing PageCannotBeDisplayed. i really dont know why. pathetic, i know! grrr...!!
ive new trance songs. all super duper nice, laaa! thanks to my one & only twin! my bros, if you want these new hot stuffs, nudge me & i'll send them to you right away!!
well, if you can have fun, i can have DOUBLE the fun, you know... im not kidding & i really mean it!!! try me, dude... sweet revenge? errrm, you judge.
one thing for sure, im happy to have my family, my cuzzies, my girlfriends & my brothers. they are the ones who lighten me up every single day!
let's partaaaay & have fun this thursday!
oooooweeeeeeee~~~
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6:03 PM 
at 9pm, all of our stomachs were grumbling. we want food, we want food! at last, we've decided to go to Long John Silver at Capitol Building for our dinner. well, we tapau & ate at Gloria Jeans instead. i was soooo hungry till i took some of Haikal's fries without his permission. ermm.. is that what you call stealing, Mas? *spanks butt* & ooh, i even ate half of cuzzyAcap's & cuzzyMan's chicken. pelahap benor!! what do you expect? i didn't eat since morning, you know...
by 10pm, cuzzyMan & Fydah went off. grr.. you guys should've stayed a little longer, laa.. but nevermind. my stomachs wasn't full enough, so i bought this Caramel cake or something recommended by cuzzyNadgig. then, we played some kinda fun games. at first, i was soooo blur. seriously, they know how SotongHead i am. imagine, i was only able to get those tricks after 15 minutes of them giving examples & hints to me in each game. *blushed* Mas is sucha SotongHead. oh well...
we started to roam around at the basement & camwhored when the clock strikes at 11.15pm, while cuzzyNadgig was doing the closing at Gloria Jeans.
cuzzyStardom, you should've followed me earlier on & have fun with them. one day you've gotta join us, hokayyy. *hugs*
then i went off to Pasir Ris & met up cuzzyDidi at 12.20am. guess what? there's no more bus available! so we had no choice but to walk all the way to the camping site at Pasir Ris Beach. it's so far up, right over at carpark E!! we reached exactly at 1am. apa lagi? eat laaaaa!!
you made me down...
but these people never fail to cheer me up, putting up smiles on my face, making me laugh everytime, listen to my problems & giving me strength to go through all this....
<3
"si dektu biasalah in her own ME ME ME world...." -thanks.
='(
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3:04 AM so moody.
so shitty.
all cause of YOU.
pssst~! i know what you've been doing. there's nothing to hide anymore.
will be helping out with Ipan's project. his work is superb-ly tremendous. *claps hand* i'll just re-touch here & there for him soon. hope you'll pass with flying colours & graduate by this coming March, my fellow Martian twin. all the best & good luck!
remember our plan on making our design business together. two heads are better than one, plus our never ending nonsense2 crapping2! you never fail to make my stomach & cheek gone cramp, xia. laugh & laugh. roll & roll. Gehts Nocht betul... PEACE*orang iBan*
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1:30 PM 
yesterday was Yana's 19th Birthday. the PondokDevilz26 celebrated it with joy & happiness.
by noon, i went off to Bras Basah just to print out a picture of Yana & me, to paste it on the birthday card. later then, i headed over to cuzzyNadgig's house & finished up the birthday card. bingo! supposedly, the karaoke session was at 4pm. unfortunately, we reached there at 5pm. as usual, we all star karat mah! hohoho...!
once we got our karaoke room, we quickly settled the cake on the table & waited for cuzzyNadgig & Yana to reach there to give her a surprise. =) a wide smile on her face & her cheeks were blushing. the normal drills when it comes to birthday: sing HappyBirthday, blow candles, cut the cake, eat the cake! we had 3 hours of karaoke session. its was fun, though.
by 8pm, we headed ourselves to Takashimaya's Seoul Garden for our dinner. all of our stomachs were grumbling. menggeledak woit! choose & pick the food. barbeque them. boil them. place them in a plate. put them in your mouth. one word to describe: yummilicious!
later then, we chilled outside Takashimaya with our bloated stomachs till 10.30pm. before saying goodbye, hugs from me to Yana. i hope you like the necklace i gave you. love you, girl!
anyways, here's a 1 minute video during the karaoke session. i think it's too dark. but, just enjoy the sound then. haha! & ya, Aly is the singer. enjoy shake.
how i wish Fik & Dil were with us, too. they couldn't make it as they had classes that ended at 6pm. =S
[click HERE for more photos]
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12:06 AM mummy: Aly already starts with his motor pracs, right. once he pass & he has enough money to buy a bike for himself, surely you'll tompang him here & there. from now on, better go n memorise the do'a naik kenderaan, laaa.
mummy has been asking me to memorise it. all i did was keeping myself mum. you bet, my mummy doesn't know the truth about us. i haven't inform her yet & i don't know how to do so! *sigh*
please give me time to reconsider about it. if you're willing to wait for me, then wait. maybe i just need more time to think all of this & i hope you understand. thanks...
so people, today is Valentine's Day? any dates for you all? hohoho!
me? yes, i have a date. yes, i do! wanna know with who? with my MUMMY!! hehe.. so, eeyea, i'm going out with mummy later in the afternoon. & maybe, just maybe, after that, will be meeting up Fik to grab our Fried Mars Bar. Fik, kitorang ni kan single, apa nak buat... tak ada matair, tak ada date.. kita pergi beli Fried Mars Bar pun jadi la eh...
to everyone out there, i'm wishing you all...
with
much love,
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10:50 PM i spent time with two of my tortoises - Yoha & Lulu. it's been ages i didn't play around & talk to them. eeyea, i talk to my tortoises. sounds craaaazy, but hey! my tortoises do understand our language, you know. chet! hohoho... i've been taking care of them for a year already. time do flies very fast. now, they are much more bigger, in other words, FATTER! don't be surprised, they are so mentel towards me. ooops! i mean, very pampered in their own way. why don't you all buy a tortoise & make them as your pet? they are adorable. trust me. & i sooo love my tortoises can~
later then, had dinner over at Changi with my lovely parents. there was a cat right infront of this particular stall. she has been sitting in front of it, waiting patiently for the stall owner to give her some food. but the stall owner doesn't seem to care about her. i was disappointed actually. don't you feel so pitiful for this cat? *sigh* & then, a passer by accidentally stepped on her tail. very the jbrfrghjkrhgergh, right. for goodness sake, you've been given a pair of eyes. so please, why don't you use it? grrrr....
i ordered Nasi Ayam Penyet, recommended by Ipan. it is nice, but i think the one at Lucky Plaza is the best. back to the story. so, i left half of my chicken & gave it to the cat. she was so hungry, mind you. truly satisfied. glad that she finished it. =) i did complain to Ipan about what happened to the cat & all till i cried while i was on my way home. i just love animals, especially cats.
&amp;amp; i remembered one incident; a few months back, while i was on my way to school with Yvonne & Mei Zhen, we saw a small bird on a busy road. thinking it was still a baby & that is the reason it can't fly. we decided to help the baby bird but we're too late. a taxi drove over it. & i started crying. *sobs sobs* ='(
before i started blogging, i editted my pictures since i was so darn bored. once they're done, i sent them to Ipan & let him judge. we simply clicked with each other. guess what, we have alot of things in common! hurhurhurr.. that's why we call ourselves the Martian twins.
see! our display pics are the same, which is, MY picture. hence, our nicks are also the same, "who are theMartians who live under the sea". hahahaha! well, we are martians. oh well...
[click on the photos to enlarge]
here's a picture of cuzzyNadgig, Yana & Aly's helmet. they just designed it. 
Aly: cant wait to buy your helmet.. i've bought the pink sticker "gendut" already.. & it's ready to paste on your helmet...
he sent me an sms. awww.. so sweet of him. yet, confusing... *sigh*
oohh.. & you're asking me to come back to you?
hhhhmmmmm... humm humm humm.
Irreplaceable by Beyonce Knowles has been played over & over again not only on my Windows Media Player, but also in my head.
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4:02 AM 
Dil promoting the Fried Calamari
eating those chewy chocky balls made our throats dry. so we bought drinks from Gloria Jeans Coffee & later then, we took the mrt to Vivo City. on our way, we camwhored.
once we reached Vivo City, we went to 7-11 to buy some titbits for ourselves to bite on since we wanted to chill at the rooftop. makan2-chilling2-talking2-crapping2-snapping2!! we did all these 5 things at one go till the clock strikes 10pm.
it is a great Saturday! thanks for being there for me. thanks for putting up smiles on my face, the laughters, everything laaaa! see you all on our next outing!
& ooh, i'm glad to have found you guys & be part of my life.
=)
before i forget, i would like to congratulate cuzzyAcap for his achievements on his O Level result. like, finally! he managed to go to a polytechnic. im truly proud of you, cuzzy!! =D
im back on my feet.
stabilised.
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4:14 AM 
it's sental-ing time!
later then, we queued up for Fried Mars Bar. as per normal, upsize for me please! cuzzyStardom had a taste of it for the first time. well, her feedback was kinda okay, lahh. chet! but it's ok. as long as i get my Fried Mars Bar, i'm truly elated!! weeeee~
while waiting for the Fried Mars Bar...
...sms-ing with Zikky
after which, we roamed around Far East Plaza & then we chilled at Wisma Atria's Starbucks Coffee. eeyea, saw Aeez, Hakim & the-dont-know-who-that-keghek-faced-girl. all i did was exchanging smiles & waves. not forgetting, sticking out my tongue whenever Hakim says "cium sikit". wahhh, looks like this cium sikit phrase become soo popular. know what? i HATE it. *double sighhhhhhh*
Ipan: haha! eh nice xia! out of this world!! it looks weird like fishball hangus! ahar, sekali got chocolate. yum yum...
an sms from Ipan once he's finished indulging that Fried Mars Bar for the first time. eeyea, he & his friends were at Town, too. my fellow martian partner, becareful.. it's very addictive & now, you know it! *winks*
after makan2-chilling2-talking2 for an hour, we went back home via mrt. a great evening spent with my loved one.
.CousinityLove.
pssst~ i love you.
sounds mushy-mushy, i know.
will be going to Town again later in the evening, but this time round with Fydah, cuzzyAcap, Fik & maybe Dil. what else? Fried Mars Bar, laaaa. *giggles* & we'll head to Vivo City right after that - dinner at Banquet & chilling2 at the rooftop. see, i've planned everything. hohoho!
i've been eating alot since last Monday like nobody's business.
& now, my tummy is buncit-er.
more & more rounder.
like the shape of a ball.
can be certified as a FATbonkerz.
hualaoooo!!
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5:25 PM You don't even hold me like you used to hold me
And there's no way you could of meant all the things you told me
Yeah, yeah
I remember when you told me you'd never lie to me
I can't believe I trusted you
I sacrificed my time and my heart
I gave you my all and what you do
You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart
I know the way you were before me
And I was crazy to think you'd change
I put up with your attitude
Your selfish ways and your childish games (whoa)
A good heart always ends up broken
But overtime, it'll make me strong
I'ma put the pieces back together
Might take some time, but I just go on
You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart
Love me or leave me
I don't mind
My heart can't take this pain
We had something so beautiful
But now it's not the same
So I gotta let this go
Gotta take back the truth
This situation makes no good for me
I can't believe I let it happen like this
I just sat back while you
You stepped on me, you walked on me
Boy you left your
Footprints on my
Heart broken crying over the way you left your
Footprints on my
Heart aching you ran all over me and left your
Footprints on my heart
My heart
cuzzyStardom, thanks for recommending this song to me. it does suits me well enough. see you tomorrow evening, sweets. i miss you truckloads!
the edited pic i did for her.
isn't she's beautiful?
*drools*
<3
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2:20 AM this Saturday was supposedly to chill out with my Bros. cuzzyAcap is working on that day & Dil cant make it. Left with me & Fik. nevermind Fik, like what you said, we go town makan2 Ayam Penyet & Fried Mars Bar. then, head to Vivo City chilling2 at the rooftop. makan2 chilling2. so Fik, help me out with my errands later on, aye.
eyy bro, you havent explain to me why you cant make it to our outing this Saturday. ayoyo... you left me all alone with Fik. chet! nevermind, you must belanja me Fried Mars Bar on our next outing, kayss. *giggles*
anyways, heres a picture of me, edited by my fellow martian friend, Ipan. its really nice, isnt it? i love it.. thanks alot, Ipan!! =D
credits to Ipan
i better help out Ipan with his project right now. Ipan, here i come to save the day. eh, not day. i mean, project! sheesh..*slaps forehead with a hammer*
trying my very best to stay strong.
i know i can do it.
you can do it, mas.
you sotonghead!
bonkerzzz
oh well...
period.
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1:07 AM hence, i'm a martian afterall. right, Ipan? hello, i am your alien friend from Mars. do try out our food from Chippys; the Fried Mars Bar. its finger lickin' good. *peace sign* hohoho! it's just some inner crap stuffs between us. oh well... gehts-nocht betul! =D
okay, later then, both Fydah & myself went to Causeway Point. at last, i've bought presents for Yana & Zikky as their birthday is in 1-2 weeks time. as for my nephew Irsyad, i do not have anything in mind on what to buy for him. & will be searching for his present soon.
& anyways, a special thanks to Fydah for helping me out by choosing those presents. *hugs* i love you to bits can~
after which, we went to have our dinner over at Macdonald's with Ayuni, Fydah's gf. well, hello new gf! nice meeting you!! did some surfing on Ayuni's lappy; blog-hopping & friendster-ing. hurhurhurr... tau takpe.
taktau tanya mak long. uh huh! cuzzyStardom, you know i know. *winks*
- friday: date with CuzzyStardom
- saturday: chill out with the Bros
- sunday: meet up Zikky
for this weekend, which is on these 3 days, i'm biting up Fried Mars Bar again. cuzzyStardom & Zikky are Fried-Mars-Bar virgins. so let me introduce them to my addiction & i'm sure they love it. trust me, guys. as for my bros, they already are loving it. hohoho!
& ya, Ipan.. you also have to try out Fried Mars Bar by next week since your final project ends this week, ok my half martian-half erf friend? kiuk kiuk kiuk...
i guess i better stop blabbering about my latest addiction.
Fried Mars Bar.
Fried Mars Bar.
Fried Mars Bar.
mas, please uh, stop it...
i may sound & look happy,
but you don't know this pain within me,
letting you go is a hard step for me,
but i have to, cause you've hurt my feelings,
& it's killing me softly...
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12:22 AM 5th February - 2nd March
Project 1
Design Communication
- Corporate Identity (Redesign)
- Design Brief
- Research into existing Furniture Company background and profile
- Exploration of shapes and forms and typography for corporate logos
- Sketchs of 3 different concepts for logo design(20 sketches for each concept-total 60 sketches)
- Critique sessions
- Further developmental sketches for selected Logos
- Finalised and construct in Freehand for presentation
Project 2
Typographic Design
- Design sketches and development of letterform for print. Consideration of its form,structure, design, message and content and expression.
5th March - 16th March
- Development and application of logo into extentions of corporate stationery.
- Sketches for layout for namecards, letterhead, envelopes, complimentary notes, files and other stationeries.
- Development and application of logo into installations such as signages, advertising lightboxes
- Development Sketches.
- PRESENTATION On 16th March 2007
19th March - 13 April
Project 3
Graphic Design Technology
- CD design for Music
- Design Brief
– Select 1 out of 4 Genres of Music mainly,Jazz,Classical,Heavy Metal and Hip Hop/Pop.
- Development Sketches for cover,booklet and packaging Design.
16 April - 27 April
- Construction and Implementation of final design
- PRESENTATION On 27th April 2007
30 April - 25 May
Project 4
Digital Imaging
– Corporate Gift and Packaging
- Design Brief
– to design corporate gifts and its packaging for a Campaign or Fund Raiser.
- T-shirt to be included as 1 of the Corporate gift item, sketches to be developed for T-shirt and gifts ideas.
- Design and development of a Point of Sale (POS) display to be illustrated in perpective form.
28 May - 1 June
- Construction and Implementation of final design
- PRESENTATION On 1 Jun 2007
4 June - 22 June
Project 5
Graphic Design Practice
– Company Annual Report
- Design Brief
– Annual Report layout and design for a company in the sports industry.
- Sketches for concept for layout and design(3 different concepts)
25 June - 13 July
- Construction and Implementation of final design
- PRESENTATION On 13 July 2007
i've made the decision.
i can't handle this hurtful feeling i'm going through anymore.
somehow, you just didn't realise that you are hurting me. i still am.
& now, we're just friends....
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12:48 AM confused.
more confused.
more & more confused.
complicated.
more complicated.
more & more complicated.
but i'll just wait here.
patiently.
[trying]
just gotta stay strong.
beats to trance songs.
soothens me up.
shake leg.
enjoy shake.
shake shake.
*sigh*
*double sighh*
*double double sighhhh*
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5:04 AM meet them at Far East Plaza in the evening. first things first, fried mars bar. each of us bought it. i bought it upsized & shared with Fik. yummilicious~! it's super addictive.
later then, we walked down to Heeren & then to Takashimaya. we chilled & camwhored. Aly came & so we went to Macdonalds since he's hungry. Luke & Fydah joined us too. hello pretty gf~!!! miss ya. =)
off to Paragon since Luke wanna grab a polo t for himself. nowhere else to go, we chilled somewhere i don't know where.
here's the pics we took. camwhoring session. credits to Dil's digital camera.
thanks for everything, bros. somehow, you all made me smile & laugh. will meet up the brothers next saturday again. <3
sorry for a short update. kinda lazy & no mood to spill out everything, cause someone spoiled my outing just now. grrrr... frustration, anger, sadness, moody, confused, hack-care-don't-care, all mixed up into one. like a rojak. but at least rojak tastes nice. this is not nice at all. it's horrible.
giving myself 1 month.
just 1 month................
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9:25 PM helped out Ipan with his project. at last it's been done. since he has no life for the past few weeks, now you are free. i mean, for tonight only! he gets to play soccer n chill with his friends. have fun, aye. today, the both of us are certified as craaazy uh. talking crap on the phone for 2 hours. hohoho!
tonight, cuzzyStardom is off to KL with her family. sweets, i hope u enjoy your holidays, ya. shop till you drop!! have fun & take care, dear.. truly gonna miss you so much! *hugs*
my dearest gorgeous bloggers cum gfs, i'm sorry to say that i might not be able to follow you all to Sentosa. hope you all understand. i promise i will make it up to you guys soon, ok.
love y'all
Dirah, thanks for all the advises. you've given me strength. i just gotta be strong to face all these. i love you, gf! i give you wet kisses, can? =)
& ya, another song that i really am addicted to; Gehts Nocht by Roman Flugel. power laaa! thanks, Ipan... =D
let it be this way.
i don't know what else to do.
i'm so speechless.
thanks.
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10:56 PM my TP result: failed
eeyea, i failed. 39 demerit points. very very very bad. *sigh* it's extremely disappointing for me. i brokedown after that for half a day & i cried like nobody's business.
i'm sorry my loved ones, but i try my best to pass on my 2nd attempt, which is on 8th May. well, this is the earliest date i can book. hence, thanks for cheering me up & all the encouragements. that's so sweet of you guys. you know who you are. =)
a great 2 days of mine spent with the bf, cuzzyNadgig & Yana. much love...
when i was asleep, i suddenly woke up n i realised that tears were already trickling down my cheeks. from then on, i continued crying till i fell asleep again. i truly don't get it. why did i cry in the middle of the night?
confused.
insecure.
i'm feeling so sleepy, tired & not feeling well. i'm gonna take a short nap till Ipan calls me up once he's awake. i'm helping him out with his projects since i've been goyang-ing kaki for the past few days. well, besides daydreaming & thinking too much of all those stuffs thingy. gotta make myself busy then.
*sigh*
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