2:10 AM Before I start doing this entry, I did a friendster layout for Lydia. I love that sexy pose of hers. Glad you like it, darla! *hug*
&ooh, the three of us have the same concept. See see see! Okay, kita 3 J k. Ahaaar. Well, its just that Lydia's one is in colours, while Ajehh's &myself are in black &white. Cool or whaaat.
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Mas: Ngah, you sleeping over here tonight?
Sis: Nope. Im quite ok already. Can survive at home. :)
Mas: Ok2. Tell your baby girl dont be naughty2 lorhh. Anything just call howkay.
Sis: Wokays. Baby not naughty, laa. Baby good girl.
The baby will due on 25th March 2008. Approximately, 3 months 28 days. =)))))) Super deee duperrr cant waaaaaait! Hekkk.
Anyhus, here are some pictures of cute pretty gorgeous baby girls. Ajehh, these are for you. You love babygirls, right. Hehh...
& this, is your favourite small girl. Medison Pettis.
That cutey from The Game Plan.
Hubby,
I know its gonna be hard for the both of us. But like what you said, its for my own good. Just bare with this half a year. We'll stay strong. We're gonna make it. Just remember that my presence is always with you. MSN, sms-es &short calls are fine with us. I'll concentrate on my studies, & you, just concentrate on your work &save up those money for the future. Alright, I'll be expecting those monthly surprises from you like what you told me, too. I love you so much. &indeed, gonna miss you banyak-banyak sekali. Mika also love you &miss you tau.
*BIGhug&MANY2kisses*
It really hurts me hearing you crying over the phone. Till I myself cry...
MasAjehh still lives on...
LOVE. PATIENCE. FAITH.
Anyhus peeps, enjoy the new house song Ive uploaded in this bloggy gogglllyyy of mine. &heres the lyrics; Very the touching kedandingg, but at the same time, can shake2 shuffle2 lorhhh. Baaah~
Your eyes are breaking walls
Towards my direction
I feel the wind blows
I'm standing here it's cold
I want you to hold
You have no clue
How much I want you
No idea how much I need you here
I want you to hold
So what you wanna do do
Boy I want you to to
Be my boyfriend
You're messing with my head head
Boy I want you bad bad
Be my boyfriend
I'm so lost without you
Baby what would I do
Everywhere I want to go over I see you
Im so lost without you
Baby what would I do
Everywhere I want to go over I see you
-Be My Boyfriend by Offer Nissim ft Maya
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8:11 PM 
Sometimes, you cant get what you really want in this life. There are paths that didnt go the right way as well. No doubt, we as human beings cant runaway from mistakes. But, all we can do is to learn from it. Be a better person.
Once youve chosen a certain path, you gotta live with it. Theres no turning back in life. Whats past is past. Move on. Concentrate &think of your future.
Love. We need to sacrifice in some ways when it comes to this. Sacrifice. They're not able to contact each other for now. But if theres patience, love &faith, nothing goes wrong. Just stay positive. They're suffering now but they just have to stay this way. Let them suffer now rather than to suffer later. There's a saying, patience is virtue. Remember that there's no ending to true love. Everything happens for a reason.
Extract from an article...
A girl has already chosen a certain path. But she didnt realise that it might affect her relationship tremendously. But she knows, that she herself &her parents are much much important in her life. &so, she really have to sacrifice her love - her boyfriend. She explained to him from A to Z, & it kinda took her quite some time to convince him. Alas, he understood her situation & willingly to wait for her as he really wants her to be his future, together with him. It is hard for the both of them; the girl will just concentrate with her studies, while the boy will concentrate with his work. The girl felt sorry for the boy for letting him suffer this way too. She didnt expect it could turn out this way...
Eversince this happens, she realised that he really means something in her life. Cause all this while, she is unsure of her feelings towards him. When she really cant reply his sms-es &calls, she feels soo weak. Tears start to accumulate in her eyes. She just cant control her feelings anymore. She is a strong girl, but now, she's feeling kinda weak. Needs time to stand up after a great fall.
&yes, she realises that she loves him. If not, she wouldnt feel soo tortured this way. She really appreciates him for being sooo patient with her all this while, trying his best to make her love him more. She doesnt think that other guys might be so patient with her specially tolerating her craziness, her rudeness, her blurness, her ego, her jokes, her evil laughters, etc. She's thankful enough. No words can describe how thankful she is.
Shes gonna miss his late night calls, the times he always say "Chubby", "I love you", "Mmmuacks", "I want hug", "I want kiss", "Cheebye", "Miss you", "You know that I love you, right".
She also misses the way he hugs &kisses her, the way her caresses her, the way he pampers her way too much, & the way he poke her & make her stutter exactly like an old lady.
Not forgetting, she definitely gonna miss calling him, "Eh fatty", "Shut up la, cheebye", "Oh well", "Awwwww", "Ya laaa, baceyn!", "Love you, too", "Miss you, too", "Dont let the bugs biiiite", "Dadaaaaa~".
The point is, alot of things she gonna miss alottt even though they're just together for less than two months. Like theres a saying, its not by counting the months or years you both are together, but by how you both cherish things together &spending time together. For example, being togeher for so long but theres no happiness, what for? Right?
They both just have to be patient in order to go through this huge obstacle that hit them out of the blue. Maybe this is a test for the both of them; a test on how strong their love is. They just gotta have faith, love &patience. Stay strong always. Insyaallah...
We'll stay strong, hubby.
Patient. Love. Faith.
We can make it.
Just pray hard to theOne everyday.
Insyaallah...
I. LOVE. YOU. AJEHH.
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5:33 PM 
Ice Caramel Latte for me.
Black Forest Mocha Ice Belended (milk base) for Ajehh.
&our favourite Spicy Tuna Linguine for each of us.
Well, there's still more time. &so, we camwhored.
This movie is sooo funny yet, it really touched me. I almost cried at the end of the movie. Once you have a great bond with someone you love is not easy to manage your feelings when they are not by your side. It really affects you tremendolously. But, if theres communication, patience & love, nothing is impossible. Whatever it is, its not easy. But we can work it out.
Ajehh keeps on saying, "Ehh cute laa the small girl." GATAL! Suka nah dengan budak kecik lagi-lagi kalau perempuan. Mati-mati nak baby girl dulu. NO. Babyboy first, please. *sticks out tongue*
Thanks for the day!
&yes, its our first time watching movie together. Hekkk.
Thanks for all the treats.
Sorry hubby, Im totally broke. Damn broke...
But, Im settled with the debts. Good.
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Today, supposedly to catch Bee movie with theDevilz. But, all of us no money. Geez.. Ok ok, my lovelies. SAVE UP YOUR MONEY K.
I miss theDevilz banyak-banyak, laaa.
Being a good girl, went home straight right after school. Jaga my sis. But she's feeling better now. Great! Another 4 more months for the arrival of her baby girl. YAYYYY! Howkaaay, Mas. Macam kau yang nak beranak plak...
"If you're going to San Francisco,
Be should to wear some flowers in your head,
If you go to San Francisco,
You're gonna meet some gentle people there,
In the street,
If you come,
In the street,
If you come,
In the street,
If you come,
In the street,
If you come to San Francisco."
-San Fransisco by Global Deejays
ADDICTED TO HOUSE.
*shake-shake-shuffle-shuffle*
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3:20 AM Last Sunday outing with the my pretty girls was fun indeed!
The crappiness.
The laughters.
The shots.
The effects.
All these equals to fun!
Let the pictures do the talking, aye.
[click HERE for more]
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My 2nd sis is staying over for a week or so due to her pregnancy. & Im sleeping right at the living room so she & her husband can sleep in my room. The baby girl in her tummy very naughty laaa. Kick here & there. Move around &all. Now she's in pain. Dont worry, sis. Im gonna be your part time midwife la seh. HEHE.
Ingat eh Ajehh. Nanti kita keluar tengok wayang n chill for awhile jek tau. I wanna be home early & take care of my sis laa. Heh. I good girl, ok!
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Earlier on, I helped out the hubby with his friendster profile layout. & glad enough, he likes it soo much tilll he keeps on staring it over & over again. AJEHH GILER! hah.
&so, in order to be J with him, I also changed my friendster profile layout; same concept as him. See see see, i J dengan u tau! Hekkkkkk!!!
Check out his profile, yaw. Come come lemme promote him. Huahuahuaa. Ajehh lelong. Satu Ajehh, satu dollar k. Ahaar. KIDDING. Kk, jangan merajuk k. Come come I give you a hug... BAAAH~ ------>> click HERE to check out his friendster profile.
Okayy, I better go to sleep now. Confirm later kena lecture by him if he finds out I sleep late. SORRY. I buat lagi, k. Hekk!
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3:58 AM Firstly, Im very glad that mySweetypie Fyd truly loves the blogskin I did for her.
See. We both J la seh. Same blogskin la seh.
Nampak.. nampak??
I sayang you banyak-banyak, howkaay!
=D
Yesterday, spent my whole day with the hubby...
We went to Far East Plaza first to visit Lydia.
& eventually, Ifah was there too!!
So sooo happy to see them.
Sadly, both Ajehh&myself went off first before Lyd performed as he's complaining that he's very the hungry.
"A hungry man is an angry man."
HOWKAAAY, AJEHH!
&so, our late lunch was at Seoul Garden.
Supposedly to be my treat.
But they didnt accept NETS.
knnbccb.
Then, Ive decided to have desserts at Swensens.
This time round, my treat!
Ajehh surprised me with a rose.
Thanky manky, hubby.
Youre soooo sweeeeeet.
Honestly, this is my first time receiving a rose for the whole my 20 yearssss.
=)
[more pictures, click HERE]
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12:40 AM Let's welcome the newbie.
Very simple indeed.
EXTREMELY.
Simplicity is my middle name.
Baaaaah~
17/11/07, Saturday
Having a date with my baby Ajehh.
Seoul Garden.
Saw 4(nasib laa aku dapat lepas ke tak. Chet!)
If not, The Game Plan.
Half hour ago, I got an sms from him..
Ajehh: I love you dear. My heart only beats for you.. My mind go crazy, thinking about you. & my love for you is pure.. My darling sunshine.. You're my forever love.
Mas: Shudup la sweet talker. KNN. Haha! Kidding la. Dont worry, k. I will stick with you. Just wait for our big day, k.
See. I always bully him. Heh.
"Andai ku bisa akan ku balas
Semua yang pernah engkau berikan
Terima kasih dariku
Atas ketulusanmu
Menyayangi diriku"
18/11/07, Sunday.
Girls day out!!
Lets hit the Botanical Gardens & Town, yaw.
21/11/07, Wednesday.
Lets hit the cinema & watch Bee Movie!
Totally!
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2:04 AM 
On the way to school, took this shot in the cab.
Will always smile whenever I see this big Ferris Wheel.
Reminds me of "the merry-go-round" thingy...
Right after school, went straight away to TTSH to visit my cuzzy Nadhir before he's off for a minor operation.
But I went off before he's done with it due to time constraint.
Sorry, my dear.
But I'm relieved enough that it went well & heard you're perfectly fine over the phone.
=)
Met my Ajehh in the evening.
The birthday boy la sehh!
22 years old eh. Tua seh ni budak. Ahaar!!
Told you that the Nasi Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza is the best.
Sorry that I didn't celebrate much on your birthday.
I'll make it up to you this Saturday, ok baby!
11/11/2007, Sunday.
It's been 1 year & 7 months I've been using Motorola V3i.
I've to say, goodbye Moto.
.
.
.
.
& say hello to Sony Ericsson W580i.
Yeah, the shake-shake one.
I mean, shake it to shuffle the songs.
Didn't know about the shuffle thingy when I bought it till my cuzzy Maya informed me.
Ahaar!
MUM, THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE PHONE.
NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I REALLY DO LOVE YOU.
I'll get that Advanced Diploma next year & make you proud.
Sorry for all the mistakes I've done to you.
(Saying sorry sincerely is not easy. Seriously.)
&yet, you bought for me a handphone.
THANKS ALOT, MUM...
**LOVESS**
See my parents so cute.
Massage-massage one another.
Soo loving. I jealous laaa.
Hekkk!
& Ajeh behind so kaypoh.
Huahua!!
Testing-testing trying out the new handphone.
Eh Ajehh, I nak gambar-gambar dari digital camera you laa.
Off for his reservist the following day till this Friday.
Have fun okay anak askar, anak hutan!
Hekkkk!!
*hugs&kisses*
Visited cuzzy Nadhir right after school.
Glad to see that you're really fine.
& the scar on your neck is not obvious like last time.
Okay. This picture was taken on 30th January this year.
Those were the times that I always used to be his pillion.
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12:31 AM Previously, on Deepavali...
Its time for me to release my 2 precious kids as they've grown soo big already.
Been almost 2 years I took care of them.
Lotsa love & care Ive given them.
& I love them sooo much.
My tortoises - Yoha & Lulu.
In a bucket on the way to the pond where there's many species of the same kind.
This is their new home....
I cried!!!!!!!
='(
My dearest kids,
Please take care of yourselves. I hope you love your new home. A much bigger space for you to swim. A pond. A nice pond. A big nice pond. You have alot of friends there. Same kind as you both. If you're hungry, you have to find your own food now. I cant feed you anymore like how I always do. You wont hear my voice anymore, babbling & kissing you both...
I swear I really am gonna miss you two. I'm sure you're gonna be happy with your new surrounding & surrounded with many friends. Take care, sayangs.. :'(
Vivo Madness
Mas.
With my nephew Irsyad.
With my niece Hanis.
Promoting my favourite drink from CBTL - Ice Caramel Latte.
& also the ZoukOut flyer. Im the promoter laaaaa.
Remember, ZoukOut this December.
08.12.07.
8pm till 8am.
Siloso Beach, Sentosa.
Hekkk!
& ooops, its someone's birthday laaaa!
Siapa ekhs?
IFAH ehhh!
Anyhus, today....
Happy happy happy birthday to you, my baby tua!
HAHAHA.
22 years of age already.
All the best & good luck in anything you do, ohkeyy.
Whatever decision you're making, Im always here to support you.
& also, bully you!
Hekkkk!
Don't worry, I'll stick wit ya & go through together meder merrily k.
Baaaaaah~
We'll stay strong till our very big day.
Nyehhhhhhh.
Whatever it is, I'll make it up to you next Saturday once you're done with your reservist, ok baby.
Love you, Baby Ajehh!
baby ganyut.
HAHA.
*hugs&kisses*
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3:13 AM Having a great downfall.
Gotta agree, what goes around comes around.
Deserve it, though.
No issues, I'll be fine.
=)
No regrets; Just learn from your mistakes.
As long as I've my loved ones with me, I'm happy with my life.
& I am truly happy indeed.
.
.
.
.
.
My family.
Yes yes, family comes first.
Followed by...
The Devilz.
Nadhir. Yana. Acap. Fyd. Fik. Dil. Aly. Haikal.
Includes the couple.
Maya & Shah.
S.L.I.M
Shikin. Lyd. Ifah.
The sis.
Kak Az.
& not forgetting, my baby Ajehh.
Okay, no more calling you Khai.
Its Ajehh. Ajehhh. Ajehhhh!!
YOU GUYS ARE IMPORTANT IN MY LIFE.
THANKS FOR BEING PART OF ME.
Anyhus, enjoy this new song.
House la seh!
I'm very-totally-to-the-max addicted to it.
Before I forget, Happy Deepavali to all my bangla members.
Thosai Masala dengan pappadam satu la deyy!
HEKKKK!
Baaaaah~
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12:26 AM Its cuzzy Nadhir's 21st birthday!
Chalet is what we've planned. Mind you, we've been planning all these for the past 2 months. See how semangat we are. Hekk!! =D
Whatever it is my deary Nadhir, I hope you're not mad at me or the rest of us if we lied to you here & there. Cause it's really meant a big surprise for you. We mean, HUGE surprise. But then, aku ada jugak laa terlepas cakap pasal ni plan depan-depan Nadhir. Sebanyak 4 kali! Mampus sak, Mas. *slaps forehead* But, luckily he die-die thought its just a barbeque pit at East Coast. Hengggg uh! Phew.
At about 7pm, cuzzy Acap, Aly, Alan, Haikal, Dil & Fik reached at the chalet. Discussed abit more further regarding the plans. Settled the cake collections & stuffs.
More balloons!!
By 8.30pm, Aly, myself & Dil were ready to go MOS.
Coincidentally, the 3 of us wore black tops & bottoms.
& also, white shoes!
Ni baru betul-betul nye J.
Heh.
While we went clubbing...
These guys stayed at the chalet & did the decorations!
Balloons filled with light stick. I love it!!
& so, Aly, Dil & I met Nadhir, Yana & Khai over at Clarke Quay about 10pm.
Yes, Nadhir didn't know we meeting them till he saw us.
Only Aly, Dil, Nadhir, Khai & myself chop before 10.30pm.
Whereas Yana, forgot to bring along her IC. Luckily cuzzy Maya was still at the chalet.
By 11.45pm, cuzzy Maya & Shah reached MOS.
We're caught by whosgoing.sg.
KhaiMas.
After the club.
Again, we lied to Nadhir that the rest of us going back home.
Except that Yana told him she has another surprise for him, of which he was needed to tag her in a cab.
Yana blindfolded him from the cab till the destination...
The chalet!
Once everyone was ready, Yana brought him to the room & unblind him.
The whole lot of us who make these surprise soo happening!
The rest slept around 7am. Whereas Khai & myself couldn't sleep. No more space to sleep. The rest occupied the bed already. K takperz.. normal!!
Khai was suppose to go to work but I don't let him go & take MC. Haha. Jahat Mas.
By 8.30am, I accompanied him to the clinic for the MC. Travelled all to way to Woodlands for him to get ready. Then, off to Far East to meet Lyd, as she had a dance competition.
Mas & Lyd.
After which, both Khai & myself roamed around town just to find a present for Nadhir. No matter how sleepy & tired we were, we still hunt for it. At last, something caught my eye - Adidas sling bag. Yes, bought it for Nadhir!
Around 4.50pm, we waited for Lyd over at Suntec City since Khai's buying for her a belated birthday present - Adidas shoe that Lyd's eyeing for. Lyd, next time must ask your brother to buy for you much more expensive stuff. Kasi dia bankrupt. Heh. Kidding.
Then, met Fydah at Pasir Ris MRT Station.
They accompanied me to a salon. Trim hair n volumised the top part of my head la seh.
While at the chalet, they were busy preparing for the barbeque...
Nice food. But unfortunately, after having dinner, both Khai & myself knocked out. We're sorry guys. We were soo tired & sleepy that we went to the dreamland at the chalet...
At about 3am, we woke up. & then I decided to have a breakfast at Macdonalds as I was kinda hungry. Hekk!
Best, yang lain semua tidur, kita dua gi makan.
Baaaah!
The Iced Latte not nice la sehh!
Finished eating breakfast, our eyes were sleepy again..
Off we went back to the chalet & sleep again.
All of us booked out at 10.30am.
The best birthday bash ever this year!
Cuzzy Nadhir, I really hope you enjoyed your birthday this year.
& hope you love the surprises we made for you, my dear.
All the best & good luck in anything you do.
Thanks for being there for me always...
[more pictures, click HERE]
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8:17 PM Thanks sooo much to dearest Nanachica for helping me out on this. Thanky manky, sweety! *muahmuahhh*
Anyhus, I just received the pixies of Hari Raya outing with the Devilz from Dusty Dil yesterday. Sucha splendid Raya with them. From Serangoon to Hougang to Sengkang to Pasir Ris to Woodlands to Yew Tee & lastly, to Boon Lay.
Haikal's crib
Aly's crib
At the bus stop
While waiting for cab
My room.
Fyd's crib.
The kid in us.
They are very important in my life.
A wonderful friendship.
=)
[More pictures, click HERE]
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11:44 AM &oohh, PERIOD.
Chet.
Afternoon, my lovely first sis & her family dropped by, bought 2 Mocha Lattes & 2 Pure Chocolates. &yes Long, you saved my butt! Hekkk! You know I know. THANKY MANKY!! *lovess*
In the evening, the gorgeous Lyd & Ifah dropped by. Free drinks. Free cookie. & Free muffins! Lucky its gonna be closing in half hours time & u girls got them free. Ahaar! No matter how busy I was, sempat amek gambar dengan perempuan2 jambuku!!
A few minutes after they went off, Khai came.
& so, Pure Belgian Chocolate & puffs for him.
Sorry no muffins for you. Ive given them to Lyd & Ifah already.
Nevermind la, you can still eat the muffins that I gave to Lydia mah.
Hekkk!!
Jangan nak gelojoh k.
HAHAHA.
Kidding.
Thanks for dropping by, my sayangssss!
Love you all banyak2!
Eyy, bagus pe kaki ni mcm. Badan ni macam. Berisi. Dari sekeding macam galah mana. Kaki berlidi. Jentik sikit terus roboh kedanding. Kaki ni macam sebab tu perut pun buncit. Thats why I call myself buncit la seh. Lau tak buncit, beh kaki chunky? Itu dah abnormal tu. Alien pun tak tu macam. Ada lelaki ke tak ada lelaki, tetap dalam dunia ni mana2 ada lelaki pe. Yang tau, Ive learnt my mistake & tau jaga diri. Full stop. Titik. Kesian eh mak bapak kau namakan kau Bleahx. Ishk.. Eh Bleahx, tak berani pe nak letak nama betul kau? Bleahx. Bleahx. EEEEEE Bleahx. Ke nama kau old school. Nama LEAH kappa? Ahaar. Nama kental sebab tu kau letak Bleahx sekali eyy. Nak termuntah aku nampak nama Bleahx. Kk, aku stop sebelum aku makin termuntah. BLEAHX!
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2:20 AM 
First day of raya.
Whatever it is, family comes first.
Lotsa love.
Last Saturday.
A very great day with the my precious Devilz.
Loving them lots & lots & lotssss!
Pixies will be up once I get all of them from Dusty Dil.
Bro... cepat laa upload the other half to your multiply.
Hekkk!
Town-ing.
Shopping.
Semangat sehh kita shopping untuk club.
Hekkk.
Jom kita battle on the dancefloor this weekend.
Howkaaaay Mas, howkaaaaaay.
Baaaaah!
Thanks for everything!
*lovess.hugss*
Let's make it happen!
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