Browsing through those pictures. Remenisence I must say. How funny it was when thinking back all those memories that both of us share. Thanks to that old secondary school friend of mine & MSN. Without him, I wouldn't have known myMartian. Without MSN, I wouldn't have contact myMartian either. It all started last year, 2006. Hence, never came across in my mind that both of us would even meet up or be as one, cause I thought that you're just that online friend who always give me advises every now & then & crapping together.

Here are the pictures of us together right from the start.

Very happy to have him in my life. True enough, whatever happens, it happens for a reason. Don't feel regret, just learn from your mistakes n improvise yourself. Don't ever make a promise unless you really really mean it & dont' break that promise. You've taught me the meaning of life. Staying optimistic. A strong willed person. Avoiding that ego inside us cause thats where all the problems start. Nothing will bring my happiness down cause making yourself sad & cry wont solve any problem. The bottomline is, you've mould me to a better person. & I truly appreciated. Perhaps, we both help each other in any ways. May our relationship stay strong. All we can do is pray to God. & in God's will, we will be together. Jodoh tak kan ke mana...

When Taurus and Scorpio come together in a love affair, their union is nothing if not intense, whether that's in a positive or a negative way. They are opposite Signs in the Zodiac, giving them a special, complex connection. They can combine to make a whole, each partner's strengths balancing the other's weaknesses. Their sexual attraction is likely to be off the charts! Taurus and Scorpio have tons in common, but because their personalities are so powerful, they often swing between passionate love and passionate disagreement!

Taurus and Scorpio both have deep desires, Taurus for possessions and Scorpio for power. They're both concerned with wealth and resources, and they're both intensely passionate about all sorts of things. Taurus is a bit more self-focused than Scorpio, who is more concerned with their lover and immediate family. Both of these Signs have a great, deep-rooted need for security in a relationship, but with slightly different focuses. While Taurus prizes honesty and forthrightness and abhors infidelity, Scorpio loves to be mysterious. A Scorpio's need for security is more about the need to be constantly reassured that their emotional connection with their loved one is strong. The good thing is, Taurus needs this reassurance too -- and is also willing to provide it for their Scorpio lover.

Taurus is ruled by Venus (Love and Money) and Scorpio is ruled by Mars (Passion) and Pluto (Power). This combination is very intense, thanks to Pluto's influence, but it's an excellent balance of masculine and feminine energy. Scorpio and Taurus together form the basis of all love relationships -- love and passion. Venus and Mars go well together; Venus is about the beauty of romance, and Mars is about the passion of romance. Scorpio is smoldering and intense (and intensely sexual), and Taurus, a sensual and tireless lover, is attracted to this intensity. In turn, Scorpio enjoys the devotion inherent in Venus-ruled Taurus.

Taurus is an Earth Sign and Scorpio is a Water Sign. Scorpio tends to be very deep -- like an ocean, too much upset will cause a tidal wave! When Scorpio feels crossed by a lover, watch out for that Scorpion's tail, which can whip out and sting their lover without warning! It's a good thing that these two Signs are so strongly loyal to each other. But while Taurus is open, with everything laid bare on the surface, Scorpio is more secretive and inscrutable. They can both teach one another about their opposite views of life (direct versus complex). Another factor adding a tantalizing dimension to this union is the two Signs' mutual tendency toward jealousy. Taurus loves it when Scorpio displays their jealous -- it means Taurus is adored and appreciated!

Taurus and Scorpio are both Fixed Signs. This means they're both pretty stubborn and resolute once their minds are made up. Let's hope their minds agree -- if not, they're prone to fights the likes of which neither experiences with any other Sign. Taurus seems to prevail as the dominant partner, but that's not always the case. Scorpio can ""win"" through more devious means, such as employing emotional manipulation to get what they want. These partners must learn to discuss their views and needs openly and to reach a compromise if they want their union to be lasting and happy. This largely depends on Scorpio's ability to learn to trust Taurus. The relationship will only fail if the two partners truly cannot overcome their opinionated, fixed stances.

What's the best aspect of the Taurus-Scorpio relationship? Their powerful connection that can shine when obstacles to intimacy are cleared away. When Scorpio realizes that Taurus is there for the long term and won't create the misery that some Scorpios attract to their lives, this relationship can blossom.

Previously...

Absent from school. Perhaps, a celebration to be made for this particular couple. How time flies very fast nowadays. Hence, time is precious. Needs to be treasured.

A great lunch together over at Pastamania. Sometimes, it is a great pleasure to indulge western food instead of the traditional malay dish and stuffs. Two thumbs up for Pastamania - the all time favourite pasta dining for me. =)

200 Pounds Beauty; a Korean movie that truly touches your heart & soul, adding a pinch or two of laughters. Tears could be rolling down your cheeks. Its basically more to a romantic-comedy movie. The heroine is a true beauty. Natural beauty & flawless skin, I must say. Love is blind, because what matters is the heart, not the looks. Therefore, natural beauty is the best. Dont ever go under those knifes or even hide that natural beauty of yours with thick cakey yucky pukey make ups. Just light ones will do - probably powder, eyeliner/eyeshadow & lipbalm/lipgloss. Well, unless you really are having a very special occasion or you're attending to. Please, not too thick. Thanks. Too straight forward? Cause in this life, gotta smack on the face to realise it & face the facts. Nothing but the truth. Take it & learn it.

Chilled over at Starbucks with the accompany of that 2nd boyfie by surfing the internet & sipped those Caramel Frappucino & Banana Caramel.

Headed down to the Bluelight. Dancing, crapping, playing catching, chilling, munching Aunt Anne's pretzels, indulging Snickers chocolates, drinking Vanilla Coke, laughing & gazing at those fake blue stars were the activities done.

An enjoyable occasion for the both of us. There are many things that can be done, have fun & enjoying each others company. Sometimes, you may think that you are in love but actually you're not as its only infatuation. True love - the feelings between the both of you have for each other is different. Totally diefferent. That sense of belonging & feeling secure are always there. Correcting each others mistakes & improvise yourselves are steps to understand each other more. Able to withstand all those obstacles. Another thing that always a couple has is the ego. Ego should be avoided everytime. Once your body & mind have been controlled by ego, complications, quarellings & misunderstandings are the chances you'll be facing. There's this malay saying, "Jangan ikutkan perasaan sangat kerana ia boleh membawa binasa & akhirnya akan menyesal sendiri".

Its the..
Heart.
Body.
Will.
Mind.
&
Soul.
=D

Im in love with my new boyfie; Let's welcome that Acer Aspire lappy of mine. =)

21st April; a very special day meant for cuzzyStardom. Celebrated her 19th birthday with her loved ones; had dinner over at Fish & Co Glasshouse & later then, karaoke-ing at Ming Arcade, opposite HRC. A night well spent with the loved ones; an enjoyable party. Glad she loves that very last teen birthday. =D

[Click HERE for more pictures]

That Bonkerz!

Track & Field National(Juniors) 100 metres final. Sitting at Bukit Gombak Stadium, watching that nephew sprint for his finals. It did brought back all those sweet primary & secondary school days during Sports Day. Remeniscence I must say; missing those athletic side of me back then. I do miss Track & Field. I do miss Netball. Committed to these 2 sports; The passion & the love is already within this heart, right here.

While he's sprinting.

A big congratulations to my nephew, Muhd Irsyad, for that great achievement he made for having that 6th placing; Track & Field National Juniors (under 15), representing his very own school; Victoria School. Your craaazy Aunty Bonkerz here is truly proud of you! You can do better the next year & the following year. =)

Siti Sumayyah, my dearest Cuzzy, has turned 19 yesterday. All the best & good luck in your future endeavour. I'm always here for you no matter what. Cause somehow, I love you ever since the day you were born, & you're someone special in my heart. Knowing you for 19 years, this cousinity love I have for you is always strong, hence, both of us really bond together - we share the same horoscope, which is Taurus. Thanks for being there for me Thanks for all those sweet memories we always have together. Thanks for all the advises you've given me. In other words, thanks for everything, darla. Last but not least, Happy 19th Birthday!!

Pictures will be uploaded during her birthday celebration soon.

Knowing that someone whom you love so much needs to serve the National Service this coming July is truly a shocking news. This heart stopped for awhile & took some time to be back as per normal. Even with the school's deferment letter, MINDEF didn't accept it. Ohh.. Sucha cruel thing. 2nd Battalion Infantry Unit; Amoy Quee Camp.

But whatever it is, she really gotta be strong & be independent when he's not around. Be a survivor. & bare that in mind that, time flies very fast. Don't worry, all those advises he's given to her will always be in her mind & therefore, he's mould her to be a strong willed & optimistic girl. It's just that starting from now, she's learning on how to be independent. She'll make him proud. Not only that, even making achievements & be successful in studies is the other thing.

This NC16 rated movie is a great one indeed. Of course, there's chills & thrills running through your spines due to its suspense. Yeah, alot of suspense here & there; covering my whole face with my jacket. Afterall, a movie that's worth to be watched. Well, I guess it's only meant for people who likes or loves horror movies. & so, im giving this movie as... 4 out of 5 pretzels. =D





Current addiction: Aunt Anne's pretzels - Caramel Almond & Cheesy CheessSticks, Chippy's Triple C(Cheesy Curry Chicken), & Coke. =)))





If you wanna love someone, you've gotta accept for who he/she is. That's what it takes if you love someone, though. Be open with one another, express those feelings towards each other, don't keep any secrets between the two of you. The most important thing is, communication. Without this, everything will break into pieces. & definitely, your relationship wont go anywhere. Besides, understanding & trust are other 2 prior things. If you have these, it shouldn't be a problem & everything will be fine. Of course, there's quarellings & fightings, some misunderstanding & all come in your way at times. These are just parts & parcels, ups & downs of life in a relationship. In malay, "Inilah asam garam dalam setiap percintaan & berumahtangga." Hence, both of you gotta improvise yourselves for the better & help one another. Cause, that's where love starts to grow more & more, building up that bond or connection between you both, making it even stronger & much much better. On the other hand, love is incomplete without your parents approval.

& i'm soooo loving you, hun.





Some videos taken while having lunch earlier on.

i miss you, my bro.
hearts you~!

TMNT the movie. Its a great movie for me due to its nice & cool graphics & stuffs. Normally, I would get mixed up which is Donatello, MichealAngelo, Rafael & Leonardo. But after watching it with the bf, now I don't. I have my own way in remembering each & one of them - the colour of their ribbons. Donatello. MichaelAngelo. Rafael. Leonardo. Among these 4 amazing turtles, I like MichaelAngelo, simply because he's funny with that cute attitude.

Hence, TMNT reminds me of my childhood days. When I was still a small girl, at the age of 4, I love watching TMNT; that cartoon series. & i used to buy TMNT crackers & they're in green colour. Any of you had it before? It's nice, isn't it? =)

Okay, let's get back on track with the movie. So, anyways, besides those fightings with bad creatures, I learnt something from it. Its something precious - relationships between you & someone who has the same blood as you; your family member. No matter how revengeful or how much you hate that someone of the same blood, one day both of them will still get back together. There's this malay saying, "Air dicincang tak akan putus". In the end, Leonardo & Rafael are back to normal after much rough rides in between them for so long.





I've uploaded my current addicted groovy song - Last Night by P Diddy featuring Keisha Cole. Check out the video. I'm sooo loving this song. It makes your body dance to the groove & you'll sing along with it everytime its been played. Dont you think so? Cause it happens to me all the time. Witnesses: Ipan & Mummy. =D

Since I still have not yet received the rest of the pictures from my Hotty Ina, here's the videos of us during our Sentosa Outing last weekend. Get ready for the craziness-merepekness-crappiness side of us while we're having fun under the Sun. Its spelled as F.U.N. In other words, bonkerz!

Enjoy shake, yo!

=D

Its been 5 months I didn't have fun under the sun, till yesterday. Sentosa Day out with the Suntec peepz. This time round, Tanjung Beach. It was my first time to hang out at that beach & its great. Pahlawan Beach is what people say to be the most popular. As for yesterday, no no to Pahlawan Beach, please. Gotta try out others instead. The other reason is, I'm not gonna spoil a soul's day & mood. Let's have your own space, then.

Tanjung Beach. Its sucha great one, with beautiful view. Not that crowded as that Pahlawan Beach. Peaceful is the word. But the clan made the surrounding more happening. & yet, these Suntec peeps are one hell of a great clan thats full of crappiness. I learnt alot from them, the goods & bads. They made me realise something in life. Experience is what i shall express. Take those experiences & learn.

Sentosa. Its still stays the same as usual; nothings changed, except for that monorail. & that was my first experience taking a monorail to & fro of Sentosa. A brilliant idea to have that kinda monorail. A suggestion from me - do take monorail instead of the old same traditional way by taking that yellow bus. Dont be so kental k, please.

later at 2pm, my nephew Irsyad will be having his National(Juniors) Track & Field heats. all the best & good luck my dearest nephew. hope you'll get to the next round. =)

in life, you dont have to think of what had happened in the past. deal with it, learn from it. & move on to be a better person. thats my perception of life. everything happens for a reason. what goes around comes all the way back around. for that particular case, i deserve that. i know. i was being thrown by all those harsh words. yes, mas do deserve that & she accepts it. i did brokedown only for the first day. but the very next day, im all fine. its just that right now, im down with running nose & fever. again, i deserve that. i dont mind. i accept it, too. cause why? i do believe in karma. it happens to me. so do you believe in this, too? =) they're just tests given by God. all you gotta do is to be strong.

im sorry, im not perfect. perhaps, no one in this world is perfect. all i can do is to be a better person in life.

no matter what people call you, just smile.

no matter what people think of you, dont bother.

no matter how people hate you, hack care. cause dont they realise that there are other people who hates them, too? but as far as i know, in life, you cant hate someone. thats ego. anger is ego. ego is anger. or, whatsoever. so, go & read that religion book if you wanna know the reason behind it.

dont be sad. you can, but not always & everytime. cause why? you're stupid. dont let anything to let your happiness down.

people who tries to bully you, or you're the bahan ketawa, you shouldnt keep quiet. you should enjoy that so called "fun" by hitting them back. the more you keep quiet, they more they'll think you're lemah & they will pijak your kepala. dont be too softhearted. be firm.

lastly, straight forward please. its the best of the best. better than the rest. ahha. just say out what you think. just shoot it out. the reason: the truth. nothing but the truth. i know, honesty is the best policy even though there are times that really is damn freaking hurtful.



the bottomline is, ive learn my mistake. deal with it, learn from it. be a better person.









pics of me & Ipan taken last Thursday? click HERE

to YOU: i know that you're really hurt. to the extreme. i realised, after the accident you had, you've become more sensitive & always thinks negative about yourself. i understand. no matter what, i really am sorry. very sorry. i hope that you could forgive me. you know that no matter what, i always care for you & i love you. you're always there for me eversince i was born. i am very sorry...




yes, i broke down. like, totally. but Ipan gives me strength to let me move on with it.

first of all, let me update you guys on yesterday's event. it was a blast la seyy! met up my 3 HOT babes - IFAHbaceyn, LYDIAsenget & SHIKINjiggly. hurhurr.. as for me, MASgelek. dont ask me why my nick is given as that. go go go ask baceyn, ok. ahha!

we roamed around Orchard Road. basically, just window shopped senget-ly while jiggling & gelek-ing till we all get sooo baceyn. kan kan kan?? hohoho!

after which, we chilled at Orchard Hotel & had dinner at Subway since Lydia's boyfie works there & we were given discounts. but i didnt eat, laa. im on diet la seyy. dengan penuh semangat tau, ini bukan semangat seminit, hokayyy! bluekk~ & so, we talked about the case of the ex. as what that has been written in Shikin's blog - Lydia & me have the same ex, while Ifah & Shikin have the same ex. we clicked so well, ok. we never punch-punch kick-kick towards each other, horh!

we proceeded to Esplanade & chilled there. its been sucha a long time i didnt go there, you know. like, wooww! hurhurhurrr.. throughout the day, of course, we camwhored since i brought along my digi cam. nyehheehh...

& ya, before i forget, we're S.L.I.M. dont get it?

Shikin jiggly.
Lydia senget.
Ifah baceyn.
Mas gelek.

got it??
ahha! thanks to Ifah for this short form thingy. she got this inspiration while she was in the toilet yesterday! power power la seyy! =D