Life has its ups & downs. Sometimes, when you're in a situation of feeling that happiness for quite a long time, for sure, one day you'll feel down. But, when the time comes, this is the time for you to reflect on your life; not to sulk & cry. Control - its just that MIND game. Age doesn't matter - no matter young or old. Its just that will within you. If you follow too much of your feelings, well, you failed.
Once you love yourself, then here comes your family. Love your family. They are your own flesh & blood. No matter how bad your situation between you & your family, you are still as one. There's this malay saying, "Air dicincang tidak akan putus." Whenever you are in trouble, your family are the ones who are there for you, help you & support you as they know that you are their flesh & blood; Who else is going to accept you for who you are when something bad happens to you? Your friends? Well, honestly, only some of your friends might accept you for who you are, sincerely. What about the rest? All I can say is, they just come & go. Pick the good ones & treasure them.
After your family, then you can love the love of your life. This is standard. If you think the love of your life is on the second spot, you're wrong. Family must be above your lover. Again, family is your very own flesh & blood. Think cook-cook(HURHURR - fikir masak-masak) if your thinking is the other way round.
1st - love yourself
2nd - love your family
3rd - love your lover
4th - love your friends whom you treasure & cherish deeply
& ya, it's a no-no to grudges or revenge. Its truly up to no good. Why must you have those grudges & revenge? Will you get anything good in return? Well, only that it satisfies your ownself once you get that revenge towards someone. It does satisfy you, but one day you'll regret. What goes around comes all the way back around. Remember, no one is perfect. People tend to make mistakes, cause we're just normal human beings & not angels. Just control that ego thats within you. All we gotta do is, improvise ourselves. Anything is possible.
Here are my loved ones, besides my parents & my 2 elder sisters & their family, since family comes first before these people below. But nephewIchad, cuzzyNadgig, cuzzyAcap & cuzzyMaya are considered as under family, mind you.
much lovvvvvee. <3333333333
Ive uploaded new song & video on my EARplug session. Enjoy shake!
HIP HOP/R&B; Back to my roots.
Just add up Linkin Park, too. The only nu-metal I love.
Besides these, Techno Trance House Nu-Rave are acceptable, too.
Thank you.
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Lazy bum.
Lazy bum bum, YOU!
Some people are just plain lazy. Lazy this. Lazy that. Everything lazy.
The fact is, this problem can be solved. Its that MIND game. Like what I've mentioned before, make use more of your brains rather than your heart. Once your brain(mind) is in control, it controls your heart(feelings) too.
So, as for this case, you let your feelings control over you. This is the main reason why you're feeling so soo lazy. Ikutkan sangat, makin malas lah seseorang itu.
Remember, let your brain controls over that feeling of laziness. Not the other way round. Once you get a hold of this, I gotta tell you - Thumbs Up! =D
Please, put aside of that lazy bum bum side of yours. Being too lazy is definitely a bad thing. E.g, All you want to do is sleep & sleep & sleep till the very next day, when you discovered that Mr Moon is shining that night, accompanied by the bright stars. Malam jadi siang, siang jadi malam. Its like, you are qualified as a human owl!
Ini semua hanya nak dengan taknak jek...

Dil. Nadgig. Mas.
Where's Acap, Fik, Haikal, Aly, Man, Yana & Fydah?
A gathering for all of us next week.
The Devilz are missed. Definitely.
That Zinger Burger.
That Caramelita Ice Cream.
That Marshmallow coated with Chocolate.
These 3 sum up as, BLOOPERZ.
Plus, that red stained.
A total BONUS!
-* LawL.

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My besty, Syed Muhammad Alwi
Ipan's besty, Syafiqah
TURNING A YEAR OLDER, A BIG TWO - OH!
ALL THE BEST & GOOD LUCK IN YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVOUR.
HOPE YOU HAVE A BLAST ON YOUR BIRTHDAY.
ENJOY SHAKE!
=D
How great is that our besties birthdays fall on the same date. =)

S.L.I.M has been missed by me. BADLY.
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In May, 1886, Coca Cola was invented by Doctor John Pemberton a pharmacist from Atlanta, Georgia. John Pemberton concocted the Coca Cola formula in a three legged brass kettle in his backyard. The name was a suggestion given by John Pemberton's bookkeeper Frank Robinson.
He also had excellent penmanship. It was he who first scripted "Coca Cola" into the flowing letters which has become the famous logo of today. The soft drink was first sold to the public at the soda fountain in Jacob's Pharmacy in Atlanta on May 8, 1886.
About nine servings of the soft drink were sold each day. Sales for that first year added up to a total of about $50. The funny thing was that it cost John Pemberton over $70 in expanses, so the first year of sales were a loss.
Until 1905, the soft drink, marketed as a tonic, contained extracts of cocaine as well as the caffeine-rich kola nut.
In 1887, another Atlanta pharmacist and businessman, Asa Candler bought the formula for Coca Cola from inventor John Pemberton for $2,300.
By the late 1890s, Coca Cola was one of America's most popular fountain drinks, largely due to Candler's aggressive marketing of the product. With Asa Candler, now at the helm, the Coca Cola Company increased syrup sales by over 4000% between 1890 and 1900.
Advertising was an important factor in John Pemberton and Asa Candler's success and by the turn of the century, the drink was sold across the United States and Canada. Around the same time, the company began selling syrup to independent bottling companies licensed to sell the drink. Even today, the US soft drink industry is organized on this principle.
On April 23, 1985, the trade secret "New Coke" formula was released. Today, products of the Coca Cola Company are consumed at the rate of more than one billion drinks per day.
Lyrics - I'd Like to Buy the World a Coke
I'd like to buy the world a home and furnish it with love,
Grow apple trees and honey bees, and snow white turtle doves.
I'd like to teach the world to sing in perfect harmony,
I'd like to buy the world a Coke and keep it company.
It's the real thing, Coke is what the world wants today.
The television ad "I'd Like to Buy the World a Coke" was released first in Europe, where it garnered only a tepid response. It was then released in the U.S. in July, 1971, and the response was immediate and dramatic. By November of that year, Coca-Cola and its bottlers had received more than a hundred thousand letters about the ad. At that time the demand for the song was so great that many people were calling radio stations and asking them to play the commercial.
"I'd Like to Buy the World a Coke" has had a lasting connection with the viewing public. Advertising surveys consistently identify it as one of the best commercials of all time, and the sheet music continues to sell more than thirty years after the song was written.

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Anyways, honestly, those people who has low self esteem, I do understand their feelings. But, dont always think low of yourself. Do something. Build up that self esteem. First thing, its the matter of mind & heart. Sometimes, you gotta use more of your brains rather than your heart. Once your brain is in control, your brain will control your feelings. But if your feelings is in control, it controls your brain.
Like for example, you're sad. Depressed. Whats this? Its your feelings, right? So, usually when you're sad, what do you do? Basically, you'll feel down. Sulk all the way. Start to cry all night long. Some people feel like wanting to commit suicide. Your feelings are controlling over you, & due to this, it controls your brain. & then, your brain will start to think negatively & perhaps, do something stupid.
Well, not only when you're sad. Even when you're mad, too. The feeling of anger fires you up. & then there goes the drama. Sometimes, you'll shout at a particular person, beat him/her up & such stuffs. Revenge, & so on.
This is ego. & ego destroys you. Within you. Everything. It poisons your mind. We have to control our ego. But in the end, you'll feel regret. There's a malay saying, "Jangan ikutkan perasaan sangat kerana ia hanya akan membawa binasa & engkau akan menyesal sendiri di hari kemudian."
God has given you both brains & heart. So use the both of them co-ordinately. Of course, there are times for you to use both the brains & heart together to solve a problem. Well, should I give an example for this? Definitely you know what I mean. Crack up your brain, then.
So, all these things can be controlled. If it sets in your mind, for sure you can do this. Everything is possible.
Some people, they whine that their life is miserable, why must he/she have this kinda bad life this & that. Please. Don't you ever feel blessed even abit? Cause there are more other people out there who encounters much much miserable life than you. Just think of a solution to your problem - every problem has a solution in order for it to be solved. Stay calm, relax yourself. All you gotta do is use your brains & have faith in yourself.
No more thinking negative here & there. It only tires you off, making your brain so worked up, & making yourself stressed up. Hence, think positive. Be optimistic. If this goes along, everything goes fine.
Don't care much with what people say. Cause they are not you. Revenge ain't sweet, but success is a victory. You don't have to prove to people, but prove to your ownself that you can do better.
What's past is past. It can't be undone. Its useless if you keep on thinking of the past. Just think & ponder on that particular mistake you've made. Improvise yourself. Look ahead. Think of your future that's right infront of you. Be a better person.
Everything happens for a reason, though.
Season 1. Season 2. A great show I must say. As you know, Season 3 will be coming up soon. So, gotta watch it weekly when its up on tv.
He, who acted in Prison Break, as Michael Scofield, truly is a so called hero. A genius indeed. For example, those tattoo he had on his body, are not only those normal tattoos like we always see here & there. There's something behind that tattoo - those blue prints. You'll see more of his genius in Season 3.
Anyways, these collages are specially dedicated to my pretty gorgeous gf, IFAH. Since she keeps on visiting my friendster profile & looks at my collage. So, here is a whole lot more of my collage. Enjoy, dear! =D

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Pure satisfaction.
High fever. Bad cough. Bad headache. 3 days of MC were given. GREAT!
Anyways, I'm going to say goodbye to this blogging world soon enough. As for me, I'm pretty busy with my projects & other stuffs, too. There's so much things for me to do in the real world. Much better things to do, perhaps. No more time for me to compose back all those history on what had happen on this day or that day and so on. Like there's a saying, it's better for you to look ahead rather than looking back all the time. When you want to look back, there are times, where you can think & ponder on some particular things - especially those mistakes you've made. All the good memories, just keep them safely in your heart & mind.
No worries. You can find me directly at Friendster, MySpace, Imeem & Whosgoing.sg.
Thanks for everything.
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[click HERE for more pics]

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A great dinner with the family, at Garuda Padang Cuisine, where you can find it at Vivo City. An advanced celebration of Mother's Day & my 20th Belated Birthday. With much love. =)
Regarding its interior, its really pretty. Modernised. Colors of white, probably to present that its pure. The walls are full with mirrors. It really makes you feel welcome & comfortable with the surrounding. Even the waiters & waitresses are in white uniform. The food, let's rate it as 3 out of 5 plates of rice. Hence, the price is reasonable. Do try & check it out.

me & my naughty niece, Nini
& my nephew, Irsyad
Tongues out!
Us with our precious lil' sis, Zakiah Fadil, aka Kecik.
Saturday night went town-ing. Played pool. It's been a long time that I didn't chill over at Orchard Road on Saturday night. Orchard Road; filled with dozens of people, mostly teenagers, roaming around or even just chill out with their members. Nothing's changed, though. It's still the same pack-o Orchard Road. At least, it eased me after sucha long time being MIA at Orchard Road on Saturdays.
Walking down those lanes, passing by each shopping centres does brings back some memories. Hence, memories are meant to be kept. Good memories makes you smile. While bad memories, only makes your heart pain. So, better not to keep it. But on the other hand, sometimes, somehow, its good to reflect back on your past. The reason: It really does make you remember & realise your mistakes again, make you think & ponder. Improvise yourself.
There's a saying.. Forgive & forget. To some people, you already forgive that particular someone, but you can't forget what he/she had done to you. Thinking back, it is true enough. Especially if that is a big, humongous mistake. Sometimes, you really gotta let it go in order to really FULLY forgive. It's as if you're holding a grudge towards him/her. But then, it just needs time for everything to settle & back to normal. Again, due to a problem, sometimes, it can become worse - the connection between the two of you is not going to be the same as last time. It will just fade away. This is the main reason on why you have to really forgive & forget. In other words, stay optimistic & strong, too.
As what I always mention, everything happens for a reason. No one in this world is perfect. What you can really do is improvise yourself to be a better person.
[for more pictures, click HERE]
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Would like to apologise from me to the Suntec peeps. Very SORRY. It was really such an unexpected thing. Honestly, it was so sweet of you people even though we were not that close. Another lesson learnt - Expect the unexpected. The things you expect it to happen, it didn't happen at all BUT all those things that you're not expected really happens. Truly unpredictable. Honestly, I love you guys... Both thanks & sorry. Thus, this came right from the bottom of my heart.
But no matter what, stay optimistic; a strong willed person as I am right now. Made a plan to make it up to that cute girl. Hopefully everything went smoothly this coming Friday. Looking forward to this surprise.

Done by sweetypieGF, Fydah.
Thanks so much, darla!
=)
Therefore, sharing the same birthdate as mine, she & her bf
turns 1 year together.
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU GUYS!
All the best & good luck in your future endeavour.
I'm always here to wish you guys the best in everything, anything!
These are the only 2 pictures taken during the Zoo Trip last Friday. Credits to brudder An's cell phone. Reason: Digital camera went haywired. Card was not initialised. WRONG timing. Grrr...

Happy family.
Ila, An & their daughter, Aifaa.
Another happy family.
But where's thier child?
Kwangkwangkwaaaaang..

This is Aifaa when she's 6 months old.
& i'm starting to miss her.
Aunty Mas misses you, Aifaa.
ALOT.
ALOT.
ALOT.
ALOT.
ALOT.

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A great day spent at the zoo with Ipan & his brother An & partner, Ilah, & not forgetting their cute little daughter, Aifaa.
& the night, with the only loved one. Thanks for the candle light dinner, hun! With much love.
Dearest people, I would like to say thanks so sooo much for the birthday wishes.
I truly appreciate it!
Thank you very much!
Love y'all!!
=D
Anyways, as for today, here are the birthday peeps!

my most favourite cutest kecik,
ZAKIAH FADIL!

& i'm hooked with his cute little daughter.

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