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Saturday, March 31, 2007
6:27 PM



daddy-k-3rd to my bro.
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yes, this crazy bro of mine has turned a year older; 18. hoorayy~! =)
anyways, im sorry that i didnt tag you & the rest today. im so drained out. furthermore, my pocket really has a big hole. [read:BIG]. im broke. like, totally, ok please. but no worries, please make yourself free on 14th April. im soo gonna celebrate your birthday(by that day, its already basi. but who cares.) & broDil's advanced birthday which falls on 16th April.

yesterday, both Ipan & myself spent our evening together at Bedok Reservoir Park. thanks for bringing me there, hun. its sucha nice place with beautiful view. i love!

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by 9.45pm, we walked slowly to Ipan's house. okay, he soo dragged me to go over to his house. & his mum cooked for us Claypot Kway Teow Black Pepper. nice lah, aunty. thanks! *hug* guess what? i finished up my bowl first before Ipan. ahha! an hour later, we took bus & he sent me home. a great Friday spent with that bonkerz bf of mine.



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Thursday, March 29, 2007
9:57 PM



both the bf & myself were late for school. hurhurr... we concentrated & sketched some ideas for the new project that has been given to the class. right after school, we had lunch together; i had Mee Hoon Soto while Ipan had Nasi Goreng Ikan Bilis. dia ni mesti kena makan nasi. memang tak sah kalau tak makan nasi tiap-tiap hari.

it was raining cats & dogs. but its not stopping us with our plans. we dropped by ITE Simei as he was needed to collect the $300 cheque for the Global Progress Award(GPA). congratulations to you, hun!

afterwhich, we went to Pasir Ris Park. it was a total fun! once we reached there, well, it was kinda wet everywhere laa. but, nyekkks! we camwhored. yes! thats our hobby - snapping pictures together. hohoho!

& then, we chilled at the breakwater, talked about things in our life, reflecting those mistakes we've made in the past, words of encouragements to each other & plan ahead. not forgetting, laughing away at our always-never-ending-crapping-merepek-kerepek-jokes. hopefully once we graduated with this Advanced Diploma in Graphic Design, we'll continue studying together & take up Bachelor of Arts in Multimedia. =)

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dress code for the day: brown top with black cardigan & black bottom.
kita dua selalu J. ahha.



now, let the pictures do the talking, aye. click HERE for pixies!



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12:45 AM



before i start, let me save some of this space specially for a guy named Andy, or his real name, Muhd Iswandi, by wishing him HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! ceh, dah 29 tahun sey Andy. muda sey.. huuuk!! young at heart. kan kan kan? well, his birthday is on 27th March but we all gotta know the day after that. chet! ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOUR, BRO! dont stressed up yourself. i know what you're going through. your bros - kerol(mok), azari, ipan & myself are always there to enlighten your days.

by 5pm, Andy, Ipan & myself rushed our butts off from Suntec City to Peninsula & then to Cineleasure. before that, i went over to Raffles City Shopping Centre for awhile to grab Triple C from Chippy. & then, saw broHaikal over at Gloria Jeans as he's working. chatted with him a little while & off we go. we waited for Kerol & Syidah outside Cineleasure. & not forgetting Azari. ah ye laaa! tunggu Azari macam tunggu taik bintang jatuh ke langit. k takpe, takpe! luckily there's a thing called digital camera. CAMWHORE k please.


outside Cineleasure

after that, we walked slowly towards Forum to meet up Azari as he parked his bike beside Forum. no plans, we went to Toys R Us & the guys play-play here & there while im the photographer. chet! but it was fun laa. ahha!


the guys.
from left to right: Kerol(Mok), Andy, Ipan & Azari.
feeling-feeling faggot. AHAIII!!
huuuk~!!!

once the exploration has been done, we slacked at Starbucks & boyfie bought Caramel Frappucino for me. ah ye la! can read my mind that Caramel Frap is my favourite eyy? alaaa.. you always kaypoh la, you. we have alot of things in common, almost everything. k takpe! huuuk~! chilling2, talking2, crapping2.



PERIOD.


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& oh ya, before i forget, dont bother about those Siti Bantot, Ibrahim Pendek, Ash Burn & Aisyah Melecur from my tag. these are just old lame nicks & my boyfie is the one who tag all those. ni la tak ada kerja kat dalam class. duduk sebelah-sebelah pun masih boleh tag tu macam. k takpe, takpe! Ipan.. Ipan giler kedanding terplanting tang teng tong k. Mas layankan aja k. sebab Mas pun apa kurang nya. huuuk~!!

we both take care k. dont go there k. just be there k please. AHAIII!!! mampus sak...




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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
5:18 PM



after having our lunch yesterday, Ipan & myself went down to Serangoon to pass the teddy bear that myGirl bought for cuzzyNadgig. how i wished i had that bear. nevermind, the next time im coming over to cuzzyNadgig's house, im sooo gonna steal that bear from him k please. bluekk!

after which, watched The Messengers over at Cineleasure. that movie was kinda okay, laa. of course, i hid my face behind Ipan's cardigan at times. ahha. scaredy cat, i know!

& then, hit Blue Light. i love that place. we saw Zikky while we're on the way there. ahha! we just exchanged hie bye hie bye kinda thing. Ipan was jealous. ahha!! awak jealous sey. dont get jealous la k please. well, im already yours, right hun? =)

camwhored.
& that proposal.
wooow!!






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get ready to see my bapuk-ish face & my mangkuk hair!
super deeeee duperrr ugly k please.




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Monday, March 26, 2007
12:46 AM




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will be doing our projects together right after school.

will be hitting Blue Light in the evening.
gazing at those fake stars above us.
camwhoring.
yippy yayyy~~






People might say alot of things
But they are not you
Therefore
They do not know you inside out
You dont have to prove to them
But prove to yourself
Cause revenge aint sweet
But victory is ultimate

whatever it is, i am improving bit by bit, little by little.
nothings going to bring myself & my happiness down.
& im being optimistic here.
=)





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Friday, March 23, 2007
9:11 PM



in life, there's always ups & downs that hit upon us. i know, its hard for all of us to go through all those heartaches. but whatever it is, you really gotta face all of them. cause somehow, you cant run away from problems. thats impossible.

been there, done that.
ive gone through all those shits for the past few years, eversince i was 16 years old. during that point of time, i really had a hard fall. but i did stay strong. i was surrounded by my family, cousins & friends who gave me strength & good advises for me to move on. the main key is; PATIENCE & stay STRONG.

i believe that everything happens for a reason & its all fated. what goes around comes around. tentu ada hikmah disebaliknya...

look, i am leading a good life right now. ok, no doubt that there's gonna be obstacles for me & im positive that that i can go through all of them. another one more thing, be optimistic in anything. dont waste your time feeling soo sad & moody all the time. dont let these things bring you & your happiness down. dont suffocate yourself. its useless. trust me. youve gotta change the way you think & look at things.

hating someone. its not a good thing. kalau tuhan boleh maafkan manusia-manusia yang telah buat dosa, apa lagi kita? so, yeah. just throw away that hatred thats been with you all this while. no one is perfect, though.

there's no such thing as being a failure for the rest of your life. you may fail once & again, but that doesnt mean youre gonna fail all the way, right. improve on your weaknesses. have faith in yourself.

just be patient. i am sure that something good, something great, has been waiting for you in the future's time. & stay strong.

whatever you do, sincerity is a must. people might say alot of things but they are not you. therefore, they do not know. you dont have to prove to them, but prove to youself, cause revenge aint sweet but victory is ultimate.

i know that this entry sounds way different from the rest of my entries. i realised it, too. all of this came purely from my heart. to share my thoughts & feelings about life to you all. basically, dont give up. once you give up, thats it. thats the end for you.

somehow, someone really changed me. that someone turns me to be a better person, changes my mind set to be positive & makes me realise that life is useless if you keep on moaning & sighing & thinks negatively everytime. perhaps, learn from all those mistakes youve made in the past & move on. whats past is past. everything happens for a reason, though. & even this someone truly accepts me for who i was & most importantly what i am now. of course, this particular person has learnt the mistakes thats been done in the past. every single person has its own past. & non one's perfect. but God has sent me a truly good human being to be part of my life. this person shows me the right path & together we've gotta choose the right ones; choosing the right choices will lead you to the right path.

The existence of situations & the obstacles in life has mould me. both of these have made who i am right now.




& this someone is none other than my martian. my classmate. my goodboy. my lil mr orange types. ipan.


mas & ipan.
my desktop wallpaper.
my favourite pic of the month.




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Thursday, March 22, 2007
11:53 PM



yes, we're not only closefriends neither martians. we're classmates too. =D

right after school, we went to Art Friend to grab four A2 mounting boards & then proceed to Sunshine Plaza to print out my projects. the boards cost me $8.80 while the printing cost $11. sheesh.. pokai la seh!

afterwhich, we had our lunch over at Bencoolen Street, right beside Sunshine Plaza. since Ipan is working at 6pm, we went home straight & as per normal, he sent me home.

anyways, i have a mangkuk hair. chet! serious. i do. dont believe? here it is, see for yourself then...


buruk, i know!!!
da dah daahh. shut up...



in the evening, i went over to cuzzyNadgig's house to pay him a visit since yesterday i failed to do so as i was so busy with my project. broDil & sisYana was there too. cuzzyNadgig is recovering & thank god everything is fine. will be visiting him again this coming Saturday with cuzzyStardom after our town-ing session. hoho!





i gotta prepare the presentation for tomorrow right about now.





goodnight!
ipan, tomorrow better wake up early.
i wont stop ringing you till you pick up my calls.
*press nose*
=P




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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
1:42 PM



last friday, my deareast cuzzyNadgig met an accident near Bartley Road. i was shocked. like totally. cuzzyStardom informed me & told me all the details she could find through the hospital's computer data. i was so worried about him. i cried.


that MMS

soon enough, cuzzyStardom sent me an MMS. i totally brokedown upon seeing this picture. how could he met an accident to this extend? eventually, a car knocked his bike from the right side & he was flung to the a hard surface. that pathetic driver is really a asfjsehfkwelhgew. bodoh peh driver. ada dua mata tak nak pakai. ada otak tak nak pakai. kepala babi kape xia. sucha marder farking arse la seh! grrr... arghh!!bgleglwefewrithwe4twepgwevwdmcwoeyt923bwebvwek. luckily that cuzzyNadgig is still alive, i tell you.



the next morning, i was awaken by cuzzyStardom's call. she brokedown. i knew.. i knew its because of cuzzyNadgig's condition. he's been transferred from a normal ward to a High Dependency ward, which is a step below ICU. so this means, its kinda serious.

before going to TTSH, i went to my school for awhile with Ipan & his parents to settle with the school fees. once its done, both of us took a cab to TTSH. sadly, cuzzyNadgig was not in his ward, hes been pushed to the operation theatre as the doctor discovered a foreign object in his right eye & there's a blood clot in the neck. all of us waited for him from 11.30am till about 6.45pm. in between that time, Ipan really gotta go as he's working at 4pm. n later then, my bros arrived.

once the operation has been done, we visited him; 3 person at a time. his face was... *sigh* he's unconscious, but i think he was asleep as he was snoring. yet, i cried. i couldnt hold back those tears. i called up Ipan. from tears, he made me smile & laugh. thanks for cheering me up, myMartian. *hugs*

when cuzzyNadgig was conscious, Yana & myself went into his ward again. when he saw me, two words came out from his mouth, "eh gemuk". i smiled. hehe.. & he asked me where's Ipan. sorry dear, hes working & he waited for you just now. i quickly showed him the cigarette box that Ipan bought for him from Bangkok. he seems pretty normal, can joke around & all. =)

the very next day, i followed Ipan to his friend's wedding at Ubi. by 4.30pm, we rushed off to my house as i wanted to change to my normal shirt & pants. tak kan lah nak gi hospital pakai baju kurung. nak gi hospital visit orang ke ada kenduri kat dalam ward kape seyy. mampus aku jadi bahan ketawa nanti. k, takpe!


in the cab

took only 15 minutes to prepare myself & off we go to White Sands since Ipan wanted to buy a shirt for himself at Giordano as he's been complaining that the top he's wearing made him perspire. tau takpee... hurhurr.


he managed to snap a pic of himself while i was busy siap-siaping in the toilet.
suker dia eyy? suke? suke?? sukeee!

while waiting for a cab at White Sands, broDil called me up & asked my whereabouts. he even told me that cuzzyNadgig was asking where's Ipan. ayo.. hold on dear, we're on our way & i know you've fallen for Ipan. ahha. ok, crap.


on the way to TTSH

the good news was, he's been transferred back to the normal ward. =)


he's recovering slowly from those deep scars


me, cuzzyNadgig, Spongebob & Ipan


our very own kenduri.
Ipan, broDil & cuzzyAcap


the lovely couple;
my sweetypieGF Fyd & cuzzyMan


me & broFik




yesterday morning, i went to school with Ipan via cab. both of us were late, though. i only had 3 hours of sleep just to finish up my project. & ya, Ipan is officially my classmate since yesterday! yaaaaay~

right after school, we went to TTSH to visit cuzzyNadgig. he's been bugging me what time im gonna visit him. no worries lah , dear. as long as you're in the hospital, im gonna visit you everyday. =)

before going up to the ward, met up my lovely cuzzyStardom & we bought the "Get Well Soon" helium balloon. ahha. & not forgetting Chicken Pie & Chocolate Roll for his lunch.



he's been with me ever since i was born

how funny it was when Cik Ipah told us a story of cuzzyNadgig & me when we were small. cuzzyNadgig bit my hand so darn hard just because i didnt let him have my toy. & then my usual kanchiong mum was so damn worried about me as i cried non-stop. in the end, we're close as ever.

after that, Ipan & myself had our late lunch at Kopitiam & then to Far East Plaza as i wanted to trim my hair; so dry la seh the ends. some more my fringe like mangkuk. mangkuk tulz~!







cuzzyNadgig will be discharged tomorrow noon. yayyyy~
& i better go siap2 now as im visiting him soon.




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Friday, March 16, 2007
4:18 PM



i dont know the reason why ive been going out without any make ups on for the past 2 weeks. perhaps, only eyeliner & lipgloss. maybe im soo lazy. or maybe i just cant be bothered la seh. nevermind, muka dah memang buruk pun. ok ok, yesterday's school ended quite late as i was busy with my projects. & cause of that, my Martian friend, Ipan, had to wait for me in the school's office. he was also needed to come down to ask some questions regarding those important stuffs. then both of us rushed off to Pasir Ris Interchange via cab as i wanted to meet up my ex schoolmate, Chee Kin, for his NS. unfortunately, we were 5 minutes late & by the time called up Chee Kin, he's already in the bus on the way to Tekong. i was kinda sad as i really wanted see him before he's been jailed in there for 2 freaking years. *sigh* nevermind, will meet him in 2 months time then. =(

& so, we went over to Century Square for our late lunch. i was unable to buy that contact lenses i wanted as it was out of stock. grrr... k takpe, takpe.


Ipan, Mas & the managers of Suntec's Coffeebean outlet; Andy & Han.


then we took a cab to Ipan's workplace as he's having a meeting at 4pm. Andy, thanks for the free Pure Belgian with milk base la seh. =) the rest havent reached yet. chilling2, crapping,2 smoking2(for them only. i NEVER smoke before) & snapping2. ah ye la! pukul 5pm baru start meeting eh. power power.

i waited for them almost an hour, mind you! can sleep lah seh. hurhurr.. k takpe, takpe! chet. right after that, we went over to town. basically to find a new necklace for myself. sadly, the necklace that i always wear became so the rusty & it made my neck soo the gatal la seh. i really need a new necklace & then i'll placed that TinkerBell on it. i love TinkerBell k, please.

ooh ya!! i managed to grab a top from Zara. its been sucha long time i didnt go shopping for clothes la seh! pity me k, please. i walked out of Zara so happily n we went to Cheers to grab my all time favourite Ruffles Cheddar & Sour Cream. besides that, we bought Rasberry Tea & Cornetto ice cream. see, Ipan's feeding me so well & this explains my buncit-ness. ok mas, it's your own idea of getting those titbits la seh. hurhurrhurrr...

we walked over at theBlueLight, a place that i never went before. its located near Dhoby Ghaut & guess what? that place is awesome laaa. alot of blue lights, so peaceful & the surrounding is cool la seh.

there's a group of metalheads but who cares. we camwhored until my digital camera's battery just dies off. after that, we talked & talked while enjoying the reflection of the bluelight right above us.

"that thing is a test for me given by God. its the matter of me to choose wether i wanna take it or leave it. & so, i chose to take it so i can get to know you better." - Ipan.

thanks for accepting me for who i am as closefriend. yeah, whats past is past. every person has its dark secret. you knew mine & i knew yours. as for now & in the future, we just gotta choose the right path in order to lead a good life & be a better person.

went home via cab. omg~ we flagged a cab for an hour, you know. i called up the cab hotline to book a taxi. Ipan sent me home right to my door step as i reached home late, 12 midnight. Ipan apologised to my mum for that late night. no worries, my mum is cool with it since you've sent me home. =) hence, its a great retail therapy i had yesterday after so much stress i have due tons of project im handling with. & since last Saturday, ive been bumming at home lah seh. & right after school ive been going home straight for the past days. now, the stress is coming back! gotta continue with my projects la seh. dont kacau me k, please. ahha.






Ipan will be my classmate starting from next week onwards. yaaaayyy~!
that Martian.





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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
4:30 AM



my eyes & brain are so tired while doing my project. so ive decided to have a break for awhile & bloggy blog bloggg... so here i am.

hmm.. i really dont know what to update actually, but i received a song from Andy after i woke up from my nap earlier on. well, this is the song Ipan dedicated for me. this is just the demo. kinda funny la actually. you can hear guitar string terputus la, drumbeat berserabai la, someone shouting laa. hoho! but the lyrics is so touching... will upload the real version soon once they finish recording it, aye.

& ya, ipan.. thanks for the song. it really touched me, la myMartian.. =)

to the band of EOD, please eh.. do better please. drum beat cannot berserabai. guitar string dont putus anymore horh. no shouting-shouting at the background la seh...

but, thanks alot guys... truly appreciate. =D

so anyways, here it is.. the lyric...


PERSAHABATAN KU


betapa lama ku mencari, persahabatan yang suci,
lagu ini ku tujukan, kepada seseorang teman,
membuka hati ku yang kian selamanya tiada cinta,
penghibur luka ku dan menemani ku ketika malam,
bila kau tiada di sisi, aku terasa gelisah.

kau lah yang selama ini ku menanti dan kini ku temui,
tak pernah aku menjumpai seseorang yang teristemewa seperti mu,
kemanisan mu membuat ku terkenang wajah mu yang ayu dan indah,
sikap mu membuatku mengenang dirimu selalu,
senyuman mu seindah pelangi yg tidak menyandingi,
suara mu merdu membuat ku dalam keasyikkan,
sehinggakan aku hilang didalam khayalan.

namun kini ku berjauhan untuk sementara waktu,
seaandainya engkau mengenangku,
merinduiku,
dengarlah lagu ini yang dicipta untuk mu,
demi mengerti apa yg bertahta di dlm hati ku ini.




as for the song, simply click HERE if u wanna listen to to it.




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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
2:25 PM



i've been bumming around at home since last Saturday. yesterday right after school, i went home straight. see how dull & pissed off my days are without Zikky & Ipan. Zikky is busy with his duty in camp while Ipan is away to Bangkok.

& i realised, i get pissed off so easily. aiyah, ive been missing my 2 boys la seh. the past 4 days, ive been sitting at home, cleaning up the house, surfing the internet, eat, taking a nap, watching movies online at Peekvid.com, downloading hiphop, r&b, trance & house songs, playing around with my two tortoises, listening to songs over & over again & sleeping like a pig. this is what i call, define DULL.

luckily there's something called MSN. this is the place for me to chat with cuzzyStardom, Kak Az, Fyd & some of my bros. thanks! =)

ive 2 projects to be done by next week. & i havent even started. sheesh.. i really gotta do it soon.

yesterday night, since i was soo darn bored, i editted a pic of Kak Az. & here they are!



glad you like them, Kak!
somehow, hope this editted pics cheer you up, ya.
=)
*hugs*



ive gained 3 freaking kilos la seh!! & now its time for me to start dieting. just having light stuffs for my brunch & fruits for my dinner everyday. bingo! ive lost a kilo, 2 more kilos to go. =S


fruits for my dinner.
want some?



now ive the habit of tie-ing my hair to the left side. hoho! like, nyonya-nyonya kinda type like that. & im chopping off my fringe shorter soon. so long, you know. irritating lah seh.


7.30am sharp just now, Zikky called me up...

Zikky: eyy, wake up! wake up! go school..
Mas: huh? no school la.
Zikky: today is Tuesday, not Wednesday! go to school..
Mas: no laa. i forgot to tell you. starting from this week, instead of Wednesday, they change it to Tuesday laaa.
Zikky: you sure or not?
Mas: yes, i am laa. heheee.
Zikky: oh, ahha. ok, ok get back to sleep. bubye! *pai seh*
Mas: ok, bye. *doze off to lala land again*

ahha. so sweet of you to wake me up for school. but too bad, there's no school on Tuesdays! sorry for not informing you about the changes. but, thanks! sweeet la, you. ahha! & ya, your Junita Tata viewed my friendster profile lah seh. hohoho!! kidding. ok, im bad, shes not your Junita k. you even said eeeeeeww! hurhurr. i am yours, kan. ahha. crap. chet!




yaaayyyy~ Ipan is back from Singapore!! just received a miss call from him. hoho. that crazy Martian friend of mine. see you tomorrow!! =D





eyy devils, see you guys this Sunday la seh. i miss going out with you guys la. & ya, sorry im not following you guys to Johore this Saturday. well, you know la the reason why i dont wanna follow....

bro, stay positive k. be optimistic. trust your instincts, ok. im here for you. =)



cuzzyStardom, whens our dating? i miss you lah seh!








ive been changing songs in my blog. alot of nice new songs la seh. ok, ok. here's Calabria(Hoxton Whores remix) from MOS 2007 Annual. enjoy shake!

i dont know why. i dont like reggaeton as much as i did like last time. i was a reggaeton freak for the past few years. as for now, whenever i hear it, i feel like, ermm.. eeeee! i couldnt hear it everytime. once a month should be ok. ahha. now, im more to hip hop, r&b, trance & house. yea yea *peace sign*








oooh so random!
ok, i better start with my project right now.
project madness!!




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Sunday, March 11, 2007
10:01 PM



today is a really slacking day for me. in the wee hours, ive been getting sms-es from my ex, Yan. omg, its so irritating lah seh! i ignored all his messages & i went back to my lala land. & by the time i opened my eyes, in the afternoon, i checked my handphone & my inbox has been flooded by Yan. grrrr... pissed off lah seh! i called him up & gave him a great big sehwskgnnkwlawehuglwibvebfgeiw. hes been hit with sarcasms & rudeness from me. at last, within one & a half hours of sejfjewfrwevb through the phone, he decided not to contact me anymore. phew! please Yan, move on. thank you so so much!

once its settled, i did whatever those maids does; clean up the house. yeah, as you know, im a part time maid. chet! later then, i rot infront of my computer & had movie marathon. i watched quite alot of movies from Peekvid. moving on to downloading songs - hip hop, r&b trance & house. & these selected songs have been uploaded in my Imeem. check it out, y'all! simply click on myImeem on the right hand side. =) *peace sign*











Zikky
i miss this boy so much la sehh!

once he booked out yesterday, he went home straight & snored. he was darn tired as he had the 11hours of 24km route march the day before. at 9pm, i woke him up as he's booking in at 11pm. he siap2 like a girl, you know. i remembered, i finished siap-ing first before him, hokay.. i witnessed it with my own eyes, mind you. TWICE. oh well, a vainpot i must say!

& ooh yeah. ive something to share... see this pic below.

guess who? that's Zikky! ahha. different, right? he look soo like a chinese lah seh! *faints* HURHURR... this is how he looks like before he went for NS last 2 years. how? adorable looking, right. *giggles* okay Zikky, dont spank me! =P




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Saturday, March 10, 2007
1:47 AM



yesterday i dragged myself to school, & the lesson was super duper bored lah seh. i slept in class as my eyes were too heavy; really cannot tahan anymore. right after school, i was in a rush to meet up Ipan at the ICA Building, but i was caught up by Chee Kin. i was so shocked to bumped into him since its been 2 months we didnt meet up. i shrieked & hugged him infront of the coffeeshop near my school. hohoho! i was so excited upon seeing him lah seh. he begged me to chill with him & the rest for a short while in class. so, okay lah. chilling2 talking2 laughing2. he's going NS next Thursday & ive decided to send him to the Pasir Ris Interchange on that day.

anyways, here's the pictures we took in class before i rushed my butt off to meet up Ipan.

Yvonne, Chee Kin & me


Yvonne, Pan Chen & me

& so, i met Ipan & his parents over at the ICA Building as Ipan was needed to collect his renewable passport. yes, he's going to Bangkok with his parents today. once its been collected, both of us walked slowly to Beach Road for our lunch.

at 4.45pm, we watched Primeval over at Vivo City. the movie was.. ermm.. okay-okay laaa. let me rate. 2 out of 5 popcorn? yea yea, it is. i think we were so irritating in the cinema; so kecorable, till a couple beside me changed seats & i heard her mumbled "fucking irritating". okay, both of us felt really bad. but, despite it, we still kinda that irritating throughout the movie. it was suppose to be a suspense but we laughed. okay, we're craaazy. perhaps, we 'edit' that movie with our own jokes & stuffs. well, this is what happens when both Martian Twins combine together. chilling2 laughing2 crapping2. thats us. thank you! ahha. crap.

once we left the cinema with laughters, we went up to the rooftop. we chilled. we laughed our ass out over our stupid jokes. we admired the beautiful view. we camwhored. we had a tense topic on friendships, relationships, life, karma, problems, nightlife, gangsterism & afterlife. it really helps us to think & ponder. we're still young & alot of things that we have not yet discovered in this world. there's more to come. more obstacles for us to go through. its just that we have to stay strong in order for us to pass all these tests. but, whatever happens, it happens for a reason.

after 2 hours of chilling at the rooftop, i started to complain that i was hungry but didnt wanna eat. Ipan dragged me to Long John Silver for our dinner. grrr.. eyy Twin! you're making me fat & buncit-er lah seh! he told me he will feed me well & likes that buncit-ness because for him, its so geram cute. apa cakap, Ipan?? im blaming you for my buncit-ness!

while eating, he pressed my nose because its so the mengernyamkan for him. from then onwards, he kept on pressing my nose. eh hello! my nose is not a button for you to press, hokaaayy!

by 10.30pm, we went back home via mrt. before saying goodbyes, we gave each other a hug since its gonna be 4 days we're not contacting each other as he will be back by next Tuesday. yet again, teet teet! press nose. chet!

Ipan, hope you enjoy your holidays at Bangkok. take real good care of yourself since your twin is not with you. do call your twin here once you've reached Singapore next week. you're definitely gonna be missed. ENJOY STENG!





soon, orang pulau will be back from camp, la! ooweee~ yay-ness, Zikky will be back soon! i miss him so much lah seh! but, he'll book in back later at night, too. sheesh... i hate that duty he's having for the month of March. hmpph! will meet him up later once he books out. but, better for him to rest at home since he's dead tired after the 12 hours of 24km route march yesterday. *gasp* yea yea, im gonna be his massager. one hour = $5, ok? HURHURRR...









[click HERE for more photos during the VivoMadness]



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Thursday, March 08, 2007
3:47 PM



i didnt attend school early in the morning simply because i overslept. mind you, i went to lala land at 6am, horh. my eyes were already too tired by 5am & i straight away jumped in bed, but i kena disturbed by something. well, you know, that thing. it disturbed me for almost 45 minutes despite reciting all those ayat kursi & fatihah umpteen times! im literally weak since i was having my period, so i just let it continue hempap-ing me. i could see it but it's kinda blur, all i can see was some grey-ish2 thingy moving so fast. it tickled my tummy, you know. then, it hempap me so hard especially on my head. again, it tickled my tummy again. so the ganas & mentel pulaaa...=S

Zikky said simply its because im having my period, surely that thing will strike me. sheesh.. no wonder!

i was awoken by Ipan's sms around 11am. grrr... & so, i cleaned up the house. perhaps, a good exercise for me since i've gained a kilo due to my mulut-yang-taktau-diam-asek-nak-mengunyah-jek eversince a week before the period came. im feeling s0o0o fat n buncit. i mean, buncit-er!

once im done with the house, i got an sms from my ex, Yan.

"please come back, to stop my pain inside. where are you? dont you leave me here alone. im lost without you, please dont go. i cant forget and i still remember. now i regret, on how i used to care for you. now that you're gone, i cant hold your hands, i cant hug you, i cant feel your presence. i cant hold back my tears. im sorry, please forgive me... -a poem i made for you."

& i was like, huh gogglee!! now then you wanna say all those sweet words, huh? sorry. its useless for you to regret on all the wrong things you've done. learn from it & move on. everything happens for a reason. perhaps, be a better person. as for me, once its over, its totally over & i really mean it. bare that in your mind, thank you. same goes to the rest & you know who you are. what goes around comes around la, horh. checkmate!






yesterday, cuzzyStardom was admitted at the TTSH A&E from 9am till evening. once i woke up from my afternoon nap, suddenly i remembered about her. i knew she was sick. so i gave her a short & sweet get well soon sms. then, she replied to me that she was admitted to the A&E since morning. i was in a shock! like, totally. but thank god the doctor discharged her by 6pm. i kept on asking, "how you feeling?", "better not?", "eat medicine already not?", "dont forget to eat your medicine once you're done with your dinner", "you need alot of rest", "better take care horh". ok, ok. i admitted i sound soo like a mak nenek. tau takpe! irritating, i know! sorry, dear. i was just concern about you, laaa.

thanks to her bf for being by her side throughout that 9 hours. thanks so much!! shah, you satisfied or not i thank you publicly through my blog? hoho! upah mana? i want my upah!! ahha. kidding. but, thanks alot.. =)


dont forget to eat your medicines
regularly, & also on time.
please rest in bed till you're
fully recovered, my dear.
(even though i know right now you're at DTE with your hun)
chet!
LOVE YOU




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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
10:34 PM



cravings for chocolates & chips
feeling so0o0o FAT
super laziness
mood swings

PERIOD


ive been rotting myself in my bed one whole day. these cramps are killing me. no worries, still tahan-able, though.


cuzzyStardom, get well soon, my dear. dont forget to eat your medicines regularly, & also in time, ok. im super worried about you. love you, dear.


anyways, ive a new gf, la. hello to you, azlifah! i mean, kakak. =) anyways, i hope you enjoy shake at StJames PowerStation tonight, okay. someday, we'll have fun together. *winks*



now im speechless. my mind is sleeping. *snores exactly like Zikky* super loudness! ahha.
im bored. but ive no mood to talk nor chat with anyone.
ohh, i soo hate mood swings.
i want the happy-go-lucky me.
thanks to period, uh eh.



ive something to share with you all. hope it helps people out there.
here it goes...


one more thing...
WHAT GOES AROUND COMES
ALL THE WAY BACK AROUND














& oops, im missing YOU =)


ok, this is random.


take care sei, mas.
dont go there seiiii.
HURHURHURRRR...



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Tuesday, March 06, 2007
10:18 PM



yesterday, right after school, i accompanied myMartian, Ipan, to my school to ask for the registering stuffs. but before that, i grabbed a dress at Bugis Village & we had Chicken Rice for lunch.

later then, we walked down to Suntec City & met up Fik & Ayu as Fik wanted to apply a job at Coffeebean & he was being interviewed. Ipan got us a brownie, with alot of caramel over it, surrounded by whipped cream. yummilicious! nice recipe you got there, Ipan! =D

once Ipan's manager, Andy, has ended his work, the three of us went over to Harbourfront Centre since Ipan wanted to grab a new MP4. wow! terplanting ting tong!! k takpe, takpe. hurhurr.. then we went to Banquet since Andy has been complaining that he was sooo hungry. so Ipan & myself got ourselves a drink each while Andy ate Mee Goreng.

once Andy's tummy has been filled, we chilled by the bay & played different kinds of games - Black Magic, Aku Tahu, Bang Bang Bang, etc. kecorable! ahhahha! tau takpe. while we're on our way to the rooftop, i bumped into Ifah, the gorgeous babe! we hugged each other, it was nice lah bumping into you, dear. at last we get to meet, for the first time. *winks* love ya, babe!

at the rooftop, we camwhored. hohoho! *peace sign* its was fun. later then, we played Kekek Game using poker cards. power power! i loike that game. very funny & enjoyable! laughing2 chilling2 crapping2 rolling2.

i went home by cab together with Ipan since he's meeting up his besty over at Pasir Ris. in the cab, sheeesh. taxi bergegar to the max! we laughed & crapped all the way. penat pipiku & perutku... tau takpe. Ipan, dengar dengar sekarang Ferris Wheel tu Merry Go Round eh.. ahhahhahha!! =D





earlier on, met up Ipan again after school as he wanted to pay up the registration fee in my school. then, we had Nasi Ayam Penyet. see, i told you, the best Nasi Ayam Penyet, rightt.. *winks*

after that, we walked slowly to Raffles City Shopping Centre. we chilled over at Gloria Jeans Coffees since my cuzzyNadgig was working at that point of time. we had free Raspberry Italian Soda(my favourite!) & not forgetting the Fried Mars Bar at Chippy. soon enough, Haikal & Dil came. as usual lah, i belanja them Fried Mars Bar. chet! i became the bahan ketawa earlier on, very the rabak. so bad lah you all. grrr.. kk takpe. dah biasa, lain kali buat lagi k. ooh yeah, this was the first time Ipan chilled with theDevils. they're kewl right...

by 7pm, both Ipan & myself went home as Dil & Haikal continued with their studies. hugged cuzzyNadgig tight-tight before i went home. at last, i get to meet theDevils. missed them so much. but, i havent met cuzzyAcap yet. =( boo-hoo!






Zikky just called me before going to his lala land. hurhurr.. hope to meet you on Saturday once you book out. he's gotta book in back on that same day. boo-hoo! & i gotta wake him up later at 5am. yes, i miss you too...




[click HERE for more photos during the VivoCity's Tour]




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Sunday, March 04, 2007
9:53 PM




me with my beloved nephew Irsyad

hello hello holla holla back at ya! ok, mas is crapping. hohoho!! ok, ok. i had lunch over at the Airport's Fish & Co with my family. geee.. i just had Fish & Co with Zikky last friday. ahha! nah.. i don't mind though. i ordered NY Fish & Chips. unfortunately, i cant finish it. so damn full, making my tummy so0o the buncit! grrr...

at night, i met up Zikky at White Sands before he books in. he's supposed to book in at 8pm but there was a sudden change, postponed to 9pm. so he sent me home. sorry darl, i made you sweaty since we walked home. but, but.. you look so smart lah with with your long sleeved collared shirt. C.U.T.E! ahha. ok, ok jangan kembang. =D

starting by next week, he'll be having duties every Sunday till the end of March. so he gotta book in by 10.30pm on Saturdays as that's the last boat for him to catch up on. looks like we'll be having lesser times to meet up & hang out for this March. *sigh* =(

as for tomorrow, i'll be having school as per normal. will be meeting up myMartian, Ipan, right after that since he'll be registering the fees & all in my school. i think. yay! he's gonna be my classmate soon!


[click HERE for more photos during the Lunch@Fish&Co.]




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Saturday, March 03, 2007
11:16 PM




Adidas bag & Big Bugs Bunny were
the gifts from her fiance.

today is myGirl's birthday, turning twenTY. oops! i mean, twenTEEN. hurhurhurr... met her under my block at 4pm with her fiance. once i saw her from afar, i shouted "birthday siapa eh niari? siapa uh? ceh! dah besar lah kakak aku yang tersayang nie. umur berapa eh? 20 eh? wahh! tua laaa dia!".


the necklace i bought for her

i gave her the present & she loved it. =) i know. hoho! we chilled for awhile. chilling2 crapping2 laughing2. before saying goodbye with hugs n kisses, here it is... our pic! credits to Mawi for snapping it.


sorry for my fugly face. no make up, lerrr...
chet!






















i miss theDevils. theBros.
when's our next outing?






shut up la, gagak kering.



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Friday, March 02, 2007
11:56 PM



early in the morning, i went to school with my dearMartian, Ipan. habis lah last cabin. bergegar dengan kitorang peh crapping2 laughing2. sooo the kecorable! ahha. i dropped off at Bugis, & RedHill for Ipan since he had a medical check up to go through. before bidding goodbyes, we would say to each other "take care xia.. dont go there xiaaaaaa!!". ahha! our very own favourite phrase. =)

i only had 1 hour of sleep, just to finish up with my project. but in the end, the lecturer didn't turn up n all we did was rot in class. i surfed the internet & did some drawing.

right after school, i met up my sweetypie gf, Fydah. first things first, Fried Mars Bar for us! yeah, those 4 balls filled up our stomachs; our lunch. later then, we roamed around City Link Mall, Marina Square & Orchard Road. we had Strawberry Dipped Chocolate at Marina Square & later then, had Basket Waffles & Iced Chocolate at Gelare's FarEastPlaza. realised something? we ate everything that's soo chocolatey taste! ahha! we are chocoholic, right sweetypie?

besides that, we went to print out a photo & a letter, & laminate them. its meant for Fydah & cuzzyMan's 10 monthsary this coming Sunday. =D


<3

by 6pm, Fydah was needed to meet her mum & as for me, i met up Zikky over at Wisma Atria. we had dinner at Fish & Co since i was sooo craving for NY Fish & Chips. in the end, i ordered Salmon Cajun & Lava Guava while Zikky had Seafood Platter for 1 & Fishy Maria. perut boleh meletup!! hohoho.

then, we went to Far East Plaza since i wanted to find something for myBesty's birthday which falls tomorrow! ahha. so, yeah.. i bought for her a necklace. =) Zikky were so excited seeing mirrors here & there. "eyy, there's mirror!". you're sucha vainpot, you VAINPOT!

we took a cab home to end our night since both of us were tired to walk. ahha! we're the lazy bumbums, we know!





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Thursday, March 01, 2007
10:45 PM



i overslept & i didn't go to school just now. not only for today, even last two days i overslept too, you see. Zikky has been my alarm clock all this while. picked up his call & i would go like, "ok, ok. i wake up already. i got up already, laa. dont worry". the very next minute, i slept back. gee!! so sleepy la. & ya, i kinda get a mini scolding from the Sergeant cause i skipped school for the second time this week. sorry.. very sorry, darl.. hyuk hyuk!! =S

Astroboy called me in the wee hours around 5am. yes, that owl! ahha. i called him an owl for some particular reason.

so, earlier on, met up Zikky in the evening once he booked out. we had difficulties on deciding where we wanna have our dinner. not me, but HIM. fussy you eh! ahha. actually, we thought of eating at Macdonalds since he wanted me to eat Mcspicy which i craved since yesterday. but i told him i did not want to eat cause i gained weight! he wanted Nasi Goreng. then he wanted Long John. ahha! lastly, we settled ourselves over at Downtown East. he ordered Mee Bandung while i had Satay since i wanted something light. hohoho!

before the food were served, i went to the Ladies. while i was on my way back to the foodcourt, he sent me a message, "it's been a week since that fateful day...".

Zikky, you could've just said it to me instead of sms-ing me, right. a shy guy he is, his face always blush easily. oh well... *hugs*

by 9.15pm, he sent me home & he headed to his besty's house for a sleepover. okay la, since i was late just now(well, im always late & he's the one who always wait for me patiently), tomorrow i treat you to Fish & Co la, horh. & im sooo craving for the NY Fish & Chips since you told me the story when you worked at Fish & Co last time. grrr... i blame you for my cravings! bluek!!





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